The curious person has never felt such concrete happiness, like a tree growing under the sun, being constantly watered, growing warmly, freely, towards the sun.

What he thought was the moon eventually became his sun, pulling him out of the dark corner and drying him out in the hot enough light.

"Miss Moon is from the future - do you have a good relationship with me in the future?"

The Qingqi man gently put his hand on the back of the girl's hand, and his fingers were slightly pinched, which perfectly showed his uneasiness.

"Well...it's not as good as you are now," the girl approached the Qinqi ambiguously, "We didn't kiss at that time."

Facing the girl's sudden approach, Qingqi still couldn't help but blush, but he made no move to move away:

"Yes, don't you want to?"

"Eh——?" The girl came closer, "Why do I just don't want to do it anymore?"

"Because I think if it's Miss Yue," Qinqi Zhe paused and lowered his head in embarrassment, "I shouldn't be unwilling."

"If you feel that way, there's nothing you can do." The girl immediately moved away from the Qinqi, looking a little angry, "But the fact is that someone doesn't seem to be willing at all."

"Someone? Eh? Me?" The Qingqi was visibly panicked. He didn't even care about anything else. He raised his hand and grabbed the fabric on the girl's arm, "How could it be... Or should I say, Will I change that much in the future?"

"Change..."

The girl held her face up and turned her head to look at the Qinqi's face.

"The appearance hasn't changed much," the girl's hand traced the outline of Qin Qi in the air, "but other aspects have changed a lot."

"Well," the Qingqi man stepped forward and pressed his cheek against the girl's index finger, allowing the girl's index finger to sink softly into his soft flesh, "What has it become?"

The girl's fingertips moved on Qinqi's cheek, but she didn't take it back. Instead, she pushed her fingertips deeper:

"Hmm... let me think about it."

"Vicious, arrogant, calm, knowledgeable, and powerful and self-consistent."

The Qingqi's eyes were full of light under the moonlight, and his expression was slightly startled. He didn't know whether he was shocked or yearning, but this look only shocked his face for a moment, and then was replaced by loneliness:

"Miss Moon probably liked me more at that time."

"I was strong enough at that time to help you more, and I didn't need you to take care of my emotions all the time -"

After being pinched hard on the face, Qingqi suddenly raised his face and looked at the girl with some grievance.

"Xiaobai is an idiot."

The girl pinched the meat in her hand again:

"If you like Xiaobai, no, if you like you, it has nothing to do with your specific characteristics - does it mean that you like some label on me?"

The Qingqi didn't understand a bit, but still shook his head blankly.

"That's great, why do you still have a sense of crisis for yourself..." The girl paused, "Actually, if it's possible, I think it's better for you to be like this now."

No, if that's okay, it looks good in the beginning.

After all, the price to pay for being "strong" is too high.

It doesn’t matter whether she has no ambition or she is partial—

She just hopes that all the suffering in the world can bypass the person in front of her and offer the last sweet fruit with both hands.

Even the background of his life is sadness.

"It would be nice if I were a little more powerful," the girl looked into Qinqi's eyes and murmured, "This way, you won't have to work so hard."

"..."

"It's not hard, not at all."

The admirer took the initiative to kiss the girl's drooping lips:

"I'm so happy and I can't imagine a happier time than right now."

"......Um."

The girl turned her head and glanced at Qingqi with her peripheral vision. Then, as if she couldn't bear it, she turned her head back to look at the scenery under the cliff.

He was very happy, he didn't lie to her.

But, she will leave.

She had to start thinking about whether it was too impulsive to agree to Qingqi Zhe's confession.

But - but she never went back, right?

"Has my life changed because of Miss Moon?"

"Maybe -" the girl thought of the child who was probably still sleeping in the room, and her gloomy mood cleared up for a moment, "a little bit."

"I don't understand one thing - it sounds like I will be very good in the future, but why is Miss Moon still obsessed with 'change'?"

"Is there something about me that dissatisfies you?"

"Ah -" the girl rubbed her head, "my future - is a future where many things have happened."

"Over the long years, you will experience a lot of things and even make some mistakes - and in the end, you will have to carry these sins with you for the rest of your life."

The girl was somewhat avoiding Qingqi's eyes. Her eyes looked at the moon, the stars, and her feet, but they never fell on Qingqi's beautiful face:

"Are you satisfied with this kind of life?"

"Am I going to be a bad person in the future?"

"Bad guy?"

The girl was stunned.

"Good" and "bad" are really floating concepts. As a bystander, she cannot bring herself into his own perspective to judge whether he is good or bad or good or evil.

So the girl just shook her head:

"You just did something that you will regret."

"Well," Qinqi nodded as if he understood, "Then, did I apologize? Or do something to make up for it?"

"Well, I haven't—wait."

Atonement?

The girl paused——

It turned out that at the beginning, it was obviously something that had nothing to do with him, but he still chose to go with her.

He has clearly teased her for being some kind of "savior" lady thousands of times, but he still chooses to go through hundreds of battles with her——

So, was he trying to atone for his sins?

The girl took a deep breath and tried to hold back the tears that had overflowed. When she turned her head, she found that the Qinqi was looking at her seriously. In the end, she couldn't hold it back and smiled through her tears:

"Yes, of course."

"You will be a particularly powerful savior in the future."

"That's it," Qinqi Zhe squinted his eyes and smiled. His purple hair looked like some kind of beautiful glass under the moonlight. If his radiant eyes weren't so dazzling, he would have been praised. A word of "beautiful", "then, I'm very satisfied."

"Even if you go through a lot, you can choose to accept it. You are strong enough to atone for the mistakes you have made. There are people like Miss Moon around you -"

"I am very satisfied."

This sentence clearly rang in the girl's ears, but it seemed to be coming from an extremely distant place, floating and stumbling in the space, and then passed over the girl and spread further away.

Did you hear that?

He says--

I am very satisfied.

Very satisfied with my future self.

Even if my future self has fallen into the dust and become rusty.


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