【Original God】I am looking for the flesh and blood of love in time and space

"I will leave soon," the wanderer calmed down, trying to face everything in front of him with a calm enough attitude, "please leave my life."

As he said that, the wanderer was about to push the girl in front of him away, but was pushed back by the latter with a strong attitude.

It's funny to say that the girl in front of me clearly had red eyes, as if she was about to break into pieces, but she just pressed the wanderer back, stretched out a hand to support the wall, and broke the wanderer. The way to go:

"coward."

"What did you say?"

"I say, coward," the girl approached the wanderer reluctantly, with a cry in her voice, "now you are escaping."

"escape?"

The wanderer sneered slightly:

"Then I would like to ask, Miss Savior, what does not mean escaping?"

"Are you honestly letting yourself fall into the trap you dug, and then letting yourself experience the feeling of being abandoned again, waiting from day to night, and then from night to day?"

"I didn't abandon you—"

"Yes, how could our savior miss allow herself to do such a despicable act——"

"You just have no choice but to do nothing."

"Then have you ever thought about it - since you can't take responsibility to the end, don't get close to me?"

"Just like now - how do I know if you traveled from some distant 'future' to change me, a sinner, and then picked some 'suitable' time to disappear inexplicably..."

"Are you blaming me?"

"Blame you?..."

Wanderer's original machine gun seemed to have suddenly jammed, and his eyes were filled with emotions that she couldn't understand.

"How do I deserve it?"

Blame her?

He really doesn't deserve it.

He did have resentment in his heart, but it was not against the girl—it was against himself.

As a person who truly tried to change the past, he knew better than anyone else how powerless the girl was at that time.

He only has himself to blame.

What do you blame yourself for?

Blame yourself for being sentimental, blame yourself for not being strong enough, blame your own horoscope for being dim, blame yourself for being miserable.

The girl's voice sounded a bit gritted:

"It's not worthy... don't say such things."

"You recognized Wanyo, you knew his identity, so you remembered those things in the past again——"

"As you can see, Miss Savior," the wanderer interrupted the girl, "I am a sinner. Even if you worked so hard to help me in the past, I still made the same mistakes again and committed heinous disasters."

"I, no, you..."

The wanderer looked at the girl's confusion and confusion after being stunned, and laughed to himself:

"Disappointed, ma'am?"

The wanderer's eyelids drooped in time to cover up the heavy look of sadness in his eyes:

"If you are disappointed, don't come any closer..."

"Stop it, I didn't say I was disappointed."

"Yes, you, me, and we have indeed not changed the past - what about the future?"

She stared at the wanderer intently, trying to convey her emotions to him through her eyes:

“The future hasn’t happened yet, and there’s a lot more we can do, right?”

The girl frowned, and then she smiled again as if she had figured something out:

"Besides, someone told me not to come any closer, but look -"

The girl poked the homeless man on the shoulder:

"Obviously, you can push me away."

The girl lowered her eyes, her fingers slid down the Wanderer's body, and finally gently touched the Wanderer's left chest:

"What exactly do you think?"

"Look at me, I am real, and our experiences are also real."

The girl raised her head, slid her hand down, took the wanderer's hand, and pressed it to her face:

"Or is it that the way you avoid losing is to refuse to start?"

"Huh?" The wanderer had no choice but to cast his gaze on the face that was enough to defeat his reason, "Is there a way to provoke the general?"

"Barely—did I succeed?"

"..."

Are you afraid of losing?

She described it accurately.

"What about you? Are you afraid of losing me now?"

He bowed slightly and closed the distance between the two - he didn't need to breathe, but as if on purpose, he let his breath hit the girl's long eyelashes, so he could look at the person in front of him leisurely. His eyelids trembled slightly because of his own actions.

"No."

The girl's response was indifferent, but the wanderer lost control of his expression. In an instant, he became distorted with surprise and anger, and even the hand on the girl's face used force, pinching the girl's face slightly deformed.

"I mean, I am not afraid of losing the qualifications yet. If you are willing, you can give me this opportunity."

"......You deliberately?"

The girl's face, which looked pretty even when being pinched, was smiling slyly. The dazzling sunlight outside fell into the blue pupils, like penetrating an extremely pure sapphire, sparkling with tiny pieces. The light flowed with her movements, and then pierced the wanderer's heart.

She has always been so cunning.

"That's right," the girl gently stood on tiptoe, "Why don't you... um..."

The wanderer grabbed the back of the girl's head and pressed her lips hard, sucking and biting her without any tenderness, as if to really confirm - how far would he go before the person in his arms would push him away? Come.

"Humph......"

The girl snorted, and the wanderer felt the girl's hands begin to move. He was even ready to be pushed away, but he didn't expect that the hands just hooked his neck and pulled his entire body forward. Press down.

"hiss--"

The salty smell of blood spread between his lips and teeth - most likely the girl's, because he didn't feel any pain.

Subconsciously he wanted to let go, but he was hit by a force on the back of his head, causing him to hit the girl's lips harder. Now even the sound of lips and teeth colliding could be heard clearly, and he could even feel the softness on the girl's lips. The skin, which was hot and swollen due to damage, was brushing against his lips as they moved.

"..."

The darkness in the wanderer's eyes was an inextricable complexity. He only felt that something was burning in that empty chest, emitting heat and hotness that was unbearable for him to remain silent. Unfortunately, his lips and teeth were blocked. As a result, he could only use more intense body movements to express his indescribable boredom.

This time, I really gave you a chance.

My life is open to you, with my trust, my love, and my guilt -

Hope you can really catch it.