I Become a God: Playing with Beasts

As more and more empty cans were placed on the table, several people became a little drunk.

Satoru fell on the sofa, his eyes closed and his chest rising and falling regularly, obviously falling asleep.

Terry went outside to answer the phone.

Zhang Yan was also a little dizzy from drinking.

He drank several cans of the wine he brought. The wine was sweeter than what Terry and the others brought, but the alcohol content was also higher.

Feeling a little dizzy, Zhang Yan lay on Wu's body, and his broad frame felt very comfortable against him.

He closed his eyes. Although he was a little confused, he could still hear the words of others.

That's what great wisdom and good people are talking about.

"Good man, can you open the window?"

"Ah, ah, ah."

"Good man," Dazhi's voice sounded again.

"Why have you been so cold lately...look at me."

"You, do you understand how I feel?" The good man's voice was indifferent and no longer as enthusiastic as before.

"And you said something like that..."

"Isn't it possible?" The good man's voice was obviously excited.

"If I were a woman, you-"

The excited voices stopped suddenly, and the evening breeze suddenly blew in through the window.

Terry came back with an expression of complete surrender, smiled stupidly, and sat down in his original seat.

"Ah~ah, being a boyfriend is really tiring, really." Terry complained.

"You can't help but listen to your girlfriend's complaints late at night like this~"

Is Terry back?…

In Zhang Yan's ears, the good man's voice suddenly stopped, followed by Terry's voice from far to near, and then the sinking of the sofa next to him.

Terry picked up the drink on the table and took a sip. Then he noticed something was wrong and looked at the good man's Dazhi in confusion.

"What happened?" Zhang Yan heard Terry ask.

"No, it's nothing." Then came Dazhi's voice.

"Speaking of which, good man, are you crying?" Terry continued.

cry? Did the little good man cry?

Because of Dazhi?

Can't love it?

……

Zhang Yan suddenly felt sad. His eyes became moist, and the sounds around him were forgotten.

"why?"

"Why am I sad too...?"

Zhang Yan's mind suddenly became very confused.

It suddenly occurred to him that later, with Taili on his back, the good man and Dazhi would lean on each other, and he——

"Is it because I have no one to rely on?" he thought.

It's really funny. Obviously I don't want Crow to keep pestering me, but now I miss him again.

…………

……

Because of fear......

His consciousness gradually sank, his thoughts fell into thoughtlessness, and the sounds around him gradually disappeared.

"Gonna... fall asleep,"

"No! I can't sleep!" Zhang Yan suddenly forced himself to wake up and opened his eyes, staring wide.

He stared at the ceiling blankly until his eyes quickly became wet and filled with tears.

"What's in the eyes is not tears!" Although his eyes were blurred by the sight of tears, he still didn't think they were tears in his mind.

"It's just that my eyes are too sore."

Zhang Yan's eyes widened and he stared at the air fiercely, clenching his teeth to prevent his face from distorting.

Tears fell from the corners of his eyes, and then his vision returned to clarity.

As his vision cleared, the sadness in Zhang Yan's heart suddenly disappeared.

"Oh, it seems I can't get drunk next time." Zhang Yan sighed in his heart, feeling baffled at the same time.

"It's strange why I feel so sad all of a sudden."

But now he doesn't feel the sadness in his heart at all. Only the throbbing in his memory tells him that he was very sad just now and doesn't want to experience this kind of sadness again.

He raised his arm and wiped the moisture from his eyes.

Then he pretended to have just woken up, rubbed his eyes and asked: "Ha, where were you talking? It's really difficult. I fell asleep just now."

Then I happily joined everyone in the chat.

For the rest of the time, Zhang Yan laughed happily at Tai Li's complaints, and was excited about the interaction between the good man and Dazhi. But my heart is not as full as when I first came here, and I always feel a little empty.

After the celebration, Terry helped Satoru and left first.

Zhang Yan saw that both Shan Shan and Dazhi were drunk, so he asked them to go to bed first and helped them clean up.

After tidying up the living room, Zhang Yan opened the door with a garbage bag filled with empty cans. As soon as he closed the door and walked downstairs, he was suddenly stunned.

In the corridor outside the door, Clouded Leopard stood there quietly, leaning against the railing and hiding in the darkness.

He looked lonely and didn't know what he was thinking.

Seeing Clouded Leopard coming to pick him up, Zhang Yan suddenly felt that the void in his heart disappeared, and what followed was the ultimate joy and satisfaction from the bottom of his heart.

"Claude, why are you here?"

He shouted, happily walking up to Clouded Leopard and holding his arm.

"A Yan." Looking at Zhang Yan, Clouded Leopard's eyes were indescribably serious, making Zhang Yan a little scared.

"What, what's wrong, Alao?" Zhang Yan asked in confusion.

"Why are you avoiding me?" Clouded Leopard looked at Zhang Yan and asked seriously.

"Huh? Avoiding you? No?"

Zhang Yan's eyes were confused and confused. Where could he hide from Crowe?

"A Yan, you haven't been with me for a long time." Crow said aggrievedly, and took the garbage bag from Zhang Yan's hand.

together?

Zhang Yan was startled and suddenly remembered what he had just thought of when he was drunk. He sighed and did not explain.

He raised his legs and walked forward, and said at the same time:

"Claude, each of us belongs to ourselves only.

The only one you can rely on in the future is yourself. Even two people who are so close will one day separate.

Zhang Yan stopped and turned to look at Crowe.

“Alau, you and I will do the same.

I hope you can live a better life while I'm gone.

Wait until that day—"

"No." Crowe suddenly grabbed Zhang Yan and interrupted him.

Clouded Leopard looked at Zhang Yan with firm eyes and said: "Ayan, I will never leave you, forever, I will cheer for you and stay with you.

So, don't leave me, okay! "Clouded Leopard's voice was full of determination.

For the first time, Zhang Yan truly felt that the person in front of him was truly his, his lover.

Looking at the clouded leopard in front of him, Zhang Yan suddenly approached and kissed the corner of the clouded leopard's mouth gently, saying:

"I'm sorry, Alao, I'm too insecure. I will try to trust you more in the future."

"But don't worry, I swear here, if you don't really want to leave me, I will never leave you, no matter what."