I Become a God: Playing with Beasts

"I'm sorry, really. I didn't hear the alarm."

As Azusa disappears, Daichi suddenly appears.

He was panting and it seemed that he had been running all the way here.

(Is it possible that he can maintain such a strong body by running fast every day after getting up late?)

The kind-hearted man who was about to ask Wu also shifted his gaze and looked at Dazhi with an unfriendly look.

However, under normal circumstances he would have scolded Dazhi, but now was not the time to do such a thing.

Daichi saw Azuma and Satoru chatting, and passed by Azuma as he passed by.

"By the way, who was that person just now?" Dazhi asked in surprise. He looked back and the wolf was gone.

“Ah, what happened just now was, eh—” Shanren was thinking about dealing with Dazhi. From Wu’s expression, he knew that he didn’t want to have anything to do with the man named Azuma.

But his words came to an abrupt end when Wu spoke.

"My ex-boyfriend." Wu said calmly.

There was a hint of sadness in his eyes, but it quickly returned to normal.

"Yes, yes, former man..." The good man echoed, but halfway through he suddenly realized that something was wrong and let out a cry of surprise.

"what?"

Although he had a vague sense of that from the content of the conversation, he didn’t expect Wu to say it out loud.

Speaking of which, hey, the kind person kept silent, saying it was his ex-boyfriend, which means...

“I dated that guy in high school,” Satoru added, then stood up.

Maybe they once had happy times, but now that the other party has betrayed them, there is nothing left for the two to say.

"Sorry, I'm going to go back today. Although I have no intention of hiding it, I don't want to talk about it anymore."

Wu lowered his head and walked towards the group.

“Ah, ah…” The good man watched Wu leave in silence, not knowing what to say.

Dazhi looked confused. Who could tell him what happened?

He looked at the kind man with a puzzled expression, but the latter just shook his head and responded with an apologetic look, indicating that he was also confused.

"Good man, very wise." At this time Zhang Yan suddenly walked over and greeted the two of them.

"You two's clothes are really easy to recognize, one red and one green, 100% recognizable."

"By the way, where's Satoru? Did he leave first?"

Then Zhang Yan glanced at the empty plate on the kind-hearted man's table and asked, "Let's go?"

"Uh, I haven't eaten yet." Daichi shouted.

"Sorry...Xiaoshan, can I have something to eat?"

"...Eat quickly." The kind man said calmly, then looked at Zhang Yan, "Yan, you go first, I'll wait for Dazhi."

"Ah, ah, then I'll leave first. I won't disturb your world of two."

Zhang Yanxin smiled, waved his hand and left.

What a world for two, really... Wait, if Yan is really a god, does he have the ability to read minds!

If he really has the ability to read minds, then wouldn't Yan know all my thoughts and my thoughts about Dazhi?

I hope not, otherwise just let me die.

The good man's mind was suddenly occupied by a sudden thought, and he even forgot what had just happened.

As expected, anxiety is contagious. Even though Wu's anxiety did not show up, it was still passed on to the good people.

"Oh, Xiaoshan? You don't look well." Dazhi just came back with the side dishes and saw that Shanren looked worried, so he asked immediately.

"Ah, haha, ha~" Shanren was a little overwhelmed. He lost the mood to tease when he saw the extra-large portion of fried pork chop curry and miso soup that Dazhi brought over.

"Maybe. It's neither good nor bad." The kind man answered ambiguously.

But Dazhi has gotten used to it. Xiaoshan is like that. He is so smart and wise. Since he didn't explicitly say it is not good, then it means it is a good thing.

Dazhi smiled sweetly, then started eating curry in big mouthfuls.

After eating a few bites, he thought of what happened just now and said simply: "Xiaoshan, it turns out that there are many people who date men."

Being looked at by Dazhi with pure and flawless eyes, the kind-hearted man suddenly felt ashamed.

The people a man interacts with may also include your childhood friends, and he may even like you.

Shanren broke out in a cold sweat, "Well, liking or disliking is a personal freedom. Just like Yan said, it has nothing to do with gender."

"Hmm~Hmm! ????" Dazhi responded with a nasal tone, his eyes filled with complexity as if he was thinking about something.

Does it have nothing to do with gender? ... I don't know what Xiaoshan thinks of me.

In the afternoon class, because they were preoccupied with their thoughts, neither the cat nor the dog could concentrate on the lesson.

The good man spent the whole afternoon thinking about Wu's matter. At that time, he asked, "Good man, what do you think about homosexuality?"

Now it seems that it was Wu's restraint.

I want to test whether I am someone I can understand, whether I am a true friend.

I know I should have said it out loud.

Wu is a very good person, and as someone who is similar to him, I can understand his loneliness.

But I couldn't tell him because Dazhi was there at noon. I would tell him when I have the chance. The good man made up his mind.

Go home.

The kind man packed his schoolbag and watched Dazhi lying on the sofa with his eyes closed and mumbling to himself.

"Hmm~"

This look of his made Shanren a little confused. Whether it was during class or now after returning home, he was crossing his arms in an unusual way, as if he was thinking about something.

You can tell at a glance that he's doing something he's not used to or that something has caused his brain to go haywire.

This guy always does this when he encounters something he can't figure out.

This naive look in deep thought makes people smile in some ways.

The kind-hearted man raised his lips and looked at Dazhi with a smile on his face.

He was not worried about Dazhi, as this guy would ask him whenever he couldn't figure something out.

This time too, I guess he will come and ask me later.

"Ah, I really can't figure it out." After pondering for a while, Dazhi suddenly sat up and said to the kind-hearted man.

Hey, what? Why is it so sudden? What do you want to express with such a melancholy look?

The kind-hearted man who had been secretly watching Dazhi was suddenly stared at by Dazhi, and felt guilty and uncomfortable.

Before he could react, he heard Dazhi say, "Xiaoshan, what do you think of me?"

"What, what do you mean by looking at you? I wasn't looking at you." Because he felt guilty about stealing a glance, the good man didn't understand the meaning of Dazhi's words.

Hey, was he discovered? Did Dazhi suddenly get the idea?

Wait, that doesn't seem right.

"What? How do you look at me?" The kind-hearted man thought about it and understood what Dazhi said, and his attitude became indifferent again.

What was this guy thinking about that made him suddenly ask such a question?

But now that he has spoken, I have to answer.

How do people view him? Of course, he is a fool, a fool, a good friend, and a secret crush.

But most of these cannot be said out loud, "Oh, of course, relatives and friends, childhood playmates, and..." Shan Rensi said as thoughts circulated in his mind.

Unexpectedly, this answer did not get to Dazhi's point at all.

"No, I know this kind of thing too." Dazhi frowned and said dissatisfiedly.

……

I am driven to the brink of death by this kind of annoying answer.

What should I do? What should I do? What should I answer?

The good man thought of many words in his mind, but in order to avoid suspicion, there was not a single word he could say.

Damn it, what on earth had that guy been told to ask such a thing?

We were together the whole afternoon, but I didn't see anyone chatting with Dazhi. They were all listening to the class seriously. (They were all thinking about something)

Spreading his hands helplessly, the kind-hearted man didn't know what to say.

"Even if you say so, what do you want me to say?"

"Because what you just said are just facts. I want to know what you think, Xiaoshan." Dazhi closed his eyes with a distressed expression.

(spouse!)

Suddenly, a voice came into Dazhi's ears. It was the voice of a kind person.

"Hey, Xiaoshan, what do you mean by **?"

"What what? I didn't hear clearly."

"That's the ** you just mentioned. Am I Xiaoshan, your **?"

"Eh!?" Dazhi found that he couldn't say those two words.

what happened?

"Okay, Dazhi, what are you?"

"Yeah." Dazhi listened carefully.

"Dazhi, you are a very important person to me." The kind-hearted man said in a steady voice with his cheeks slightly flushed.

This guy, obviously a fool, but surprisingly he is very sensitive at this time. It is probably useless to just perfunctorily deal with him, but - it is too difficult to speak frankly, Dazhi.

So let me throw a smoke bomb.

"Dazhi, you are a very important person to me." Although he would not lie, he could not tell the truth, that's it.

Well, that’s a wonderful answer, and the kind-hearted person is satisfied.

Whether or not I could convey my feelings to that guy was another matter; no, it would be bad if I tried to convey my true feelings to him.

"Important in what sense? Important?" Dazhi was scratching his head, unable to say the two words he had just heard.

Why is it that I clearly heard the kind person say the word "lover", but I just can't say it out loud?

And since the good man has said it once, why can’t we say it again?

“It’s important.”

“I don’t understand this.”

(Important is important, Dazhi is more important to me than life)

The kind-hearted man thought to himself and laughed secretly at Dazhi's silly look.

But he didn't expect, and he could never have imagined that Dazhi heard his thoughts.

More important than life?

"Small kindness."

Well, that's enough. Stop asking. Really, let me go. The kind-hearted man cried in his heart.

If you ask him any more, he won't be able to hold back and will tell it all.

Dazhi suddenly stood up and approached the kind-hearted man.

Woohoo, don't come near me, idiot.

The kind-hearted man felt like his whole body was about to explode when he was suddenly hit by a beauty photo that came close to his face.

"Hey, Xiaoshan, why is your face red?"

“…What is it to you?” The kind man quickly stepped back a few steps and said.

"Xiaoshan, is a lover more important than life?" Dazhi couldn't help but ask.

Hey, I can actually say it this time! Dazhi was delighted.

"Of course, ... maybe. Love is a very romantic and sacred thing. Two people in love must be loyal to each other and rely on each other for the rest of their lives. However, some people take love lightly."

"In the future, Dazhi, you will find your lover. Although it has nothing to do with me, I hope that you can be loyal to that feeling and regard him as your life."

After saying this, the kind man returned to his room, for he was afraid that he would be so heartbroken that he would not have the strength to leave.

After all, I am not enlightenment, and great wisdom is not a rock. It is hard to express and difficult to describe.

"Xiaoshan..." Watching the kind-hearted man walk into the room without looking back, Dazhi stayed where he was, his eyes no longer flawless but full of complexity.