I Become a God: Playing with Beasts

"I'm back!" Dazhi opened the door and shouted happily inside.

But until he closed the door and walked into the living room, there was still no response from anyone.

Is the good man not at home? But his shoes are still at the door.

Dazhi knew that the good man must have heard it, and was probably still angry with him.

Dazhi wanted to go to the good man's room to take a look, but as soon as he held the door handle, he remembered the other person's unhappy expression in the afternoon.

Today... Dazhi flinched for a moment, but then Zhang Yan's words echoed in his mind: "You must make good people the most important people in your life..."

Yes, although I have always believed that Xiaoshan is a very important person to me, I have never told him how important he is...

This time, let him tell Xiaoshan clearly that he is his lover and the family he wants to build a family with!

Dazhi's eyes became firm and he opened the door resolutely.

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In the season when the cold wind was beating against the windows, here came the fellow:

The girl who later became Dazhi’s first girlfriend, Li Kui.

When I first heard "Li", I thought it was just a very strange surname, but when I saw that Dazhi cared about her very much, I couldn't help but have a bad impression of her.

That guy clearly has no interest in female subjects so far.

And after Dazhi approached and started talking to him, that guy integrated into the class, and I felt something was very depressed.

——"I'm not sure, but if you're worried, why don't you just talk to me?" Why did I say anything unnecessary at that time?

Why would you give advice to a guy who believes in "I'm not good at thinking, so I just act"? It backfired and he ended up doing something like that. Don't tell me about it and it'll make people laugh.

Anyway, I really wanted to beat myself up at that time, really.

Next, it’s time for the third year of high school…

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As if he heard some noise, the good man opened his eyes.

It seemed that he fell on the bed as soon as he got home and fell asleep.

It was already pitch dark outside the window.

The kind man slowly stood up and then sat down hugging the pillow.

Too bad, really.

I didn't expect that the two of them would meet again at this point.

He finally managed to feel at ease as there were no threats recently.

Isn't this just like fate? This kind of development is like a TV drama, so why bother eating shit!

But if those two got back together, he would also——

"Click!" The sound of the door lock sliding spread, scaring the kind man.

He looked towards the door in panic, only to find that it was Dazhi, who had opened the door and was trying to look inside with his eyes wide open.

Oh, and he didn't turn on the light.

However, the light switch was at the door, and the kind-hearted man didn't want to go over and turn on the light, nor did he want to remind people.

Maybe Dazhi couldn’t see me and thought I was asleep.

The kind man stared straight at the figure standing in the light at the door, and his eyes suddenly became moist.

But the light came on the next second, and the light became dazzling after being refracted by his tears, making him unable to help but bury his head in the pillow.

"Xiaoshan," came Dazhi's voice, with a cautious emotion that was not usually there.

"Why didn't you turn on the lights? Haha." Dazhi seemed to think it was not good to be too straightforward, so he tried to liven up the atmosphere a little bit.

He came and sat down beside the good man's bed.

"How do you know where the switch is?" The kind man didn't want to expose his abnormality, so he raised his head and then turned his head away and asked.

"Huh? Xiaoshan, what are you talking about? How could you not know?" Dazhi said with a smile.

The good man also felt that he seemed to have asked a very strange question.

But he neither admitted it nor continued to refute it.

"How was your conversation with Li Kui?" asked the kind-hearted man, adjusting his body so that his back was leaning on Dazhi's shoulder.

"We talked about some things, uh, it seemed to be all about Aunt Toyotomi's deeds."

When Dazhi thought of the conversation with Li in the afternoon, the only thing in his mind was the other party's enthusiastic description of the deeds of Zhang Yan's mother.

"Hmm?" The kind man tilted his head in confusion.

Dazhi explained: "In the afternoon, we were chatting in a coffee shop when we happened to meet Yiyan, and then Aoi was very excited. She pulled Yiyan to tell us a lot of stories about Aunt Huizi. Aunt Huizi is very powerful. Although she is a single woman, she supported the entire family at the critical moment."

"Is that so~" the kind-hearted man murmured, feeling a little secretly happy in his heart.

Even though he knew it was wrong, the joy rising in his heart could not deceive himself.

He is such a mean person, who would be jealous of the love of his secret and best friends.

"Is that so? Then you guys didn't reach an agreement. How about setting up another time?"

The kind man spoke in a calm tone, without a trace of emotion.

But in my heart, I was already feeling secretly bitter.

He cannot destroy his friend's happiness just for his own selfish desires. Even though his heart aches every time he sees it, he still has to welcome it with a smile.

"No need." Dazhi shook his head and smiled with his eyes curved.

"Actually, there's nothing much to talk about, and besides, I came here for a purpose tonight," Dazhi said excitedly.

He wagged his tail excitedly at the thought of being able to sleep in each other's arms, take a bath together, travel together, or chat about everything like they did when they were kids.

The turbulent tail also attracted the attention of good people.

"Is he so excited just by talking to Quinoa? ...Sure enough, shouldn't he still participate in their conversation?"

The kind-hearted man was dejected, but the next second, he almost choked on his saliva.

"Xiaoshan, be my lover! Like Yiyan and Claude!" Dazhi said seriously.

The good man was so frightened that he almost slipped off Dazhi's shoulder. He turned around and looked at Dazhi.

Was it because my love for Dazhi was exposed, and I thought I liked him, which caused him to feel pressured... and that's why he confessed to me?

Thousands of reasons flashed through the good man's mind, but the moment he met Dazhi's eyes, all these reasons disappeared.

Because he only saw the feeling of "determination" in Dazhi's eyes, without the confusion, innocence and laughter of the past.

It was so serious that it seemed as if Dazhi was really confessing his feelings to himself.

……

The kind man was silent for a long time. He didn't know what to say, or perhaps all his words turned into nothing after seeing Dazhi's eyes.

"Xiaoshan, will you be my lover? Then we can sleep together, take a bath together, and -"

"enough!"

Dazhi's words were suddenly interrupted by the kind-hearted man.

"Small, kind,"

Seeing Dazhi's panic and loss, the kind-hearted man could no longer hold back and tears filled his eyes.

After hearing Dazhi's words, he suddenly felt a surge of intense anger.

So, you confessed to me just so that you could sleep and take a bath together like we did when we were little?

He would never make such a meaningless confession!

accept……

"Xiao, Shan," Dazhi suddenly didn't know what to say. He was full of joy and was looking forward to being with the kind person in the future, but he didn't expect that the other party would refuse.

Well, if you suddenly confess your love to a friend you've grown up with, no one would accept it.

"I'm sorry, Xiaoshan." Dazhi looked at the other person apologetically, then reached out to wipe away the tears on the good man's face, but found that the more he wiped, the more tears appeared.

He could no longer hold back, so he hugged the kind man in his arms and started crying himself.

After a long time, the emotions of both of them eased a little.

Dazhi wanted to say something, but Shanren got out of bed first.

"Dazhi, are you hungry? I'll go make you a bowl of fried rice."

The kind man said as he walked out, not giving Dazhi any time to refuse.

"Xiaoshan," Dazhi looked at the kind-hearted man's back, and confusion once again arose in his heart.

What should he do, how should he do it, so that Xiaoshan can accept him...

Xiaoshan looks very painful. Is it because I confessed to him?

But, but I really like Xiaoshan...

Amidst these repeated pains, a certain feeling in Dazhi's heart truly and little by little transformed towards that ideal.