Dressed as an abandoned daughter of a wealthy family, she relies on metaphysics to become a god

The operation means a new life for Shi Xiaorui's cousin, and Shi Xiaorui's nightmare has just begun.

At that time, organ transplant surgery technology was not mature enough, and Shi Xiaorui was suffering from a series of illnesses. She could no longer travel and could only stay at home to recuperate most of the time.

The Shi family indeed took good care of her. Everyone regarded her as the savior of the Shi family. She was served by someone who ate and dressed her. Relatives who originally looked down on her came to greet her.

But that's not what Shi Xiaorui wants.

She was born as a bird that yearns for the sky, so what's the point of always being kept in a cage?

Even if she can only lie in bed, she is singing all the time.

Sometimes, my cousin's colleagues would come to the house and be attracted by her singing.

When they found out that she was singing a Nuo opera, they were so frightened that they retreated away and never dared to visit Shi's house again.

It’s not their fault. They consider themselves gentlemen, so naturally they don’t want to stand under a dangerous wall.

After Shi Xiaorui recovered, she returned to her former theater troupe without stopping, but she only saw the troupe leader sitting alone at the wall of the stage.

"How dare you sing these operas now? It's wrong to say anything. It's difficult." He smoked a dry cigarette, raised his head and asked, "Xiao Rui, you are back just now. I have a nephew who is not bad. Don’t you know me?"

The nephew of the class leader is an opera addict. He can recite the lyrics of Nuo opera backwards and forwards, but his voice is not good enough and he can't sing well.

Although Shi Xiaorui is older than him, in his eyes, Shi Xiaorui is a famous figure in their area, and he still ranks high.

"He really had nothing to say to me. At that time, he did all the housework and cooked the meals. He always said that since I was an opera singer, I had to take good care of myself and rest, and not be tired." The look on Shi Xiaorui's face Sweetness rarely emerges.

But she is alone now, which can already explain a lot of problems.

Shi Maohai asked cautiously: "Then he... left early?"

"I don't know, we separated a long time ago." Shi Xiaorui sighed, "After we got married, I didn't have children for a long time. I went to the hospital to find out that I couldn't have children."

It was also the sequelae of that operation, and Shi Xiaorui had never hated the Shi family so much.

No matter how serious the illness or suffering was, she could endure it all by herself. Why didn't God even give her a way to survive?

Her husband did not criticize her harshly, but her parents-in-law were very excited when they found out. The place and era where they lived restricted their thoughts, and they could not accept a daughter-in-law who could not give birth to children.

So, they forced each other to death, and the class leader and her husband were in a dilemma. Shi Xiaorui knew that it was time for her to leave.

She left no letters, and no one knew where she was from, so no one could find her.

"After I returned to the Shi family, I don't know what happened to me. Everything I saw didn't please me." Shi Xiaorui smiled bitterly, "I vented my anger and resentment on others, but I didn't feel any better."

That period was undoubtedly tortured, both for Shi Xiaorui and everyone in the Shi family.

Some people couldn't bear the thought that they would have to suffer for decades more until Shi Xiaorui passed away.

"They asked me to stop making trouble on the condition that they give me a child for adoption."

Shi Xiaorui is blind, but Mr. Shi felt that she was staring at him closely.

Mr. Shi has no brothers or sisters because his mother was not too young when she gave birth to him, and due to the difficult labor, she was unable to have any more children in the future.

Everyone can guess what happened next. Mr. Shi's parents were unwilling to give up their only son. Shi Xiaorui was heartbroken and left the Shi family.

Before Mr. Shi's father died, he felt deeply guilty, so he left all his property to his cousin.

He did not allow Mr. Shi to have too much contact with Shi Xiaorui, probably because he was afraid that she would steal his child.

Shi Xiaorui said softly: "Actually, I thought about it at that time. Whether or not I have children is not that important to me. I can continue to stay in the Shi family and live in peace with them."

But she could not forget that when she heard that her sister-in-law was infertile, she wanted to comfort this woman who was as miserable as herself, and also wanted to tell her that she had no intention of taking away her son.

She heard her cousin-in-law roaring hysterically, "It's been so many years! You owe her your life, so you should pay it back, right? How long do you want me to live like this anymore?!"

"What are you talking about? Does Xiaorui usually feel sorry for you? I know you are in a bad mood now, but Xiaorui is a reasonable person, can't we discuss it with her?"

"I've had enough! You don't even know that I don't dare to breathe at home, and everything depends on Shi Xiaorui's face! I can only cook what she likes. She is allergic to pollen, and I don't even dare to raise a pothos! "

The cousin's voice became more and more excited, and she yelled with a tearful tone: "Not to mention the period of my pregnancy. Your Shi family is noble, Shi Xiaorui is a benefactor, and you are a famous actor. Do I deserve to be your nanny?"

"Shi! If you want to discuss it, you can discuss it yourself! I will leave your Shi family now!"

It turns out that unknowingly, her existence has become the pain of others.

Chu Yao felt quite emotional that great kindness was like great hatred, so she would never help others for no reason.

How many people in the world can repay their kindness?

The most terrifying thing is not those who are ungrateful for receiving favors, but those who repay favors with evil.

They even hate the people who helped them more than their enemies.

From that day on, Shi Xiaorui knew that she had no family. Her cousin was the heir to the Shi family, her cousin-in-law was his cousin's wife, and her parents were both from the Shi family.

They both prosper and lose.

And she is not.

As time passed, the people she knew in the first half of her life gradually disappeared from her life. The property left to her by her cousin could be enough for her to squander for a lifetime.

But who is going to tell her, what is the use of money for a seriously ill person who can't even get out of bed?

She lived in a sanatorium for forty years, always keeping her distance from others, and only occasionally hummed the tunes of Nuo opera.

One night, she was singing softly again and suddenly heard some rustling sounds.

"Sorry, did I disturb your rest?" She thought it was someone from the next ward.

The man didn't speak for a long time. After a long time, he sincerely praised: "You sing so well. Can you sing another piece of Mulian Opera tomorrow night?"

"Do you know Nuo opera?" Shi Xiaorui couldn't help but get a little excited, "Okay, okay, as long as you come, I will sing it for you."

It was him at first, but then the audience grew larger and larger, and she also understood that these audience members were not human beings.

Shi Xiaorui was not afraid at all. Who said the audience had to be human?

Nuo opera was originally sung for ghosts and gods.

In this way, Shi Xiaorui sang for them, and they told Shi Xiaorui some interesting stories, and the days were not so difficult to pass.

She often worried that her singing and talking would disturb others, but perhaps the ghosts used some method to prevent the patients next door from hearing her at all.