The ghosts of the good-for-nothing miko

I am Gou Chen, of the Qilin bloodline, and a generation of scornful demon king.

This is the label everyone gave me. There are many similar labels...

From the moment I was born, everyone around me was telling me and reminding me that I was a king and that I was born to be a king.

The turmoil in this demon world will end with my birth.

It's like an absolute prophecy.

They all love me and fear me because I am destined to sit in that position, that position that makes everyone crawl.

Because I am of Qilin bloodline, the purest Qilin son.

It is my natural responsibility to take down those unkind people. Those in power who regard the world as a spoiled dog can only be stepped on by me.

But no one knows

I actually don't have much interest in becoming a king.

In that position, he was lonely and indifferent. He was affectionate for the world but ruthless to himself.

I?

Can't do it...

But I dare not say.

I can't say either.

Their pairs of eyes, their pleading words, from the day I held the sword, from the day I wore armor~

I am no longer me, I am just Gou Chen, I am your favorite king.

To be honest, my childhood was not a happy time, so I chose to escape.

I closed off my senses and peeled away bit by bit the emotions that were driving me crazy.

This is my innate ability, but~

Because of my bloodline, those in power feared and pursued me, and countless people fell in front of me.

Before they died, they all had a smile on their lips.

I died for the king, for this world.

No matter how much I suppress it, the thousands of people who died because of me impact my feelings over and over again. They also have families, parents, and children.

I suddenly felt sad one day, overwhelmingly sad.

This was an outburst of emotion that I had suppressed for years.

Suppression does not mean disappearing, it will only become more intense, and the day it is released, it will swallow up the entire soul.

I... don't deserve to be protected by you with my life.

If~

You know how disappointing it must be that you are following a coward.

Fortunately, I started to go to war.

To be honest, I love that feeling.

Every time, I fought on the front line. I finally had the strength to push away everyone who wanted to stand in front of me. I used my body to defend the lives of others.

Just think of it as my compensation.

None of them knew what I was thinking.

I just want to pay it back with my life.

How can it be so great.

I am not who you say I am!

"Lord Gouchen, you blocked an arrow for me today. For someone as noble as him, let me tell you, we are not following the wrong person!"

"Yes, do you know? I was injured once and went to the wounded barracks. Master Gou Chen and Qu Zun were with us to heal the injuries. There was not a single good spot on his body."

"He always rushes to the front. If such a person becomes the king, it will be a blessing to the entire demon world!"

"Are you kidding me? What if? Master Gou Chen will definitely become the greatest demon king in the history."

"Both my father and grandfather died in the last battle of Linyuan, but my mother told me that my father was proud before he died, and he blocked the knife that struck Master Gou Chen, so I came here, I want to see what kind of person my father is following."

"So how do you feel now?"

"I have seen it, I have seen the pursuit of my fathers. I want to be such a warrior. One day, as long as Master Gou Chen needs it, I will give everything for him."

"Hahaha, little chicken spirit, look at you with thin arms and thin legs. If you want to see Lord Gou Chen at the front of the battlefield, you still have a lot to learn!"

"Hmph, don't look down on people. I'm just young. Let me tell you, one day, I will stand on the front line. I will definitely!!!"

The soldiers drank and laughed...

I got up and returned to my tent.

No one can lie in front of me, so I understand the content of these words.

My head hurts a lot.

There seemed to be two voices in the body, arguing endlessly.

One side stands under the brightest red sun, he stands tall and proud, and he glares arrogantly at "me" who is hiding in the moonlight on the other side.

"What right do you have to back off? Look, those people believe you and love you. They didn't lie."

"Oh, how I wish they were lying."

"What are you afraid of!"

"I'm not afraid, I just want to escape and be an ordinary person."

"Those who are born strong should protect this world."

The other "I" lowered his head.

"I understand all these principles! But what about me, what about my choices?"

"Strong man, this is your natural mission!"

"The word "Born", yes, is what the word "Born" brings. If I were not a Qilinzi, would I be able to live in the world of ordinary people? Is it possible..."

"What can you do? Ask yourself, are you really unwilling to work hard for these people? No, you are Gou Chen, you will only be you, and you will only become this way."

This problem is like an unsolvable cycle.

Because, I am already Gouchen, I am already in this position.

I have no way out.

Fortunately, in my life, I encountered mirages, ghost cars, and Qisheng...

I used to feel lonely and indifferent because of such inner thoughts. I felt sorry for the followers who poured out their blood.

But Gui Che told me that everyone is like this.

I benefited a lot from that conversation.

No one has ever told me this.

Saints only exist in scripts. No matter how noble and great a person is, they all have thoughts that they don't want to talk about.

This is growth, but it is also the part that I have been missing since childhood.

I was taught and praised by everyone, even though I didn't really do anything.

However, one should not feel guilty about this, it is everyone's choice, they are just creating a god.

A god who protects the faith within.

Demons can live much longer than those mortals.

This also causes them to reflect on the length of life after a period of time.

Especially in such a divided demon world.

If more and more demons wonder about this question, the demon world will definitely be in turmoil.

My existence is like a sea-fixing needle.

Therefore, my birth itself represents hope.

Resistance is not escape, it is not that you cannot bear these burdens, it is just that you feel that you are not worthy of such a prestigious reputation.

Gui Che made a bet with me.

The bet is when the faith in my heart will appear.

When he appears, maybe he will be able to understand what those people are thinking.

He will become a new hope, and he will become my hope.

And then, I will get the life I want.

Last time, I made the wrong choice.

This time, Jiang Chen, I don’t want to make a mistake again.

I am sure!

you!

That's my hope!