As soon as these words came out, I was stunned.

Miscarriage and slit wrists have always been pains that I kept in my heart and never mentioned.

In the past, whenever I thought about it, I would fall into depression and self-attack.

Now, I can actually blurt it out to him...

Fu Yan, who was behind me, hugged me tightly, and his warm palm pressed against my cold lower abdomen. I shivered and tightened my neck.

The anxiety during pregnancy, the despair and helplessness on a cold thunderstorm night, the darkness after miscarriage, the self-disgust when I cut my wrists... I still remember all the pain clearly.

"It's all my fault..." Fu Yanshen's voice was trembling, and his hand kept stroking my lower abdomen.

"It's not like you didn't want me to get pregnant before, but you also said -" If I get pregnant, I'll abort it.

I couldn't bear to say the next words.

Fu Yan rubbed his chin against the top of my hair, "That night, I taught Ah Ren a lesson for you. I was very angry that I cared about you. When you said you would get pregnant, I understood that you hated me and didn't want to have a baby with me. I was even more hurt because I said those bastard words without hesitation."

Listening to his words, I clenched my hands. He didn’t know that my rejection of having children was because of my previous life...

"After the sterilization, in addition to our unstable marriage, I also felt that I would not be a good father. I had never felt the affection between father and son, and I had no confidence that I could be a competent father. I didn't want my children to be like me... I didn't expect..."

His voice became increasingly hoarse, to the point where he could no longer speak and could only hold me tightly.

He felt that he would not be a competent father, so he did not want children. As a result, our child was aborted...

He was also in pain, blamed himself, and felt sorry for this child.

"That night, when you called me, I had just arrived at the airport. Shi Jin suddenly had an asthma attack. I didn't hear what you said afterward... Before taking off, I asked A Ren to find you. He later said that he didn't find you."

After a long silence, Fu Yanshen spoke again, with a bitter tone in his tone.

I felt even more miserable, and suddenly I didn’t know who to blame. He had had a sterilization, and he didn’t expect me to be pregnant. After I was reborn, I fell in love with him again, but it turned out that Fu Yanshen was not unkind to me.

Tears welled up in my eyes. I turned over, lay in his arms, and hugged him tightly.

Fu Yan was stunned for a moment, then hugged me tightly with his backhand.

We hugged each other tightly, two people in pain, licking and comforting each other's wounds.

……

I woke up in his arms, and when I opened my eyes, I saw the long, hideous scar on his chest.

"Does your stomach still hurt?"

Fu Yanshen also woke up at this time and asked with concern.

"It doesn't hurt."

He rubbed my abdomen and said, "After returning to Beijing, I will find an old Chinese medicine doctor to look at you and take care of it."

"Were you hospitalized in Kangci Hospital before? I didn't find your medical records."

Hearing this, I raised my face and looked at him, "It's Kang Ci. It was Beichen who sent me to the doctor that night. I haven't seen him since I woke up. I didn't go through any formalities when I was discharged from the hospital. He should have helped me." I did it."

Fu Yanshen looked thoughtful and was silent for a while.

"Why don't you tell me what's going on with your heart?" I asked seriously.

He was visibly stunned.

I raised my eyebrows and stared at him.

Fu Yan lowered his head deeply and stared at me with soft eyes, "Is it because of a little affection from the past, or has he changed his mind?"

I paid attention to him, and he followed the clues to test my emotional attitude towards him.

Real dog.

I turned around and ignored him.

In fact, I know that my feelings for him are not some past feelings.

Since he came back, I have been using reason to restrain my feelings for him. When I realize that I have feelings for him, I immediately pretend to be ruthless and deliberately throw cold water on him to hide myself.

Fu Yanshen put his arms around my waist and tightened around me, "My former enemy did it. I couldn't hide from it. My heart was seriously injured and it became disabled. I had to replace it and I was in a coma for two years before I woke up."

He explained to me.

Listening to his words, I suddenly remembered what Shi Jin said to me before he died. She seemed to say, "Do you know where his heart went?"

It should be Shi Jin who wants to sow discord again.

He really managed to survive...

"Qiao Qiao?" Seeing that I was lost in thought, Fu Yan pinched my nose deeply.

"It's all over... I'm in good health now, and I'll definitely have no problem staying with you until you grow old."

He had a smile on his face, a slightly informal look, and spoke words of love smoothly.

I rolled my eyes at him, "Who wants to grow old with you?"

I never thought about getting back together with him.

Fu Yanshen smiled instead of being angry. Then, his handsome face pressed down and kissed me, teasing me.

"It's itchy...you haven't shaved..."

The man's new stubble scratched the delicate and sensitive skin on my cheeks and neck, tickling me, causing me to tilt my neck back and push against him.

He pulled me over, buried his head in my neck, nibbled and kissed me, and deliberately scratched me with his stubble.

"Fu Yanshen, I'm going to be really angry!"

Only then did he let go of me, his dark eyes scorching at me, his Adam's apple rolling, "No more trouble... Miss, give me a chance to pursue you again? Huh?"

I thought he would directly want to get back together with me, but I didn’t expect him to say that he wanted to pursue me so sincerely...

Dog man, he has changed so much.

There was a hint of sweetness in my heart.

"Again? It sounds like you have chased me before." I said quietly, broke away from him, and got out of bed.

"If you want to chase me, get in line first!"

After saying this, I tossed my hair and entered the bathroom.

……

Just after brushing my teeth, Fu Yanshen came from behind me and hugged me with one hand, "Miss, can you help me shave?"

He nuzzled me, his tone was... coquettish?

"Shave it yourself." I glanced at him through the mirror.

The man in a white nightgown rested his chin on my shoulder, looking very clingy.

"The wound is swollen and I can't lift my arm."

I frowned and was about to turn around to see his injuries when I suddenly remembered how strong he was when he hugged me on the bed just now.

Can't lift it now?

Dog man, pretending on purpose.

However, I still picked up the razor and shaving foam on the sink, turned around, faced him, and helped him shave.

In the past, when we were still husband and wife, I would always take the initiative to help him shave.

In my opinion, this is a very intimate and sweet thing between husband and wife.

Fu Yanshen kept his arms around my waist, sometimes looking at the mirror, sometimes lowering his eyes at me, with a smile that looked like satisfaction on the corners of his lips.

After shaving his beard, his cold white handsome face was impeccably perfect and absolutely stunning to the eye.

I squeezed some astringent onto a cotton pad and gently patted the corners of his mouth, "Should we go back to Beijing today?"

"The scenery here is good and the air is good. Why don't you take a vacation here before leaving?" he asked.

I turned around and cleared the countertop, "I have a lot of work schedules and no time for vacation."

This thrilling incident suddenly occurred, and my work rhythm was disrupted again.

Fu Yan hugged me deeply, "Workaholic... you used to always advise me to balance work with rest."

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