Master Quan, come on, my little wife is excited!

Lu Baijing leaned against the fence and said in a helpless tone: "We have known each other not long ago. Looking back now, did you see through me the first time we met?"

Lin Langyin did not deny it, but just said: "Because we are very similar."

"And I've always been used to looking inward."

She saw herself thoroughly, so she also saw him thoroughly.

The two of them just leaned against the fence in silence, with the night breeze blowing gently, and both of them felt calm inside.

After a while, Lu Baijing looked at her sideways and said calmly: "You said you don't have rich experience, but you do have the indifference to see all kinds of things."

"Lin Langyin, what have you experienced to become what you are now?"

Lin Langyin's fingertips resting on the fence paused, and after a few seconds he said in a relaxed tone, "Me?"

"It's nothing. It's just that I was unlucky when I was young and experienced great suffering once."

She didn't say anything else, and just paused for a while. She straightened up, patted the hand that had just been on the fence, looked at Lu Baijing and said, "Mr. Lu, it's getting late, so I'll leave first."

Lu Baijing looked at her and nodded for a moment: "Goodbye."

But the moment Lin Langyin turned around, he called her out: "Lin Langyin."

Lin Langyin paused, turned around slowly, looked at him with calm eyes, and waited for the next step.

Lu Baijing's eyes were stained with regret, but there was a sincere smile on his face: "I don't know how hard it is to make you dislike yourself."

"In addition, I don't like me who looks like you."

"But I still want to tell you that I am very satisfied with who I am now."

"I'm also very satisfied with you."

Lin Langyin's eyes flashed with doubts

Then she heard him say: "What I mean is, just because you don't like yourself, doesn't mean others won't like you."

"Perhaps in the eyes of others, you deserve the best."

After a two-second pause, Lu Baijing said word by word: "I can be so confident, you should be more confident."

"Because others are great when they reach the top of the mountain, but people like us are already great when we climb from the bottom of the valley to the ground."

"After all, we are already better than many people when we play such a bad hand."

Lin Langyin's eyes were deep and dark, and she looked at Lu Baijing without saying anything.

But they both knew the weight of this passage,

For a moment, Lin Langyin's red lips raised, and people came and went around her. She smiled and said to Lu Baijing, who was a few steps away, "Mr. Lu, it's nice to meet you."

Lu Baijing stood on the overpass, watching her back until she disappeared.

He suddenly felt a little regretful. It would have been better if he hadn't been so frivolous when they first met.

It would have been nice if I had met her earlier, earlier than Xie Jiuan.

Because they are similar, he knows better what she needs.

It's a pity, sometimes I have to admit that the order of appearance is really important.

Lu Baijing thought that he was not a kind person and would not do anything for no gain. He was clearly rejected today, but when he saw the sadness hidden in her eyes, he couldn't help but want to give her a hand.

The figure was no longer visible, so Lu Baijing withdrew his sight and turned around in another direction.

But fortunately, she said it was nice to meet her.

Late at night, Lin Langyin sat in front of the floor-to-ceiling window in a daze. She had insomnia.

Because of what Lu Baijing asked, "What have you experienced to become what you are now?"

She has been to many places over the years, rich, poor, peaceful, and full of smoke.

She also gradually understood that what she suffered was just one of many sufferings.

There are many people in this world who are more difficult than her.

There is a difference between suffering and hardship. Others live a difficult life for the sake of survival and food and warmth.

As for herself, she didn't know what suffering was before she was five years old. She didn't have enough to eat or wear or keep warm, and she was raised like a shady animal. It was just a difficult life.

But later I came out of that hell-like ancestral hall and escaped those evil ghosts of Hell. I obviously didn’t have to worry about food and clothing, but the older I got, the more miserable I became.

The more I know, the more unfair it becomes.

It was obviously not her fault, and no one gave her a chance to choose.

They were wrong. The wrong was giving birth to her without her permission. The wrong was giving birth without raising her. The wrong was that they would rather embarrass an infant child than bear the mistakes made by their youth and ignorance. The wrong was that they helped the evildoer. .

Although they are the closest relationship in the world, they are the same as each other, but they treat her as an enemy, and they are always looking forward to her death.

She had received the most vicious curse in her life, but it came from the person she was supposed to be closest to.

Her experience is not as rich as Lu Baijing imagined. In fact, it seems that this is the only unsatisfactory thing in her life.

It doesn't seem that difficult, but it is so painful.

But this one is enough.

I experienced great suffering once when I was a child. How bitter was it?

It is so painful that I will never forget it for the rest of my life. The shadow will disappear in the dark night, but the pain that penetrates into the bones and blood is always there.

From then on, whenever I tasted a little sweetness, bitterness would come to my heart.

Because it was too painful, I seemed to have empathy for all the suffering in the world, and I got a little glimpse of life from it, so I became more and more indifferent.

She has always remembered that she has been hated since she was born, so when someone gives her the most sincere love, her first reaction is fear, and she asks over and over again in her heart: "A person like me, really Will anyone love you?"

Because she had been abandoned like worn shoes, she had low self-esteem to the core.

Lu Baijing said that maybe others think she deserves the best,

She is timid, and it is inevitable to offend someone when she loves someone, but for her, she will also be afraid to reveal her miserable life experience in front of the person she likes.

Because she still doesn't dare to look back at her former self, so how could she let the person she likes see her.

Lin Langyin raised his eyes and looked out the window, murmuring softly: "Would you mind?"

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Cui Sanning only went to the studio in the afternoon. As soon as he entered the door, the assistant greeted him: "Sister, I have a client who came to see you specifically."

As Cui Sanning went upstairs, he said, "How long have you been here? Why didn't you call me?"

The assistant lowered his voice and said, "I've been here for a while. I've made my demands over and over again. I'm very cunning. I only designated you after I finished speaking."

"He looks like he is in his forties and has an assistant. If he hadn't put the painting up, we would have thought he was deliberately looking for trouble."

After hearing her complaint, Cui Sanning walked into the office with a smile and said, "Okay, you go over first, I'll put down my things and come over."

The assistant stood at the door pouted and said coquettishly: "Sister, please hurry up, we are not happy to stay with him."

An older female restorer happened to be passing by the door. As soon as she heard her words, she raised the information in her hand and pointed it at the assistant's head, laughing and scolding: "I don't know, I think you are the boss."

"Instructing who?"