Quickly penetrate the beautiful host and be fascinated by it

"I also didn't expect to get pregnant with his child and then be unable to live without him."

"This is the first time I have encountered such a thing, and it is also the first time I have stayed in a world for such a long time after completing the mission."

"After I gave birth to the baby, I said that I had already endured the pain of giving birth, so I naturally had to enjoy it for a few days, but now that I think about it, it might actually be because I have an extra bond."

"Because of my experience in the original world, I never planned to have children." At this point, Jiang Wantang seemed to have fallen into a mood of hatred and self-abandonment, and buried his head in his knees irritably.

The system had never seen her look so decadent and sad. It walked over and rubbed her leg with its head, wanting to comfort her, but it didn't know how to speak.

Jiang Wantang took it into his arms: "I have been abused by my mother since I was a child. You know, I was locked on the balcony with nothing in the winter; I accidentally broke a bowl and was slapped twice; because I was greedy and thought How does it feel to eat one more mango and be buried in the pool countless times...?"

I never felt a trace of maternal love in my childhood. Later I found out that she was not my biological mother. I returned to my biological mother with great expectations, but I also didn't get what I wanted. "

Jiang Wantang's eyes suddenly showed shocking hatred: "They all love another girl, a thief!!!"

"Later, I was bound to the system and experienced a long cycle of time. I have never forgotten the childhood abuse by my adoptive mother and the cold violence by my biological mother."

"I once had an Erha. I liked it very much. Although he was always a little...lively and active, he was my only spiritual support in the original world."

"When I gave birth to the children, I didn't know how to love them, because I had never had that kind of thing. I regarded them as pets I had raised. I would touch them when they were happy, and when they were unhappy, I would give them to the palace people and Pei Yu. Take it with you.”

"Because when I'm unhappy, looking at their tender little faces, my mother's ferocious yet happy face will appear in front of my eyes."

"Then I couldn't help but wonder if spanking a child would really feel pleasurable. You know, even I was shocked by this horrible thought."

"At that moment, I realized that I was a patient and that there was something wrong with my psychology. I was a mentally unsound person, whether it was in terms of love or family relationships..."

The system felt like its heart was breaking as it listened to her telling it to itself. In its eyes, Wanwan had always been powerful and omnipotent.

But until now, it discovered that no one is born that strong, and has suffered a lot in those unknown corners.

These understatements would shock even an outsider, let alone the person involved.

Faced with such scars, any words of comfort seemed pale and feeble. It nestled in Jiang Wantang's arms and stayed with her quietly.

After an unknown amount of time, Jiang Wantang gathered his emotions and said to the system in embarrassment: "I'm sorry for letting you hear such a terrible story."

The system watched her return to the omnipotent host she once was, but it couldn't be happier.

I used to feel at ease just looking at her face, but now I just feel distressed and remorseful. I feel sorry for all that happened to her, and I blame myself for being so useless and unable to help at all.

The little yellow duck thought silently: Should I abdicate voluntarily and let a more capable system help Wanwan...

Jiang Wantang hugged it and gently touched its head, disrupting its thoughts: "By the way, I left the last world in a bit of a hurry. Did you erase the memories of the relevant people in time?"

The little yellow duck nodded: [Yes, Wanwan]

Jiang Wantang suddenly kissed his head: "Everything, great!"

The yellow fluff of the system began to emit a strange red light again.

……………………………………………Dividing line

Ji Jinge extra:

My name is Ji Jinge, the son of General Zhenguo and the legitimate daughter of the Grand Tutor. My life has always been smooth sailing since I was a child, and I have never been able to get what I want.

The result of getting a lot of things easily is that I find it difficult to be interested in anything. My only hobby is probably looking at beauties.

Unfortunately, in this huge country, I can’t find anyone that catches my eye.

When I was 16 years old, my mother and father began to arrange maids for me who were knowledgeable about human affairs.

Of course I refused. Otherwise, he looks really unsightly. I really don’t know what they think of him?

When they saw that I was resisting, they didn't force me.

When I was 22 years old, they showed me wives, but I didn't like them at all. They all looked like the same mold, which I didn't like very much.

It happened too many times, and I couldn't help but make sarcastic comments when I was so annoyed. I offended many people, and many people did not dare to look at their daughter and me.

This was exactly what I wanted, but it also annoyed my parents. My father threw me into the military camp for three years, and my mother didn't stop me.

At the age of 25, I still didn’t have a family. All my peers around me had wives and concubines, and my parents started nagging me to start a family as soon as possible.

They even began to suspect that I was ill in some way, or that I had unspeakable hobbies. They prayed to me and said, no matter who I fell in love with, as long as it was a woman.

Actually, it’s not that I don’t want to get married. My mother often organizes my father’s uniform when he goes off to war.

There was a love between them that I couldn't describe, and I envied it.

But I will never marry a wife carelessly because of this. I always feel that I am waiting for someone, someone who can amaze the years.

When I was 28 years old, one night I walked up to a wall for no apparent reason. I don't know why I went there, but my feet seemed to have a mind of their own and were beyond my control.

When I was still far away from the wall, I vaguely seemed to see a woman standing on the top of the wall. She was extremely beautiful.

I couldn't help but speed up and ran forward, my heart beating so hard that it seemed like it was about to beat out of my chest. But when I ran over, I found that everything was my imagination and there was nothing there.

I touched my heart, which was still beating wildly, and shook my head helplessly. Sure enough, I had been single for too long, and I had such a hallucination.

Later, every time I felt lonely, I couldn't help but sit on that wall, and I somehow felt less lonely.

I have never married a wife, nor have I had any concubines or wives. Since I can't find the wife I want, then I won't get married, and I will never give in.

Hum, I can never take advantage of those women with such an excellent body.

When I was 60 years old, a cold caused my body to decline rapidly, and I knew I was going to leave this world.

But I don’t know why, I still want to hold on, and I don’t know what I am holding on to.

One night, I had a dream. In the dream, I married a beautiful wife. I loved her so much.

Just looking at her made me feel extremely happy.

In such a beautiful dream, I ended my life...