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Yang Yuyao stretched out his arms to hug He Qianqing and put his forehead on He Qianqing's shoulder. He felt guilty and self-blame. He Qianqing gave him such strong and unreserved love, but he was still unable to respond to the same emotion. He didn't know how he could pay equivalent compensation.

"Master, I'm sorry..." Yang Yuyao's apology voice was broken due to trembling, and He Qianqing's eyes widened slightly.

He naturally knew the reason why Yang Yuyao apologized to him. This young man is always weighing values ​​and pursuing a kind of equal balance and fairness. He doesn't even care about how much he has to pay, he just wants the peace of mind he gets. Just like the reason why Yang Yuyao rejected He Qianqing was that he did not have the same feelings for He Qianqing. So he couldn't accept it with peace of mind, and he felt guilty that he couldn't give equivalent emotions.

However, for He Qianqing, Yang Yuyao has given enough, even too much. Because of Yang Yuyao, He Qianqing sometimes even thinks about what is love, although this beautiful young man never seems to be trapped in People who are in love, but when the love reaches a certain level, a level where you can give your life for it, isn't it enough to call it love?

However, if this is enough to be called love, this is probably not the love of love. Yang Yuyao's love for him is too selfless, but love will infinitely amplify possessiveness, make people become jealous, and become... Be overbearing and become possessive to the point of going crazy.

He Qianqing thought countless times about turning Yang Yuyao completely into his private property, hiding and locking up the young man, and preventing Yang Yuyao from contacting anyone except him. He even wanted to poach all the people who had seen him. The boy's human eyes were cut off, the ears that had heard the boy's voice were cut off, and the tongue that had called the boy's name was torn off. Only he, only he could look at the boy, hear the boy's voice, and say the boy's name. Such crazy thoughts were like a violent beast trapped in his chest, constantly fighting against his rationality in an attempt to break out of the cage and go wild.

Fortunately, Yang Yuyao accepted him. Fortunately, this young man was willing to act coquettishly to him, to be intimate with him, to accept his possession, to obey his demands, and to bloom for him. The fit of body, the intersection of soul and flesh, He Qianqing got this boy, and the beast in his chest narrowed his eyes in contentment, feeling much more at ease.

"Are you feeling guilty that Xiaoyao can't give me the same feelings? There's no need for that. You've already done so much for me. It should be said that I'm the one who owes you." He Qianqing lowered his head and kissed the hair on the young man's head. "After all, what I have done is nothing compared to the life you have sacrificed for me, Xiaoyao." He Qianqing whispered to Yang Yuyao.

He Qianqing also knew when his feelings for his disciple changed. By the time he realized it, he was already deeply involved. He once hesitated about this emotion because of their master-disciple relationship, but he finally decided to confess it to Yang Yuyao and try to make the young man accept his emotion. Of course, whether Yang Yuyao accepts it or not, he is willing to devote all his love to this young man, even including his own life.

But being willing to give and having already given are two different things. This young man really died in front of He Qianqing in order to fight against the monster who tried to murder him. He Qianqing didn't know if Yang Yuyao was able to be resurrected because this young man was an immortal and the only innate god in the world.

Yang Yuyao even knew that he would not die easily if he committed suicide. Doesn't that mean that Yang Yuyao had also done something to end his own life? Otherwise, how could a normal person say that suicide was deemed invalid? If we follow normal logic, the complete failure of such an act of risking death to prevent it can only be because the person died but failed to prevent it. It's just that he was deliberately vague and concealed.

At that time, Yang Yuyao was in poor condition, and he was worried about the main god's counterattack. He was eager to ask He Qianqing to help with the last hit, so He Qianqing had the opportunity to deduce such a certainty based on the information revealed by Yang Yuyao. Thinking that this boy has died and come back to life more than once... The horror of death is not just the pain of death, and these pains will not be alleviated by being resurrected... Once I think of the boy I love most who has suffered so much Suffering and pain, He Qianqing's heart was like a knife.

"But..." Yang Yuyao wanted to refute He Qianqing's statement about sacrificing his life. It was clear that He Qianqing had sacrificed his life to protect him when he encountered an evil cultivator, and he was not like Yang Yuyao. Able to survive on its own. It's just that He Qianqing has no specific memory of that death. He was already in a coma due to serious injuries before he died. He thought that he should die because Yang Yuyao saved him in some way and took on this inevitable death for him. The idea of ​​cause and effect came from his speculation based on his injuries at the time.

But when Yang Yuyao talked about this matter twice, he avoided discussing it or admitting it. He would rather He Qianqing thought that he arrived and saved He Qianqing when he was dying, rather than knowing that he had also come back from the dead. Pass. After all, the effect of the Resurrection Pill is too heaven-defying, so even if He Qianqing is the person he trusts most, Yang Yuyao plans to continue to conceal the existence of this thing.

Since He Qianqing himself was not sure that he had died once, Yang Yuyao would not explain it to He Qianqing. As for Yang Yuyao's own feelings, thinking that he was rescued from the brink of death was different from his own feelings of dying and coming back to life. Quite different, though, seems to be the difference between whether the body's functions have completely stopped and then resumed again.

But... Yang Yuyao has experienced too many rescues. Every time he is rescued, he feels that life is not easy and cherishes it. But when he knows that he can come back from the dead, Yang Yuyao feels more and more, Your own life is not important. It is a tool that can be sacrificed at any time when necessary in exchange for better results. Yang Yuyao was not sure whether He Qianqing would have such thoughts after knowing that he had died once, but no matter what, Yang Yuyao did not want He Qianqing to know.

What's more, although the time-travel system has been completely taken away by Yang Yuyao, Yang Yuyao is not sure whether the main god is completely unable to affect the system and the things in the system mall. The resurrection pill still has a time limit for taking effect... Therefore, Yang Yu Yao thought about it and decided not to mention it.

"Master... that... is about the marriage. Have you discussed how to arrange it?" Yang Yuyao withdrew from He Qianqing's arms and asked nervously.

"Xiaoyao, have you told your parents about when you want to get married?" He Qianqing asked, and Yang Yuyao shook his head.

"I only told them that I would choose to be with you, Master. I don't have the nerve to mention the matter of getting married." Yang Yuyao lowered his red face and replied in a low voice.

"Sure enough," He Qianqing laughed when he heard Yang Yuyao's reply. "I told them that in Xiaoyao's understanding, being together does not mean getting married. Xiaoyao, you are willing to be with me, but you are not ready to get married yet. When Xiaoyao is ready, It’s not too late to discuss it again.”

"Although they were surprised and didn't understand, they agreed to wait until you were ready. Besides, since it was a marriage negotiation, you naturally needed to be present, right? We can't let Xiaoyao get married without knowing it. day."

If mortals get married, they naturally do not have so much autonomy. Many newlyweds do not see each other for the first time until the wedding day. However, because monks in the past would choose to break away from the world and completely cut off contact with their past families, very few people could become monks in the beginning, and one family might not be able to produce one. Therefore, these monks basically would not have any relatives to work with them in the monastic life. Fairyland.

This makes many monks let their master or sect leader act as matchmaker when they decide to get married, but they are not their parents after all, so they must discuss it themselves. Although the monks later united and established monk families, they were still influenced by the way the monks discussed marriage. They still believed that since it was a union between two parties, of course the two newlyweds must be present during the marriage negotiation. right.

So this time Tao Yulian and the others asked to talk to He Qianqing. Naturally, they couldn't formally talk about the marriage. They wanted to know more about what kind of person He Qianqing was, who was chosen by the eldest son of their family. Although He Qianqing is well-known, even the Xia Kingdom Court, which seems to be completely independent from the world of immortal cultivation, has heard of this powerful young man. Tao Zhengxi has also seen the young He Qianqing who accompanied Nanshan Immortal Lord to visit the palace.

But even if they know this, it does not mean that they have a correct understanding of what kind of person He Qianqing is. Human beings are inherently good at disguise and deception. People who can create a good reputation for themselves may have extremely bad nature. Although they believed in their children's vision and believed that Yang Yuyao would not choose a bad guy to be their partner for life, the assessment was still indispensable.

They are willing to compromise and accept He Qianqing, who is not only a man, but also Yang Yuyao's master, to be with Yang Yuyao. Naturally, it is because they care too much about their child, who has been lost for many years, that they can accept such a result. people’s criticism in the future.

The eldest son of General Zhenguo's family and the future head of the Yang family has committed himself to a man, and has a master-disciple relationship with this man. This is enough for people to make irresponsible remarks and crazy attacks. If there were court officials in the court who did not deal with the Yang family, they would definitely use this matter to ridicule them every once in a while. Even though this trend of lustful men has spread almost all over the world, it still cannot be brought to the forefront. No matter how much fun you have in your own house, no one else can care about you, but if you really want to marry a man, you will definitely be laughed at by the crowd.

Of course Tao Yulian and the others knew that this would be the case, but compared to Yang Yuyao who chose to leave to save their face, let's just mock them. No matter how important face is, who else is important?

"Xiao Yao, one more thing, I will move into this house today." He Qianqing said to Yang Yuyao with a smile, and Yang Yuyao opened his eyes in surprise.

"Master, what excuse are you going to use to explain this arrangement?" Yang Yuyao asked curiously. They were not married, so He Qianqing was naturally still an outsider and should not even be allowed to enter the inner courtyard.

"I am your master." He Qianqing smiled.

"Eh?" Yang Yuyao thought for a moment and roughly understood what He Qianqing meant. The master-disciple relationship is extremely unusual for monks. It is said that it is not father and son, but more father and son. It may have been exaggerated and polished to make these servants of the Yang family feel that this is reasonable and reasonable. These people who have been involved in the officialdom all year round, even if they are military attaches, have the ability to confuse right and wrong, right?

"Ah, what's wrong, I completely forgot that Suzaku was also in the room." Yang Yuyao thought in a panic. Suzaku always felt that the intimacy between Yang Yuyao and He Qianqing was tainted by He Qianqing, so they would avoid this magical bird. But just now... the bird stand for the Suzaku was placed near the entrance!

But this time, Suzaku didn't scold He Qianqing, or even interrupt their conversation, which made Yang Yuyao feel a little strange, so he looked towards the place where the bird stand was placed, and saw that Suzaku had stuffed her whole head into it. The porcelain jar that gave her water seemed determined to drown her.

Yang Yuyao walked over and carefully poked Suzaku's furry body with his finger. There was no reaction. He couldn't help but trembled. If this divine bird died here, then he would be guilty. . It is said that a phoenix can be reborn from nirvana, but Yang Yuyao has never heard that a suzaku can do the same?

So he quickly used his spiritual power to curl up Suzaku's tail, which had become smaller, and hung her upside down, swinging her around like a pendulum, trying to make Suzaku spit out the water she had choked in and slow down. After a while, this fumbling first aid method really made Suzaku spit out a lot of water, and then Suzaku, who turned into a chubby bird, began to cry bitterly towards Yang Yuyao.

"Uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu Master Yuyao, I'm sorry, Suzaku failed to protect your purity. Suzaku deserves to die..." The rescued Suzaku fell to the ground, with tears streaming down his face.

Suzaku's reaction made He Qianqing look at Yang Yuyao and start thinking. He wondered if this beautiful immortal god had been reincarnated so many times. He didn't know what love was and couldn't detect other people's love for him. He had always been a virgin until he was reincarnated as Yang Yuyao. …

"Young Master, Her Royal Highness the Princess has asked you and He Xianzun to have lunch." Qingyue knocked on the door and sent a message.

"Okay, got it." Yang Yuyao replied and began to straighten his clothes.

"That female cultivator outside who is in the qi training period is your chosen personal servant, Xiaoyao?" He Qianqing reached out to help Yang Yuyao tidy up and asked in passing.

"No, the one outside the door is called Qingyue. She is one of my mother's dowry maids and is now the maid in charge. The three I chose were called to practice martial arts, so I asked her to help serve me first. "Yang Yuyao replied.

"Practice martial arts? The Yang family has very high requirements for servants." He Qianqing sighed with some surprise.

"No, the other servants of the Yang family do not require it. The three of them need to learn because they will have to follow me to Yugui to build a factory. The elders of the Yang family feel that they must at least learn to protect themselves. This is good. Give me peace of mind." Yang Yuyao explained.

"Well, that makes sense." He Qianqing nodded in agreement.

"Want me to accompany you to the arsenal to pick out weapons?" After lunch, Yang Yuyao learned from Yang Yuwei the reason why Yang Yuwei ran to the guest room. With a mysterious intuition, Yang Yuwei determined that Yang Yuyao and Tao Yulian would go to the guest room to find his guests after chatting. But although Yang Yuyao had indeed passed, Yang Yuyao left before Yang Yuwei could express her thoughts.

"Yes, yes, but I guess I can't give you any good advice." Yang Yuyao agreed and reminded at the same time.

"It doesn't matter, big brother can come and accompany me!" Yang Yuwei was very happy, but Li Fengzhi looked at Yang Yuyao with a sad look in his eyes. He had not been able to stay with Yang Yuyao for a long time in several days. Yang Yuyao didn't even guide him in his practice. I just gave him some homework to complete. But Yang Yuyao has not yet agreed to formally accept him as his disciple. He is also a guest in the Yang family, and he is the only one who has the shallowest relationship with the others.

"This is really..." Tao Yulian noticed Li Fengzhi's eyes, and was both pleased and troubled by the charm of her eldest son.

"That's good. By the way, Fengzhi." Li Fengzhi suddenly raised his head when his name was called by Yang Yuyao, and immediately looked at Yang Yuyao, his eyes were expectant and nervous.

"I have read your homework these days. You have mastered this knowledge point very well. If you are free in the afternoon, you can preview the next chapter. I will explain this part to you later." Yang Yuyao I just briefly talked about my plans. Li Fengzhi was so happy that he almost danced. He Qianqing glanced at Li Fengzhi with his peripheral vision, then stood closer to Yang Yuyao, lowering his head slightly, as if whispering something.

Seeing this scene, Li Fengzhi immediately calmed down, and he didn't even know that the smile disappeared from his face.