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Wednesday, January 24, 2024, is another super cold day. I have been very busy these two days, but my mentality is not good. I don’t know what’s going on~

【Ming Dynasty 1566】

【1】Eunuch Lu: "Some children will never grow up after all!"

It's such a cold day, with bright sunshine and clear sky, but the wind is biting and it feels so cold to the bones. For a moment, it was hard for me to say whether I liked the weather or not, and I was confused. Just choose to like this weather.

I heard a song by Wang Jingyou today. The very nice "Something About Him" ​​was recommended to me by GG. I hope he will like it, hehe! My Tomato backend has a new function today. I think it’s not bad. It has some stuff and is quite fun. I’ll study it for two days and take a look.

Weak people are not good at love, and being a romantic requires being full of hope. I think what they mean is that when you find the person you love, it is like finding hope. I may be tired of this horizon and everything on the horizon, but I will always be attached to the little universe in your eyes. Only when there is love in the heart can there be hope.

Don't keep blaming your past self. She once stood in the fog and was very confused. Then I remembered the lyrics, "You are not wrong, you just don't love me. I like you so much, I say that in my heart." There seem to be many more sentence, I can’t remember it for a moment.

I expressed my love to you under the gentle sunset, but you were evasive in your other words. I can understand your slowness and shyness, but I know your heart and attitude better. And attitude is the answer. So, I hid my questioning deep in my heart and kept silent. I began to understand that loving is a disaster, and so is not loving.

It's just that I had more courage at that moment and wanted a clear response, so I was willing to take a few more steps forward. The heartbreak and waiting that followed were only with my own permission. I recall and re-recognize myself and you again and again, and continue to face this feeling and this love while reading and studying.

Some people say that it is easier to forgive the other person than to forgive yourself, but perhaps only we know that the reluctance and bondage are our last perseverance and bet. The most difficult to please and the least accommodating person in the world is yourself.

Love yourself more when you have time, don't expect others, others are very busy!

Love yourself more when you have free time. This kind of self-love is not selfish, but a kind of healthy self-care, whether it is immersing yourself in a joyful book, finding body balance on a yoga mat, or in a quiet cafe Enjoy a cup of exquisite latte, these are the small blessings we give ourselves.

Self-love also means self-growth. We learn to be independent and learn to rely first on our own hearts and wisdom when encountering challenges. In the process of self-growth, we gradually understand that other people's busyness is not a neglect of us, but a part of their lives.

We began to respect everyone's rhythm of life, and at the same time, we also learned not to rely too much on others. Whenever we choose self-love, we build a strong inner fortress for our spiritual world. In this fortress, we can think quietly, bravely face the challenges of life, and we can open our hearts at any time to feel the beauty of life.

When you feel lonely or neglected, look back at yourself and give yourself a hug. Remember, loving yourself is a kind of wisdom and a gift to yourself in the busy life.

"Brother, how are you? Are you okay?" Youran has been lying motionless on the table for about a quarter of an hour. Ali's mother and Ali have never seen this kind of situation. Everyone stood at a loss. I don’t know what to do around Youran.

"Ali, you and your mother go down and get a towel to wipe this child." Ali's mother stepped forward and touched the back of Youran's neck. It was full of sweat and the whole back was wet. If you continue like this, you will catch a cold. .

"It's not good for this child to keep sweating like this. Let's prepare a set of clothes for him and wipe him with a towel and water." Ali's mother said worriedly.

"Okay, Mom, I'll go down with you to get things now." Ali followed his mother downstairs. Xiaomi pulled another stool over, sat down next to Youran, and hugged his brother's waist from behind. His face was pressed against his brother's back. Just stay with him quietly.

"Brother~ It's all my fault. I shouldn't have let you eat the apple. If I hadn't told you to eat the apple, you would have been fine. What should I do now? Brother, wake up quickly. You must not You don't recognize me anymore, I'm so scared." The little fan was talking to herself. Youran's appearance just now really frightened her. She had never seen Youran like this before.

"I'm fine, little dear. I don't have the strength right now. If you press me like this, I'll be exhausted." Youran responded weakly to Xiaomi before he even raised his head.

"Brother! You heard me." Xiaomi was overjoyed. This is her brother, and he is talking to her! Don't cry, little fan, hold it in!

"Little Pig, you are all sleeping on me, how can I still hear you?" Although the voice was very weak, Xiaomi heard her brother's words, and she knew that he was awake.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm getting up! I'm getting up right now!" Xiaomi straightened up immediately and stopped lying on Youran. "This is better, I didn't pay attention." Seeing that Youran finally woke up, Xiaomi So excited.

"Yes. It's better. Let me rest for a while. It should be fine. Don't be afraid. Don't cry." Ali's mother came up with a towel and a change of clothes, followed by Ali, holding a basin in her hand. Hot water.

"Oh, are you awake? This child is awake. This is great! Come on, miss, please step aside. You stand on the side and I will wipe the child." Ali's mother gently helped him up. Youran, all I could see was sweat on his head, and his body was soaked, as if he had been fished out of water. Youran still closed his eyes tightly, and it seemed that he still couldn't open them.

"Brother, are your eyes okay?" Xiaomi noticed that Youran still had his eyes closed tightly, and couldn't help but start to worry about him again. "It's okay, little dear, I'm just too tired and can't open my eyes for the moment." Youran knew that his eyes were still sore and he needed to rest and relax.

"Master, just hope you're okay. I'll help you change your clothes and dry them. But it frightened us all." Ali's mother and Ali helped Youran wipe clean, change clothes, and help you. He followed Youran to the room and lay down. The little fan followed closely. After arranging everything, Ali and his mother exited the room, leaving Xiaomi with Youran.

"Brother, what do you think? Are you feeling better?" Xiaomi sat next to Youran and touched Youran's cheek. He looked much better, "I'm fine, don't worry, little boy!" Youran put his arms around Xiaomi's neck, and she leaned against Youran obediently.

"What's wrong? Was I scary just now?" Youran reached out and touched Xiaomi's hair. The little girl on her chest was as obedient as a kitten.

"Well! You don't recognize me anymore. I thought you didn't want me!" She was a little scared when she thought of her brother's behavior just now. His eyes were so cold and distant.

"Fool, I won't let you go!" Youran gently patted Xiaomi's back to comfort her. She really didn't know how much he loved her.

"But, that person is not you, you know? I think even though he looks like you, he is not you!" Xiaomi started talking nonsense again, and she couldn't even figure out what she was talking about.

"I know, I can feel that force trying to seize my consciousness. I'm just worried now whether I will feel like this again in the future." As he said this, Youran had slowly opened his eyes. eyes.

"Baby, let me see you!" Hearing Youran say this, Xiaomi raised his head. It turned out that Youran could already open his eyes. Xiaomi supported his brother and slowly sat up.

"Wow! Brother, did you know! Your eyes have changed color!" Xiaomi is right, Youran's eyes are glowing with a clear halo, showing a sapphire blue color, deep and charming.

"So good-looking! Brother! You are so handsome!" Xiaomi always knew that her brother was very good-looking, but she didn't expect that the blue-eyed brother was so charming. These eyes will enchant many girls to death.

"Blue eyes?" Youran heard Xiaomi say this and was a little confused. Why did he become like this? It seems to be related to the unexpected incident just now.

"Brother, what's wrong with you? Are you feeling uncomfortable again?" Xiaomi was a little scared when she saw Youran was lost in thought. She was still very worried about her brother's health. The color of his eyes really didn't matter compared to his body.

"It's okay, Xiaomi, don't worry!" Youran tried to hold his fist tightly, and after a while, he slowly opened his fist. He took a deep breath and then exhaled slowly. His body gradually relaxed and the expression on his face became much calmer. He clenched his fist again and opened it again. This time, his fists were filled with power and confidence. A warm current spreads throughout the body from the soles of the feet.

"Baby, help me up, let's go to the terrace to take a breath. I was really suffocated just now." Xiaomi helped Youran up and walked to the terrace. He looked into the distance, his eyes full of thoughts. He knew he needed to calm down and think about what to do next. Xiaomi looked at his brother curiously, wondering what he was thinking now.

Since arriving here, they seem to have entered a strange circle and have been facing difficulties. He needs to find a way to solve the problem, a way to get them out of the predicament. We can no longer be led around so passively. Being beaten passively was never a situation Lin Youran would face.

"Baby, let's go back to the hotel first. We don't want to go to the main city of Landis tonight. You see, Zhiqiang is unconscious. I'm not suitable for going tonight in my current state. Let's go back to the hotel and take a rest first. I want to communicate with Uncle Lin. If necessary, I want to take you home first, and then we will arrange a time to come over." Youran and Xiaomi said.

"Okay, I listen to my brother. If you say we will go back, we will go back. Do you want to leave now?" Xiao Mi nodded.

"Leave now, don't delay for a moment." Youran said decisively.

"What to do with little Qiang? He's still asleep!" Xiaomi thought of Zhiqiang.

"Ali! Ali! Come on." Youran called Ali over to discuss.

"I plan to take Xiaomi back to the hotel first. Can you accompany us back first? Zhiqiang, if you have a way, can you prepare a car for me and we can take him away now. If not, let him Rest here for two days, and then you can send him out when he wakes up, do you think that's okay?" You Ran put forward his idea to Ali.

"Master, aren't you going to the main city of Landis at night? Why don't you go now?" Ali asked in confusion.

"I don't have enough physical strength to go now, and Xiaomi can't go alone." You Ran said.

"I can take the lady there, ah~ I mean, actually, you can rest assured that you can let me take her in." Ali volunteered to take Xiaomi to the main city of Landis.

Youran's blue eyes suddenly became deeper. He took a deep look at Ali, suddenly smiled, withdrew his eyes and said, "Ali, thank you for your kindness, I know you want to help us. , let’s ask Xiaomi what she wants.” Youran knew that if he didn’t go, Xiaomi would not be able to follow Ali. This is nothing more than wanting Xiaomi to reject Ali on her own.

"My brother won't go, and neither will I~Brother~Let's go back first~" Sure enough, Rong Xiaomi is still Rong Xiaomi, and she will not change. In her heart, Youran is the first.

"If that's the case, then I'll take you out first. As for Zhiqiang, he'll rest here first, because we don't have a car here and we all walk by ourselves. When he wakes up, I'll pick him up again." Then when are we leaving? Do you want to take a rest?" Ali was obviously very disappointed. Seeing Ali's expression, Youran remained silent but saw it.

The sun has begun to set. "No, let's leave now. No more delay. It's too late. Xiaoguai is too scared today. I want to take her back to rest early." Youran said with his usual tone. He said to Ali with a polite smile.

"Okay, let's go downstairs and talk to my mother."

"Well! Zhiqiang is still here and needs more care from your mother."

"Mom, they are going back, I will send them back first."

"Auntie, our friend is drunk and will bother you here for a few more days. I'm sorry to bother you."

"Aren't you going to Landis tonight? Why are you going back? Do you want to have dinner before leaving?" Ali's mother looked more surprised than Ali.

"I won't go. Now that I know the method, my body is not suitable for going today. We will come back another day. I will still have to ask you to take care of me. Thank you for your hard work, auntie, let's go first." Youran said inside.

"It's okay. Well, I won't keep you here anymore. I will take good care of your friends. Don't worry."

"Goodbye, aunt!" Xiaomi greeted obediently.