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[Xia Lili clearly didn’t cry, why do I think she is so sad? My nose is so sore. 】

[Hey, often the calmest people are the most painful in their hearts. They just learned to tolerate and bury it, because this is their protective color for themselves. In the final analysis, it is caused by the shadow of childhood. 】

[What kind of face does Liu Guilan have to appear in front of her daughter again? Looking at her like this, she should have abandoned the child on her own initiative, and now she is pretending to come back to make up for it. She dare not say that she is really guilty. Since she has not decided to take responsibility, then don't get angry. come out. Childhood trauma is difficult to heal throughout life. 】

[Lili, we are not sad. We have been here for so many years. There is no need to remember her here as an adult. Just pretend you have never seen this person. 】

[Yes, she walks her way to the underworld, and you walk your single-plank bridge, and you can enjoy yourself! 】

Chen Xi calculated her whole life from the moment she met Liu Guilan, including her plan! As well as the truth or falsehood of the exposition just now, all are in Chen Xi's control.

It's just that she can't say it directly now. She has to wait until the causal line between her and Xia Lili fades, and then Chen Xi can take action at the right time and cut it off directly. In this way, Xia Lili's future life will be smooth and happy.

So Chen Xi decided to add fuel to the fire, so she said with great interest: "Aren't you going to explain it to your daughter? Maybe this is your last chance to repair the relationship."

Liu Guilan opened her mouth, but didn't know what to say? It's done, it's done, there's nothing to explain.

It's just a pity that I couldn't extract her bone marrow and use it for myself. Liu Guilan smiled bitterly.

Xia Lili didn't expect that much. After hearing what Chen Xi said to Liu Guilan, she also wanted to hear this woman's explanation.

This can be regarded as a knot in her heart, and it has been with her for many years!

She had always wanted to know what was the reason that made this woman abandon her husband and son and stay away from their Xia family.

Xia Lili was ready and looked at Liu Guilan with a calm expression, waiting for her explanation.

But after a while, I didn't hear her speak again.

Xia Lili laughed at herself, as expected, that's it, that's it. She is not the Xia Lili she was when she was a child. She longed for the return of her biological mother, and then held her in her arms to keep her warm when the weather was cold, like an old hen protecting her young. When it comes, protect her behind her back.

Now she can fully stand alone, support herself, and protect herself.

Some people have some things, but it's too late after all.

Xia Lili took a deep breath and looked at the door: "Let's go! From now on, we will be strangers to each other."

Chen Xi's eyelashes fluttered, fearing that if the head really left, Xia Lili's cause and effect would not be broken, and she would have to live in the shadow forever in her life.

So Chen Xi immediately asked Liu Guilan in a more aggravating manner: "What do you say? Are we just going to stop recognizing each other? Who will burn paper money for you then? Do you have to live such a delicate life, but you want to live a hard life underground?" "

Live life?

That won't work! She, Liu Guilan, absolutely does not want to live a hard life!

"I......"

Liu Guilan was hesitant to speak, looking as if she had something to hide, but actually she was considering her words, how to hit Xia Lili with one blow, and let her ignore her past grudges and take care of her funeral.

[Auntie, just say it. Now that we are separated from each other, why do you still care so much? 】

[Looking anxious, why can’t we communicate? Xia Lili must have gotten to know you as a person during this period of time with you. As long as we talk about it and open up the knot in each other's hearts, it will be fine. 】

[Yes, I was abandoned by my mother when I was young, but I don’t blame her, because I know she left because she couldn’t stand her father beating her. At that time, people in the countryside spoke ill of my mother behind her back. Every time I heard it, I stood up and retorted. Even though I haven't seen her again for so many years, I never care about her and just live well on our own. No one can stay with the other for a lifetime. 】

[Xia Lili, please listen to auntie’s explanation and don’t regret it in the end. 】

[Indeed, judging from your performance, you are extremely eager for maternal love, so give her a chance, and give yourself a chance to explain clearly and understand what happened back then, so that you won't always have a knot in your heart. 】

Xia Lili held her phone, and she could catch a glimpse of the messages on the barrage, but she didn't want to lower her head and beg her. This was her only stubbornness.

Liu Guilan was a little moved by Chen Xi's words. She looked towards Xia Lili and saw that she seemed to have relaxed as well, as if she wanted to hear an explanation.

Liu Guilan sighed and pretended to be defeated first: "Lili, I'm sorry! This apology is what I want to say whether you accept it or not. This is what I owe you."

"Actually, I thought about taking you away with me back then, but your father didn't agree. They used you to threaten me. If I didn't give up on you, he wouldn't agree to divorce."

Xia Lili only felt funny in her heart. Just because he disagreed with the divorce, he left her alone in that eating place and never showed her face.

Forget it, all the expectations were polished off in childhood.

There is just a problem that has been bothering me for a long time, and it is difficult to resolve it without asking.

"Why didn't you go back to see me?"

Xia Lili stared at her and asked what she had been holding in her heart for decades.

Liu Guilan was stunned when asked, and Sol said slightly embarrassed: "I don't dare to go back. I'm afraid your grandma will be angry when she sees me and treat you badly."

After finishing his words, he added excitedly: "But I am paying attention to you. I know that you are the top student in the county in the high school entrance examination and the city's top student in the college entrance examination."

Fortunately, I secretly went back once. Otherwise, I don’t know how to round it out.

I still remember that I had a fight with my current husband at that time, and then Liu Guilan took her luggage and returned to the small village where Xia Lili was, preparing to see her child. Although there was no emotion, at least it was the flesh that she had shed. I miss it so much.

What she didn't expect was that without anyone seeing her, she found out an incredible thing: this little girl turned out to be the top scorer in the high school entrance examination.

Liu Guifang knew at that time that her opportunity had come. She wanted to wait until Xia Lili was older to get to know each other, and then have a free prostitution. , let Xia Lili lead her to live a good life.

Although her current husband is very kind to her, he is always wary of her. Because of this matter, the two of them had quarreled many times. If he hadn't seen how much money he made, he would have kicked him long ago. Fortunately, that guy died in a car accident and left her such a large asset.

......

"Ha, really?" Xia Lili smiled bitterly, her nose sore.

"Then did you know that I didn't sleep at night and learned it secretly?"

Study secretly?

What does it mean?

Liu Guilan looked surprised!

"Are you surprised?" Xia Lili raised her eyebrows, and Sol said sadly: "I am a girl. Isn't it common in rural areas at that time not to send girls to school?"

"But I didn't want to be like this for the rest of my life, so I thought of a way. Whenever they fell asleep, I would get up secretly and study reading. In this way day after day, I gained something and successfully passed the exam with first place. County No. 1 Middle School, you think it is pride, but for me it is relief."

The relief of leaving the family of origin. At least that's what she thought at the time.

The corners of Xia Lili's mouth were raised, and she obviously looked like she was smiling, but the smile did not reach her eyes. The water in her eyes was sparkling, like a river of water, which made people tired of it and breathless.

She then asked, "Then do you know where my tuition fees come from?"