After rebirth, the ascetic Mr. Li stepped down from the altar for me

The carpet beneath him was bought by Jinchu himself.

She also laid it herself.

There are also many small ornaments at home that Jinchu bought himself.

Although many of them are not very valuable, Jin Chu likes them all.

After Jinchu left, he didn't touch anything in the house.

Just to preserve more traces of this woman.

Thinking of what happened between him and Jin Chu, he really felt regretful and scratching his head.

If he could turn back time, no matter what, he would never have made that choice at that time.

That choice not only caused him to lose Jinchu, but also caused him to lose their child.

And that child was the reason why he and Jinchu were completely finished.

Closing his eyes, Xu Mingyu's tears began to flow down unbridled.

The green stubble on his chin, combined with his face that had lost a lot of weight, made Xu Mingyu look extremely haggard.

It seems as if the oil will run out at any moment.

In fact, looking back, the days when he had that woman were really the warmest times in his life.

It's a pity that he didn't have that blessing and didn't cherish that woman.

He really, really misses that woman now.

If God allows him to meet that woman again, he promises to cherish her.

Taking a deep breath, Xu Mingyu said to himself——

"Gods, I beg you to bless me so that I can find my Chuchu as soon as possible..."

"If that doesn't work, just give me a dream and tell me where Chuchu is, okay..."

"I really, really miss her. If she can come back, I promise to never be a bastard again, okay."

After saying that, Xu Mingyu slowly opened his eyes and directly picked up the photo frame with the photo of him and Jinchu on the coffee table.

His hand, involuntarily, was placed on Jin Chu's smiling face.

In the photo, he and Jinchu were standing in the snow, his eyes looking at the camera with a smile.

Jin Chu, on the other hand, tilted his head and looked at her.

The woman looked at him with stars in her eyes.

There was a smile on every corner of his mouth.

He knew that at that moment when this photo was taken, he was Jinchu's whole world.

Such a good girl.

How could he just lose the person?

Why did it get lost?

He really deserves to die.

Thinking of this, Xu Mingyu put down the photo frame and slapped himself hard in the face.

One slap was not enough, so he gave himself two more slaps.

He was beaten so hard that he became dizzy.

But I still feel upset.

Give yourself another slap.

Closing his eyes again, he lay directly on the carpet.

Then he directly picked up a white pillow on the sofa and hugged it in his arms.

That pillow was Jinchu's pillow.

Now smell it carefully, it still smells like Jinchu.

No one knew that in the days when that woman was not around, he would fall asleep leaning on and holding this pillow.

Only when he smells this familiar smell can he feel a little better.

He really, really wanted to dream about Jinchu.

In reality, there is no way to meet again, so it is okay to meet again in a dream.

However, as if God was against him, he couldn't dream of that woman at all.

Not even a dream.

It's because God thinks he deserves to die.

So we deliberately let him go against his wishes, right?

He felt that he was so cheap, so cheap.

From birth to now, Xu Mingyu has never hated himself so much.

……

At the same time, on the other side, country E.

It's ten o'clock in the evening in country E at this moment.

Jinchu was sitting in a large, minimalist white house, watching the news.

In front of him was a glass of iced Coke and a pile of snacks.

On the TV, news is being broadcast that Xu Mingyu, a rich young man from country Z, is looking for his beloved Jinchu like crazy.

As she watched, a cold smile appeared on the woman's face.

His eyes began to become darker and darker.

Taking a deep breath, Jinchu leaned on the sofa dejectedly.

Then he closed his eyes and said to himself, "Xu Mingyu, if I had known today, why would you have done that? When I loved you the most, if you could have loved me so much, we would have been together well. It's a pity that No ifs…”

Since leaving Xu Mingyu, she has seen a lot of similar news.

I am somewhat immune now.

Now, the news about this person caused less and less waves in her heart.

She won't relent.

As for Xu Mingyu, she could never forgive him for everything he did to her.

There is a child's life hanging between them.

It's not as simple as breaking up or falling out.

Caressing her belly, she lowered her head and started talking to herself again——

"My child, I'm sorry, my mother failed to protect you..."

"Don't worry, mom will never reconcile with the scumbag who killed you."

"Never again."

In fact, Jinchu feels that his current life is not bad.

Because I made a lot of money from Xu Mingyu.

In addition, I have worked for many years and have some savings.

Added together, there are 100 million.