At night, the breeze is gentle and everything is silent.

Ling'an sat on the grass, holding her face, and looked at Sun Wuhan who was meditating not far away, and then raised his head to look at the night sky where the dream world was basically the same as the earth.

The stars are dotted, so beautiful.

However, contrary to this beautiful night scene, was her mood.

There was a little sadness on her face.

This is her time and her emotions.

I don't know since when, Ling'an found that his definition of Sun Wufan went beyond the scope of friends or partners.

When did it start?

Was it the moment when Son Gohan saved her from No. 18?

Still looking at Sun Wuhan's drive to keep practicing in order to become stronger.

Or maybe it’s every little bit of getting along with each other over the years.

Ling'an didn't know, but this was also the reason for her distress.

Because she felt that Sun Wuhan should be a friend and just a fighting partner, and should not have feelings beyond the two.

When she realized that she was placing Son Gohan in a different position from Bulma and Trunks, she even felt a little scared.

After all, in her opinion, this is a situation that should not happen. She can accept herself as a girl, and she has lived as a girl for several years. The initial discomfort has basically disappeared, and she can also face herself. identity as a girl.

However, she couldn't accept that she had feelings for another boy that were more than friends. Even though the feelings might not be strong, for Ling'an, even just a little bit made her feel endless threats.

Ling'an didn't know where this feeling of self-threat came from, but it was there.

As a person who has lived as a boy for more than 20 years, it is difficult for her to face her heart, or in other words, she is unwilling to accept that possible fact.

But some things don't exist even if they don't want to admit them. This is why Ling'an feels endlessly sad at the moment.

Sensing the throbbing in her heart, Ling'an didn't know how to get along with Sun Wufan next. Not to mention her special situation, even if she was a real girl, she felt that she could not love anyone at the beginning. It must be difficult to accept that you find that you have a more special feeling for someone when you already like them, right?

It's not that she's being pretentious, it's just the way humans are.

Of course, her situation is special, so her resistance to this kind of mood, or not knowing how to face this situation, will be more obvious.

Some people may think that since things have changed, they should simply accept the changed reality. However, it is easier said than done.

If nothing else, why do so many people jump off buildings every year? Sometimes it may even be just because of a little depression, and of course there are big financial problems and emotional problems. At this time, you run to tell a person who has billions of debts due to bankruptcy to make him think more. Of course it is easy, anyway, this It's not like you helped him shoulder the billions of debts.

The example may not be appropriate, but the meaning is similar, that is, everyone has their own considerations. It does not mean that everyone will take the same approach when encountering the same thing.

Ling'an naturally also knows that maybe some people can accept things between men and women very calmly after they transform from boys to girls, but Ling'an is not the case. She will not force herself to live like a boy after becoming a girl. She should let her She couldn't bear to accept the affection of another boy.

And it wasn't just the boy's pursuit. She also found that she had a different feeling for this boy than other people. Even if she didn't love or like him, it still troubled her.

In her opinion, it shouldn't be like this.

Ling'an's mood was extremely complicated.

After realizing what's going on in my heart, I always feel a little strange when I look at Sun Wuhan at this time.

It is a rare thing for two people to be close to each other, but for Ling'an, it filled her with panic.

"Oh, why did this happen to me?"

Ling'an put her head on her knees and puffed her mouth, feeling so many complicated emotions in her heart.

She doesn't know how to face her feelings. Should she accept this feeling, or reject or even resist this emotion?

Accept that she may not be able to do it.

But can she reject or even resist? When she thought of really giving up this emotion, she became unhappy and even gloomy inside.

Ling'an never thought that one day he would be troubled by such a thing.

"Maybe if I were a perfect girl, I wouldn't have this kind of trouble, but I'm not after all."

Ling'an stood up and kicked the stones from his feet away.

Perhaps even Ling'an herself doesn't know that, in fact, she does not reject this special feeling for Sun Wuhan in her heart. She just has a few more worries. If an ordinary person likes someone else, they may worry about the other person not liking him. She, but Ling'an's concerns are more due to her own reasons.

Ordinary people will miss the person they like because of worries, but Ling'an's worries prevent her from fully accepting the throbbing in her heart.

Actually, it's all the same.

"Oh, forget it, let it be. Not to mention, it's just beyond the feeling of ordinary friends. So what if I really like you? Do you have to be together if you like me? Who knows what will happen in the future. Maybe I am aware of it. I will gradually avoid my feelings in the future, and slowly return to my original feelings, and as for Son Wuhan, maybe he will meet other girls in the future... maybe."

Thinking of this, Ling'an raised her head. Unknowingly, she walked to Sun Wuhan's side. She looked at him with a calm expression on his face as he meditated. Then she thought about how she had been struggling for a long time, and she suddenly felt inexplicable. The fire comes.

She gritted her teeth, stretched out her fist and patted Sun Wuhan's hand gently, but before he could touch Sun Wuhan's hand, the latter seemed to notice it, opened his eyes suddenly, and at the same time grabbed her hand. Caught.

"oops!"

Sun Wuhan did it subconsciously and used a lot of force in a moment, but Ling'an only made a light move. Therefore, unintentionally touching someone with intention, Ling'an immediately felt his hand being tightened in an instant, and it hurt. She couldn't help but grin.

"Ling...Ling'an, sorry, I didn't notice."

Sun Wuhan found that he was holding Ling'an so hard that his originally white palms turned red. Looking at her expression again, he was so frightened that he quickly apologized.

Seeing his clumsy and hurried apology, Ling'an waved his hand and suddenly smiled.

Forget it, let's do this for now...

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