After the truth came to light, Mr. Huo knelt down and asked for remarriage.

Chapter 315: People have to die twice: no longer love, no longer be loved

In the past six years, Su Yunnuan has loved Huo Yibei with all her heart and all her heart.

Even if I didn't get a response from him, I never regretted it.

but……

When Jian Xiangsi appeared in front of her holding Huo Yibei's arm, she realized how stupid she was.

Only then did I realize how much useless work I had done.

After being unable to "make Huo Yibei fall in love with her", her heart also died.

"Baozi, a very famous philosopher once said this: A person often has to die twice, no longer loving and no longer being loved.

When a person no longer loves others or is no longer loved by others, he will experience a kind of death. This death is not a physical death, but a certain spiritual disappearance or end.

No longer loving others means the healing of the soul. Although there are still scars, one has learned to move forward alone.

No longer loving means no longer expecting to be loved. Begin to understand that the watermelon of life is to be accompanied by loneliness, and begin to understand that loneliness is the normal state of life.

Instead of resisting loneliness, it is better to accept it and learn to live with it. "

"When I moved out of Wutong Courtyard, I often had chest pains in the middle of the night. The pain was so painful that I couldn't sleep. When I was bored, I read a book and read this passage. At that time, I felt that this passage was particularly good."

"I also tried to let go of Huo Yibei and accept the fact that I was not loved. Later, I read this passage over and over to get myself used to being alone. Now, I have finally gotten used to this kind of life, and I especially don't want to be loved. People are damaging, especially Huo Yibei."

The first night after she moved out of Wutong Courtyard, she almost stayed up all night.

A sharp pain lingered in that part of her chest. No matter how hard she tried, she could not suppress the pain.

She is a medical staff herself, so she knows that she is fine, with no wounds or illness, but pain in her heart.

That is finally letting go of one's unwillingness and reason.

Because I didn't get Huo Yibei's love or response, I felt unwilling.

Can……

He told her rationally and clearly: only by leaving Huo Yibei can she be reborn and break out of her cocoon.

She is stuck on the edge of reason and numbness, unable to fall or escape.

Until, after reading this passage.

She began to try to enjoy loneliness, accept the fact that she was not loved, and at the same time, she no longer loved.

Although Su Yunnuan said it lightly, Bai Qing could still feel the bitterness behind it, and came over to hug her: "It's okay, I don't want to speak for Huo Yibei, I just want to tell you: no matter what you do No matter what decision you make, I support you.”

"Even if you want to be enemies with everyone in the world, I will stand behind you."

Feeling the comfort of his friend, Su Yun smiled warmly: "I really want to thank you. If you hadn't always supported me, I wouldn't be where I am today. When I was in the most pain, you took me and Shuoshuo in and always coaxed me." I am very happy. It is my blessing to meet such a good friend in my lifetime.”

"So, my lucky little sister, please stop flirting with me and let me cook well to fill my stomach."

Bai Qing did not let go of her immediately, and hugged her for a while before reluctantly letting go of her.

He cautiously probed: "There's something I think I need to tell you."

"The latest gossip is that Jian Xiangsi is not living in the Military Region General Hospital. The ward she lived in before is empty. No one knows where she went. However, the nurse who took care of her has been looking for Jian Xiangsi's whereabouts."

"I inquired with insiders, and the version I received was: Jian Xiangsi offended Huo Yibei for some reason, and was taken away by the Huo family's bodyguards and imprisoned. As for where she was imprisoned, no one knows."

"You said... Huo Yibei imprisoned Jian Xiangsi, does it have anything to do with you?"

She found this out from Gu Shenyan.

However, the specific details are unclear.

Afraid of exposing his relationship with Gu Shenyan, he didn't dare to talk to Su Yunnuan, for fear that she would notice something bad about him and Gu Shenyan.

After hearing the news brought by Bai Qing, Su Yunnuan didn't feel happy at all.

He only replied with one word: "Oh"

As if nothing had happened, he turned around, went to the stove, lit the fire, and started cooking.

Obviously not interested in Jian Xiangsi's affairs.

Bai Qing saw that she didn't want to say more, so she didn't talk about it anymore. Instead, she chatted with Su Yunnuan about Shuoshuo's weekend parent-child activities.

"Baozi, how about I go with you on the weekend? Which parent-child activity at school won't we go to? You will be the mother and I will be the father. This time it will be the same as before."

Su Yunnuan thought it was good. She didn't have to see Huo Yibei and solved the problem. She readily agreed: "Okay, then I will send a message to the teacher later and say that we will go together."

Bai Qing couldn't wait any longer, grabbed her phone and shook it at her: "No! I'll send a message to the teacher now."

Su Yunnuan had no secrets in her cell phone. She trusted Bai Qing unconditionally and allowed her to take away her cell phone.

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Military Region General Hospital

Because Jian Xiangsi was missing, Zhang Ling pinned all her hopes on Huo Zhizhi.

She found a new patient to take care of in the hospital and took care of the patient honestly during the day. Every night around eight o'clock, she would contact Huo Zhizhi on time and tell her everything she knew.

Including the matter of Su Yunnuan's mother Qin Rong, they also talked about it.

Huo Zhizhi read the message sent by Zhang Ling, thought for a while, and replied to her: Since Sister Sisi thinks that Qin Rong is useful, you should put her to use. Isn't she Su Yunnuan's mother? If you go to her, just say Su Yunnuan relied on Mrs. Huo's identity and it was impossible to recognize her as her mother, so she asked her to go to the hospital to make trouble with Su Yunnuan.

After Zhang Ling read the message, she replied: Miss Huo, this trick doesn't seem to work very well. The last time Qin Rong went to Su Yunnuan's office to make trouble with her, there was no disturbance. Instead, she was targeted by some nosy people. Well, if she goes to the hospital to cause trouble again, she may not be able to see Su Yunnuan.

Huo Zhizhi's reply came quickly: She didn't have to go inside the hospital to make a fuss. She could just make a fuss at the entrance of the hospital. The bigger the fuss, the better. It would be best to bring a few media reporters with her. In addition, I will ask my mother to find out the whereabouts of Sister Sisi, so stop looking for her and wait for my news.

After Zhang Ling read the news, she also felt that this method was feasible: Okay, I will listen to Miss Huo, and I will trouble you about Miss Jian.

The next day, after she finished her work, she called the phone number Qin Rong left for her.

The phone only rang three times before it was picked up. Qin Rong's voice came from the other end of the phone: "Who is it? What do you want from me?"

Zhang Ling sneered: "What? You can't even hear my voice? Isn't it hot to use the fifty thousand yuan that Miss Jian gave you?"

When money was mentioned, Qin Rong immediately understood the other party's identity and hurriedly smiled: "It turns out to be Miss Zhang. Does Miss Jian need my help with something?"

"Miss Jian, if you have anything to ask, I will definitely do it."

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