Doomsday: Beauty is strong and miserable, she is glowing and crazy at the same time

"Not only Zhou Wanjun, but also what I did to Liang Xing and his two illegitimate sons."

"It depends on the person and the matter, and everyone's definition of cold-blooded is different. Some people think that hurting living beings is cold-blooded, some think killing people like crazy is cold-blooded, and some people think watching indifferently is cold-blooded."

When he said the last sentence, Shan Xunxing's tone seemed to be quite emotional.

Liang Tingzhu turned to her and asked, "Do you have a story?"

Shan Xunxing looked at the golden-orange sun shining on the horizon. The dilapidated city blocked its entire view, making the first sun look more like the setting sun.

She lowered the window to ventilate the car and let herself breathe before she started to tell Liang Tingzhu.

“When I was in school, I liked to drink the mung bean paste made by the owner of the shop at the school gate. Later, because I had to prepare for the competition and stay in the dance studio for a long time, I stopped buying the mung bean paste from that store.

At that time, I was participating in the competition with my class monitor and the student union president of my junior year. They were a couple, but the monitor's family was very strict and they were not allowed to fall in love even after I went to college. I couldn't live on campus every day.

In order to cover up the couple, at the request of the monitor, I would go to the president first every day, and then use the excuse that it was too dark to give him an excuse to send the monitor home together, and finally we would go back to school together.

Among the three people, I am the light bulb that has to exist.

The three of us always appear in this strange combination on campus. You also know that some people are more leisurely, and it is inevitable that there will be gossip.

One day, the president was pushed down the stairs by a freshman while he was going up the stairs. As a result, the president suffered a fracture, and the junior was notified of punishment.

Shan Xunxing stroked her forehead. Thinking of this incident, it felt like someone had force-fed her a mouthful of raw rice, which choked her throat.

She paused for a while: "Let me sort out the language first."

"It's okay, you can speak slowly."

“It turns out that the freshman is the son of a mung bean paste owner, and he has known me since he was helping his parents look after the store in high school.

He said that he pushed him because the president had two legs. The junior said that he liked me very much and said that I was sorry for him.

He was probably in the dream of a young boy, and he was imagining falling in love with me. Those fantasies were harassment to me.

Not that I'm being abusive, but I really think he needs to see a psych.

Shan Xunxing's shoulders were slumped, and she looked like she wanted to sink herself into the car seat. She sighed sadly: "I really just like to drink mung bean paste, and I don't even know who this person is.

After I declined him politely, the student stopped for a few days, but the president's leg bone was broken, which is a serious matter for a dancer, so the president's parents found the school.

The junior came to me and begged me to explain clearly to the president’s family, saying that he recommended the person because of me. All this was because of me, and I couldn’t ignore it.

I didn't agree to his request, but I didn't expect that my junior classmate actually climbed up to the rooftop of the twelfth floor of the school at night and said that he would jump off if I didn't agree to be with him. "

"…so you?"

"I didn't agree. At that time, many people advised me to agree to stabilize this junior, but wasn't I also a victim? Why should I be responsible for his life?

To put it nicely, I agree to it for the time being, but then, if I agree, what if he threatens me in this way at every turn?

Of course, those who gave the advice do not need to be responsible. Anyway, they will not have the slightest influence after this incident. This matter will only become a topic of conversation in other people's boring lives.

But what should I do? "

When Shan Xunxing mentioned this, his eyes filled with sadness.

"In order to persuade the junior to come down first, the squad leader admitted that they were in love. The president's parents also said that they would not pursue compensation. Many people were accommodating to the junior, but I did not.

Perhaps seeing that I was indifferent, the junior student deliberately let go of one hand and took a step back. As a result, he failed to grab the railing and actually fell.

After that incident, except for the class monitor and president, everyone was scolding me for being so cold-blooded and ruthless that I had ruined other people's families. Everyone said that as long as I was willing to be accommodating, this tragedy could have been undone. "

Shan Xunxing stuffed another candy into her mouth. She didn't know what kind of rule she had committed to deserve this unreasonable disaster, but even now, she doesn't think she did anything wrong.

“This matter was suppressed by the school, but except for the president and class president, I had almost no friends during my college career.

Later, the matter of watching the moon was revealed again. They said that this was the retribution for my disregard for human life and my cold-blooded retribution. "

Liang Tingzhu rubbed his temples, the direction of this thing was really magical.

Originally he thought it was an entanglement between three people, but unexpectedly it turned out to be a four-corner game played by a madman. To Shan Xunxing, this might really be an out-and-out ghost story.

The existence that came out of nowhere inexplicably disrupted her life and made her live a life of physical and mental exhaustion.

“Fantasy about falling in love with a stranger, and without any evidence, he pushed another boy down the stairs without any hesitation.

This kind of person is either born with psychological problems or has a serious lack of parental education. These two points have nothing to do with you anyway. "

Shan Xunxing kept tilting her head and looking out the car window. After hearing this, she turned around and put her arms under her head.

"Do you know how Guanyue was deceived by Yu Can in the first place?"

She didn't wait for Liang Tingzhu's response and continued talking to herself: "That night she called Guanyue and said it was too late to get a taxi, and asked Guanyue if he could take a taxi to pick her up.

Although Guan Yue didn't like her, he felt that she was not safe as a girl in the middle of the night, so he agreed to Yu Can, and then Guan Yue's life was ruined.

There will be retribution for bad deeds, but there will be no good things for good deeds. In this case, what's wrong with being cold-blooded? So don’t think too much about whether you’re cold or not, or whether you’re kind or not. It’s the end of the world anyway. "

Shan Xunxing knows that her ideas may be a bit extreme, but this is the life experience she has gained after living for 26 years.

Liang Tingzhu changed the same posture as hers: "Kindness is a good character, but if you don't set a yardstick and just give in and tolerate without a bottom line, kindness will sooner or later become a knife that stabs you."

Shan Xunxing chuckled: "It makes sense when you say it. I hope you and I can do it."

"We already did it."

While others were hardened by the reality of the apocalypse, he and Shan Xunxing were already cold-hearted before the apocalypse.

"...That's right, ugh...so why do you think we are moaning here for no reason?"

"Aren't you trying to comfort me?"

"Didn't you start this topic first?"