Help! She was caught up in crazy criticism

She tilted her head slightly, breathed lightly, and spoke softly.

"Lian Xi, I don't think this will be uncomfortable. They are my family members who have been bound together since I was born. I will inevitably not interfere with their affairs. Yunjing and I have grown up together, regardless of our friendship. Even after my parents pass away and I have to take on the responsibility of taking care of him, I can’t just leave him alone.”

"I didn't feel any pain in taking care of him. In the past difficult days, because he was my younger brother, I needed to support him and protect him. So no matter how difficult it was, I would try my best to protect him."

“My parents have always been very strict with me and did not allow me to engage in hobbies that they considered other than studying. They never asked me what I liked, and I had to be like a machine, unable to make mistakes or deviate from their expectations. "

"Yunjing can go to school normally, have normal social interactions, and gradually enter the new semester. I can't have friends around me, useless social interactions, I have to complete the study content ahead of schedule, and skip a grade to go to school."

"I can hardly stay in the same class for a whole semester. When I go to class, there are bodyguards outside, and I can't sit next to my deskmate. In order to prevent them from taking undue interests, but because every time I go to school, there are Bodyguards, no one wants to talk to me."

"Probably since I was born and have memories, they have been educating me like this. I know this is abnormal, but my parents said that one of Yunjing and I must take responsibility. When we are young, we should indulge in indulgence and playfulness. , when it comes time to take responsibility, you won’t be able to protect your important people.”

"Yunjing has been like a little sun since he was a child. He is full of laughter and naughty wherever he goes. Every time he gets dirty and the nanny washes him, he still makes trouble. Even in front of his parents, he will Just rub your dirty hands and face into their arms.”

"But every time no matter how dirty he was, when he saw me, he would wipe his dirty hands behind his back before coming to hold my hand. I always thought he might be afraid of me, because at that time, I didn't seem to know how to Laughing, I wonder if I keep a straight face all the time, which makes him think I am fierce."

"As I get older, he will always come to play with me. If I don't have time to spend time with him, he will stay with me. Sometimes I forget that he is also around. My first extracurricular book was given by him. , Mom and Dad don’t allow me to read it. They carefully selected my book list. The Sherlock Holmes given by Yun Jing was given to me as a birthday gift after begging for a long time in front of my parents. "

"I don't know if they love me or not, but I gained family affection from Yunjing. Later, when I found out that I was not a child of the Ning family, but was abandoned by my biological mother, and that Yunjing had ulterior motives, I was actually confused. "For a moment, I even thought about the meaning of my existence, but I quickly put this emotion behind me."

"Because the education I received since childhood no longer allows me to think about these things weakly. At this time, I am actually grateful to my parents. I am not that emotional and will try my best to solve the problems in front of me. This is also due to education. ”

"It doesn't matter whether it's good or bad. I will judge it myself later, and I will use what I have learned to do things that benefit myself and will not harm others. I have not become a rigid machine because of the education I received, so I should not feel pain or discomfort because of it." ”

"The kindness I accepted must be repaid. If I hadn't been adopted by them, I don't know what I would have done, what kind of education I would have received, and what kind of people I would have met. The current situation is not bad for me. "

Lian Xi should be happy, because when she talks to him about her past, she always talks about Ning Yunjing. He can hear the importance of Ning Yunjing in her words, and many of her changes may be because of Ning Yunjing. The scenery made him jealous again.

"Brother, he didn't meet good parents either. When he was very young, he was forced to accept his mother's inexplicable hatred and some pressure."

"Now they have the ability to make decisions. I will not interfere with their feelings. They will solve these matters by themselves. If they need my help, I will not stand by and watch."

"But you are different. You are the person I chose in a safe and relaxed environment. I didn't feel unhappy when I met you, nor did I feel that your hugs or kisses made me uncomfortable. At least this kind of hug, I can't accept anyone other than you. Neither Yunjing nor my brother can."

Lian Xi slowly raised his head. He didn't have any auditory hallucinations, right?

He said there was something he had to do, right?

Even though he is not as important as Ning Yunjing and the others, he is still a different existence after all.

They can be intimate and honest with each other, but others cannot.

He relaxed his hands lightly, but still maintained his original posture and did not say a word. However, because the distance was too close, the two people's breaths were intertwined, their eyes met, and as their eyes moved, the atmosphere of ambiguity was quietly rising.

Ning Yuchu took half a step back, lowered her eyelids, and had an uncomfortable look on her face, "I didn't have a good meal tonight, I'm a little hungry now."

Lian Xi clasped the back of her head and kissed her lips gently. Then when she was stunned, he held her hand and said, "I'll go down and cook for you."

On weekdays, Ning Yuchu had dinner at home, and the servants packed up very early. After finishing their own affairs, they could all go to bed early. After Wen Cili and Ning Yunjing went to bed just now, they all went back to their rooms to rest.

At this moment, the two of them went downstairs, and no one noticed. Only the bodyguard heard the noise and came out to check. Seeing that they were holding hands and going downstairs, they closed the door and went to rest.

Going to the kitchen, Lian Xi took off his suit and hung it on the back of the chair outside. Ning Yuchu bought it for him, and he loved it very much.

After loosening the buttons on his cuffs and rolling up his sleeves, he went into the kitchen. Ning Yuchu had already put on an apron, opened the refrigerator and took out the eggs.

Hearing the noise, he looked at him with a smile, "Would you like some tomato and egg noodles?"

Lian Xi stepped forward and said hurriedly: "I'll do it."

Ning Yuchu took the tomatoes and eggs and walked to the sink, "Didn't I eat the food you cooked last time? Let's eat what I cooked too."

"Didn't the food I made last time taste good?" Lian Xi's face was filled with the idea that you dislike me.

Ning Yuchu couldn't laugh or cry, "That's not what I meant."

Lian Xi turned on the faucet and took the tomatoes and eggs from her hand. While washing them, he looked at her, "With me here, asking you to cook will only make me feel incompetent. And I am happy to do this, I feel very happy when you eat the food I cook, and I feel loved by you, so just leave the cooking to me. If you can, just tie my apron for me. "