The whole world knows that Mr. Ji is chasing his wife

Jiang Di shifted his gaze to the document bag on the coffee table and asked, "What's in it?"

"The prenatal check-up report is yours." Ji Yan replied calmly.

After he finished speaking, he sat next to Jiang Di and said, "I'll watch it with you."

"I've seen the prenatal checkup report. Isn't everything normal?"

"The one you saw is fake." Ji Yan pointed to the coffee table, "This is the real thing."

"Why are you showing me a fake one?"

Ji Yan pursed his thin lips and hesitated for a while before replying: "You'll know after you see it."

Seeing Ji Yan's nervous expression, Jiang Di picked up the document bag with some doubts and pulled out the few papers inside.

She carefully read the contents of the prenatal checkup report, and her eyes gradually changed from doubt to disbelief.

"impossible!"

Jiang Di threw the prenatal checkup report on the table and shook his head crazily.

"I have seen the prenatal checkup report. My child is very healthy. How could he have hydrocephalus and congenital heart disease? This is absolutely impossible!"

Ji Yan held Jiang Di's hand and said with difficulty: "I don't want to believe it either, but this is the truth. The prenatal checkup report you saw before was forged by someone because I was afraid that you wouldn't be able to accept the reality. "

"Impossible...impossible!" Jiang Di muttered these words over and over again, obviously completely unacceptable.

"You said it could be forged, so this one must be a forgery!" Jiang Di searched his mind for Ji Yan's motive for doing this, and concluded: "You were just afraid that I would seek revenge on Lan Ying, so you lied to me! "

"Jiang Di." Ji Yan's eyes were filled with infinite sadness, "This prenatal checkup report is kept on file in the hospital. You can check it."

"So..." Jiang Di's eyes gradually lost their luster, and she murmured, "It was me who failed to protect the child."

"There will be a chance after your body recovers." Ji Yan held Jiang Di's hand tightly, fearing that she would make another act of self-harm.

"what is the reason?"

"what reason?"

"What is the reason why the child... is not healthy?" Jiang Di tried hard to find his own fault. "Is it because I ate something I shouldn't have eaten during pregnancy? Or is it because I was exposed to computers for a long time and the radiation was too high?"

Ji Yan looked at her distressedly, as if a big hand was holding her tightly in her chest.

He didn't tell Jiang Di the truth at first because he was afraid that she would always blame herself for the fault and fall into endless self-blame and regret.

"It's not because of you, you are very good, you are a good mother." Ji Yan tried his best to comfort Jiang Di, "Maybe it's because we haven't had the right fate with our child, that's all."

Jiang Di didn't speak anymore, nor did he continue to cry.

She just leaned on the sofa and stared blankly at the white ceiling.

Even if she couldn't let go in the past, she still had someone to blame.

Strange Jiang Qifeng wanted to send himself to Ji's house to make money for him.

Blame Lan Ying for being so vicious and difficult to get along with that she actually made the plan go to her own belly.

It's strange that the nanny was at the mercy of others and took the money to enrich herself and kill her.

Wei Ji Yan turned a blind eye and ignored himself in the fire and water.

And now, who should she blame?

Do you blame yourself?

"Ha..." Jiang Di finally let out a bitter smile, "Blame me, blame me."

"I really don't blame you. The child belongs to both of us, and I am also responsible." Ji Yan hugged Jiang Di's limp body, as if he couldn't touch her bones.

"Can't we save him? His family is so rich, why can't he be saved?" Jiang Di asked desperately.

Ji Yan shook his head helplessly and said: "I have consulted many famous doctors at home and abroad, and they all said there is no way. Even if the child is born, the child will be in pain and will not live long..."

"So you..." Jiang Di's throat was blocked and he said with difficulty: "So you and Lan Ying added something to the nutritional meal and killed my child?"

"No matter how unhealthy it is, it is still a life! That is your biological child, her biological grandson! How could you do this? You are too cruel!"

Jiang Di hit Ji Yan on the back hard, trying to vent all his anger.

Ji Yan gritted his teeth and endured the pain in his back, choking and saying, "The child... was already dead when he was in your belly."

"What?! Already dead? But I can clearly...can clearly feel fetal movement..."

"It's already dead." Ji Yan hugged Jiang Di tightly, "If the stillborn fetus is not taken out early, the mother's life will be in danger. That's why I..."

Jiang Di's fist that beat Ji Yan gradually lost strength. She broke away from the man's arms and ordered word by word:

"Now, immediately, show me the real hospital files. The child is mine, and I have the right to know all the truth!"

Ji Yan looked at Jiang Di's serious look, hesitated for a long time and remained silent.

"What? Not willing?" Jiang Di always felt that Ji Yan was weird, "Is there something else you are hiding from me?"

Ji Yan still didn't answer.

"Have you forgotten what you promised me after the divorce? You said there would be no more secrets between us. You said that the future would be faced by two people together and that I would never be abandoned alone."

Jiang Di held Ji Yan's face and forced him to look at her.

"I want to see the file, now."

Ji Yan sighed helplessly and promised her: "Okay, I will contact the person right away, please wait a moment."

After saying that, Ji Yan walked to the floor-to-ceiling window, picked up his mobile phone and made a call.

"Send me the electronic medical records of Jiang Di's hospitalization during pregnancy. Yes, now."

Not long after hanging up the phone, Ji Yan's cell phone buzzed.

He clicked on the electronic file sent from the other side, handed it to Jiang Di, and said, "Take a look."

Jiang Di took the phone tremblingly, took a deep breath, and was mentally prepared before mustering up the courage to read on.

After reading all the pregnancy files, she completely understood why Ji Yan had been hiding the truth from herself.

"The speculations about the cause of the fetus are all related to me." She returned the phone to Ji Yan with a wry smile, "I really killed the child myself."

"I don't deserve to be a mother at all."

"No one is born knowing how to be a mother." Ji Yan knew that Jiang Di's thinking had fallen into a dead end again, "My aunt was lying in the hospital when you were pregnant, and since she had never been pregnant, she couldn't give you any advice. And my mother...you know, you can't count on her. And I, as the father of the child, I haven't fulfilled my responsibility."

"So it's not your problem at all. Stop blaming yourself, okay?"

"I'm under too much pressure in the Ji family." Jiang Di collapsed and grabbed his hair. "Only games can relieve my emotions."

"Sitting in front of the computer for long periods of time every day, staying up late, being irritable...I never thought that these might affect my children. I was too willful."

"Ji Yan." Jiang Di called the man's name softly, "Have you ever blamed me in your heart?"

Ji Yan did not answer, but Jiang Di seemed to have guessed the answer.

"You don't let me play games, not because you think I'm not doing my job properly, but because you think games and I are both the initiators of killing children."

"I don't think so." Ji Yan buried Jiang Di's face in his chest and comforted softly: "Stop dwelling on the past and look forward. We still have a long way to go."

"Words are always said lightly, but how can a person trapped in a situation get out?"

Jiang Di's tears instantly soaked Ji Yan's shirt, and he felt her sadness through the clothes.

Ji Yan knew that words of comfort were too pale and the power of words was always limited, so he was always silent, which made Jiang Di even less able to feel his feelings.

Since the divorce, he began to open up to Jiang Di and talk about everything. It was obvious that Jiang Di smiled at him a lot more than before.

Although the power of words is limited, as long as they try to communicate, there is no problem that two people cannot solve together.

"I am with you in everything, and I will accompany you out." Ji Yan's words were loud and sincere.

Jiang Di was very calm and buried his face in Ji Yan's arms without saying a word.

If the clothes on her chest weren't soaked through, Ji Yan would have thought she was asleep.

"Cry. After you've cried enough, live your life well."

"Will I have a future?" Jiang Di's voice was muffled, "It doesn't mean that there is a high possibility that my body will not be able to conceive..."

"Being unable to be a mother doesn't mean that a woman has no future. This is not your mission. You still have a career, friends, and me."

"And..." Ji Yan paused, "I know there is a person in Jiachuan City who may be able to help you recover, but my relationship with him is not very good. But don't worry, I will try my best for you."

After listening to Ji Yan's words, Jiang Di suddenly remembered someone.

Mrs. Ye once told her that there was a famous doctor named Gu who had cured many wealthy ladies from this problem.

Jiang Di then raised his head and asked with tears in his eyes: "Is that person's surname Gu?"

Ji Yan was surprised for a moment, "Have you heard of him?"

"Yes, Mrs. Ye mentioned it to me." Jiang Di nodded, tears falling from his eyes to his cheeks.

"Don't worry, I will take care of these things." Ji Yan touched the back of Jiang Di's head, as if comforting a wronged kitten.

But unexpectedly, Jiang Di rejected him.

"No need." Jiang Di broke away from Ji Yan's arms and stood up, "I don't need to bother you with my affairs from now on."

After hearing this, Ji Yan frowned instantly.

"What does trouble mean? Your business is my business."

Jiang Di wiped away the tears on his cheeks and said in a distant tone: "As you said, let the past pass. Ji Yan, you have become my past."

"Jiang Di." Ji Yan stood up immediately and said excitedly: "I don't want you to hide me in the past. I want you to include me in every day of the future!"

"So? Do you want me to remember that I killed my child every time I see you?!"