Addicted to Love, Mr. Fu’s Newly Married Wife

"Xu Xiaoxiao, you are also a woman, you have also loved someone, you should understand how I feel now."

Fang Xiaohui's voice trembled slightly, and her eyes showed both determination and helplessness.

Hearing this, Xu Xiaoxiao frowned and a trace of pain flashed in her eyes, which was the trace left by past experiences.

"I don't understand, Xiaohui. Love is about mutual affection. Nan Weiwei and Nan Yifeng are truly in love. What's the point of you getting in between? Are you being the third party?"

There was unquestionable firmness in her tone, and every word seemed to be chiseled from the bottom of her heart, heavy and sincere.

Fang Xiaohui's eyes were slightly red. She lowered her head, and her long eyelashes cast a shadow under her eyelids.

"Xiaoxiao, you don't understand... There are indeed many men in this world, but my heart only sees him. That feeling is like a light that suddenly lights up in the vast sea of ​​people. I can't ignore it, and I can't extricate myself from it."

Xu Xiaoxiao sighed, her tone softened, but her stance remained the same: "Xiaohui, I understand how you feel, because I once loved someone, but in the end, I realized that true love should not be based on hurting others or making yourself suffer. Nan Weiwei, she is a good girl, she should not suffer unwarranted pain because of your feelings."

Fang Xiaohui's tears finally slid down, dripping onto the cold table top, splashing ripples.

"I know, I know everything...but I can't control my heart. It's like it's being pulled by something, step by step towards that abyss. Xiaoxiao, what should I do?"

Xu Xiaoxiao reached out and held Fang Xiaohui's hand, and the warmth passed through her palm.

"Xiaohui, there's nothing wrong with facing your feelings bravely, but more importantly, we have to learn how to properly handle these feelings. Perhaps, you should give yourself a chance to let go and find the happiness that truly belongs to you."

Outside the window, the light in the dark hotel room reflected on the faces of two people.

Under the dim lights of the hotel, Nan Yifeng lay quietly on the bed, his face pale, as if all life had been drained out of him.

Fang Xiaohui's gaze stayed on Nan Yifeng for a moment, a complex emotion flashed in her eyes, then she turned her head and continued to say to Xu Xiaoxiao:

"Xu Xiaoxiao, do you think I really haven't tried to let go? But I can't do it. You don't understand, Nan Yifeng is like a light that suddenly lights up in the endless darkness, illuminating my entire world. Back then, he came to our village to do business and was unfortunately injured. It was my grandmother who saved his life. During the time he was recuperating in our house, he not only learned about my experience, but also taught my uncle's family a lesson and rescued me from that hellish family.

"He brought me into their organization, taught me skills, and trained me. Did you know? In that organization, women were never accepted, and I was an exception. I thought that he should at least treat me differently from other women. However, when I mustered up the courage to confess to him, he rejected me and alienated me, and even refused to return to the organization.

"Until this time, he was entrusted by Fu Yanchen to reluctantly return to the organization. I thought he had changed his mind, but I didn't expect that he just wanted me to protect you. Xiaoxiao, do you understand the feeling of falling from the clouds to the bottom of the valley? I have obviously tried my best to make myself better and more worthy of him, but why can't he see me? I still can't win his heart?"

Fang Xiaohui's voice was filled with bitterness and helplessness. Her eyes turned red again, as if she would cry at any time.

Xu Xiaoxiao felt mixed emotions as she listened to Fang Xiaohui's story.

She understood Fang Xiaohui's feelings, but could not agree with her approach.

"Xiaohui, I understand how you feel, but I can't let you go on like this. Nan Yifeng doesn't have you in his heart. This is a fact that you can't change. You can't hurt Nan Weiwei and destroy their relationship because of your persistence. Doing so will only put yourself in deeper pain." Although Xu Xiaoxiao's voice was soft, her tone was extremely firm.

Fang Xiaohui lowered her head and remained silent for a long time. She knew that what Xu Xiaoxiao said was right, but she couldn't convince herself to let go of her feelings for Nan Yifeng.

This love has taken deep root in her heart and has become a part of her that she cannot give up.

Seeing Xu Xiaoxiao remained silent, Fang Xiaohui laughed at herself in her heart and asked, "Xu Xiaoxiao, do you think I am despicable and shameless now? Yes, I also know that what I did is despicable, but what can I do? I know that my dirty behavior is wrong, and it can even be said to be disgusting."

Xu Xiaoxiao moved her mouth, not understanding why she had fallen into this kind of situation. Fortunately, she did not have a family as strong as the Lu family, and the Nan family was not weak either, otherwise Fang Xiaohui would probably be the second Lu Jingjing.

Fang Xiaohui continued to speak intermittently, "But...what can I do? I really can't control myself. I am really very grateful for his help. From the beginning, I treated him as a brother, and later, I gradually fell in love with him. I didn't want to, but...he gave me a different life. You can say that he saved me."

"So what? Even if he gave you a new life, a different life, you still ruined it in the end. Look at what you've done now? You drugged him, your benefactor, the light in your heart, and you wanted to do such a shameful thing, and you still expected him to love you as much as you love him? Fang Xiaohui, is there something wrong with your brain? Are you crazy? Weiwei and I treated you as a good friend and sister, and this is how you repay us?"

"I, I know it's not right, but what can I do?"

Fang Xiaohui squatted on the ground with her hands on her head, staring ahead with empty eyes, muttering to herself: "Xu Xiaoxiao, do you know? Do you understand? When he came to the store that day, I saw him and Nan Weiwei being intimate together. The look in his eyes when he looked at Nan Weiwei was full of love and doting. My heart felt like it was torn apart and in pain."

"He said Nan Weiwei was pure, kind, and like an angel. But if I had such a good family, I would also be so pure and kind. Especially when he told me in person that he only loved Nan Weiwei, I couldn't bear this blow. I loved him so much..."

At this point, Fang Xiaohui suddenly raised her head, tears flashing in her eyes, and said in a trembling voice: "But now, he has given his heart to another woman. How can I accept this? I am unwilling, I really am unwilling..."

"You know what? He said Nan Weiwei is different from other women. Why is she different? What's different about her?"

Xu Xiaoxiao, "......." Doesn't she know the saying that beauty is in the eyes of the beholder? No matter how others view Nan Weiwei, in Nan Yifeng's heart, she is the best.

His feelings for Nan Weiwei were like a deep ocean, embracing all her shortcomings and deficiencies.

This kind of love is not blind, but is based on mutual understanding, support and trust.

For Nan Yifeng, Nan Weiwei is the most beautiful flower in his heart. Even if there are other more beautiful flowers, they cannot replace her place in his heart.

Therefore, everyone has his or her own unique charm and value. As long as someone appreciates and cherishes it, it can become the most beautiful existence.

At this point, Fang Xiaohui's voice was already filled with obvious tears, her eyes were glistening with tears, and her lips were trembling slightly, as if she would collapse at any moment.

Tears slid down her fair cheeks, drop by drop onto the cold ground, splashing up teardrops.

Every tear was like a confession of her pain and grievances, which moved people. However, Xu Xiaoxiao was not a man and could not be moved.

Xu Xiaoxiao was silent for a moment. There was no blame in her eyes, only deep sympathy and understanding.

"Xiaohui, I don't think you are shameful. In this world, everyone has their own feelings and desires, and sometimes these feelings and desires make us do irrational things. However, this does not mean that you are wrong or shameful.

"Nan Yifeng helped you and gave you a new life. This is a fact. It is natural for you to have feelings for him. However, you cannot hurt others just because of your feelings, especially Nan Weiwei. She is innocent and she has the right to pursue her own happiness.

"As for you drugging Nan Yifeng and wanting to do that kind of thing... I know that this was a momentary impulse on your part and an extreme expression of your feelings for Nan Yifeng. However, doing this will not get you the result you want. Love cannot be forced, but requires the mutual proximity and attraction of two hearts.

"It's understandable that you can't bear seeing Nan Yifeng and Nan Weiwei being so intimate. However, you can't do something to hurt them because of this. You should learn to let go, learn to accept reality, and then find the happiness that truly belongs to you.

"Nan Yifeng said that Nan Weiwei is different from other women. Maybe in his heart, Nan Weiwei is really unique. However, this does not mean that you have no value or are not worthy of being loved. You are also unique, and you have your own advantages and charms. You should believe that one day, you will meet someone who truly understands you and cherishes you."

Although Xu Xiaoxiao's words made sense, Fang Xiaohui, who had already gone crazy, could not listen to them at all.

At this moment, Fang Xiaohui seemed to be shrouded in an obsession, with only her own goals and pursuits in her eyes.

She is full of stubbornness and persistence, and ignores all suggestions and advice from others.

No matter how hard Xu Xiaoxiao tried to persuade her, she could not break the solid barrier in Fang Xiaohui's heart.

Fang Xiaohui is like a person trapped in a maze, unable to extricate herself.

She persistently pursued the path she believed was right, ignoring the voices and opinions of those around her.

"Xu Xiaoxiao..."