Fast Travel: Those Years of Saving Destiny

At the age of fifty, He Aiguo was discharged from the hospital, but his injured leg was no longer strong enough to support him on the podium.

He Aiguo had been negative for a long time after leaving his job. After all, his wife at home always looked down upon him, and his son simply ignored him.

He Aiguo seems to be used to his wife's attitude. The only thing that makes him uncomfortable is his son's attitude, so quarrels have become a common occurrence. Of course, these quarrels are one-sided, because the child has always been indifferent to him. His attitude in replying, even if he tried to teach him a lesson, was to grit his teeth and remain silent.

When he was young, He Aiguo was very critical. Of course, this was also mixed with his own resentment, because for a long time he felt that it was because of the existence of this child that he was restrained. Later, when he met that person again, he actually Wuyan stood in front of the other party.

Xi Yanyan sneered at He Aiguo's self-deceptive idea and sarcastically replied, "I'm speechless. I think it's because you have low self-esteem. After all, he is already someone you can't reach. As a husband, She has high authority, she is also a person herself, and you will not be worthy of her even if you are reincarnated hundreds of times."

Listening to Xi Yanyan's words, He Aiguo wanted to refute, but he closed his mouth every time he opened his mouth, because even if he didn't want to admit it, he had to admit that what Xi Yanyan said was not wrong at all.

Watching the fleeting figure of the other party's husband on TV, He Aiguo felt inferior in his heart. In the past, he might have arrogantly retorted, but as the gap became wider and wider, his ambition had already been suppressed. There is nothing left.

"I am not lucky"

Many times when looking at the figure of that man's husband, He Aiguo would mutter to himself. Of course, the fantasy in his mind was also indispensable. He was the one who fantasized about marrying that man, and he was the one who fantasized about getting a promotion and a salary increase. But when the dream After waking up, he was still lying alone on his single bed, and outside the door could be heard the laughter of Xi Yanyan's mother and son.

He had never held that person, nor Xi Yanyan. No, no, he had held Xi Yanyan before. When did that happen? He Aiguo struggled to recall it, but he could only remember it from the memory in his mind. Picking out a few bits and pieces, he was so confused that he thought it was just his illusion.

But it doesn't matter, he has no love for Xi Yanyan, only responsibility. He tried to get rid of this responsibility before, but the broken leg that year made him unable to get rid of it anymore, not to mention that he was forced to commit suicide before Xi Lao Xi's mother died. The oaths he made bound him tightly to this place from which he could never escape.

Quietly looking at the yellowed roof, He Aiguo felt that the room was very quiet, and separated by a wall was the family happiness of Xi Yanyan, mother and son. They were like two worlds separated by a wall. He Aiguo was very I wonder how I ended up living like this.

He was obviously a high-spirited young man in the past, but later, an injury changed his life. He didn't know whether he should resent Xi Yanyan for acting as someone else, or resent her for being too temperamental and unable to melt into the eyes of others. The decisive Rong Luo, or maybe he had doubts in his heart, but his heart moved when he heard about the other person's family background, which led to everything that followed.

Thinking about it now, maybe he is the source of everything, but He Aiguo really dare not admit it. After all, he has hated and complained about this all his life. If everything is his fault, it will be unbearable for him. .

Rather than blaming it on himself, it would be better to blame it on the temptation of others. He Aiguo hypnotized himself and urged him to believe it. If he was uneasy at the beginning, he became determined later, especially when he saw his son. After his wife's indifference to him and his wife's neglect of him, He Aiguo's thoughts became more determined.

Xi Yanyan outside the door was chatting with her son at this time, but she kept looking at He Aiguo's door from the corner of her eye, but no matter how she raised her voice, no one in the room moved. Instead, Xi Yanyan Yanyan's mood became worse and worse.

As a son, Xi Liu was the most sensitive to Xi Yanyan's emotional changes. Looking at Xi Yanyan who was frequently distracted even though she was talking to him, Xi Liu sighed in his heart, "Mom, dad will retire after finishing his retirement today." I have been lying in the house all day, if you are worried, just go in and have a look."

However, after he finished speaking, Xi Yanyan not only did not go in, but also increased her voice, as if she wanted to wake the people inside. Unfortunately, no matter how they raised their voices, there was no movement inside.

Xi Liu has long been accustomed to such a situation, but Xi Yanyan is still not used to it. Perhaps she has never been used to it, otherwise she would not have been so angry because of He Aiguo's refusal to divorce when she was about to graduate. He broke the opponent's leg, which later delayed the treatment and caused the opponent to become disabled.

When Xi Liu was young, he resented why his father and mother were not like other people's families, but later Xi Lao and Xi's mother Xu noticed his resentment, so they separated Xi Yanyan and He He despite Xi Yanyan's obstruction. The grievances between Aiguo poured out. From then on, Xi Liu was in a very contradictory state. He wanted to get close but did not dare to get close. Later, He Aiguo's rough discipline against him made him even more discouraged.

As he grew older, Xi Liu had already passed the age of longing for his father's love, but looking at his increasingly nagging mother, he both wanted the two to separate but also didn't want them to separate.

As for Xi Liu's entanglement, Xi Yanyan had no idea about it. She looked at the door in a daze. Even if she hadn't walked in, she could imagine that the other party must be lying on the bed staring at the ceiling in a daze.

As a pillow person, Xi Yanyan didn't say that she had a 100% understanding of He Aiguo's psychology, but she did have a 70-80% understanding of it, so she never regretted breaking He Aiguo's leg, let alone delaying his treatment. Which led to her bad behavior. After all, only in this way can He Aiguo stay by her side. Even if there is no love, it doesn't matter. After all, she is the person she insists on. Only if the other person stays can she tell her the choice she just made. correct.

It's just that over the long years, with the death of her parents and the growth of her son, Xi Yanyan's inner thoughts about love have also been wiped away. Looking at He Aiguo under the same roof, she feels like a mosquito. a feeling of.

Or maybe it's because without the robbery, this person who was once tall and flawless in her heart has now become no different from ordinary people, or even worse than them. After all, they still care about their children, and He Aiguo was indifferent to his only child, and would occasionally go crazy and feel that the child was not close to him and would do anything arbitrarily. Of course, he was suppressed by Xi Yanyan every time.

At this time, Xi Yanyan had long lost the beauty of her youth. The butcher's knife of time had neither let go of her nor He Aiguo. Today, they are no different from ordinary middle-aged couples. He Aiguo has a plump figure, a round face, and the corners of his eyes are covered with wrinkles due to years of hard work. However, He Aiguo's figure is not out of shape, but his face has long lost collagen.

The days were coming to an end at a glance, and Xi Yanyan felt powerless. She reached out and patted Xi Liu's hand, and said softly, "Go and rest. Mom will cook."

Then the dinner table became even more unusually quiet, and the days continued like this, with no end in sight.