Abandoned after first marriage due to infertility, married into a wealthy family and had two childre

On Xue Shaoyang's seventeenth birthday, there were no flowers or grand banquet.

She sank in extreme pain and remained sober in deep joy.

Yan Chenzhou, who had lost his aloofness and indifference, embraced her tightly and lingered with her till death.

When the effect of the drug wore off and Yan Chenzhou woke up, he was faced with the mess and debauchery in the room. His elegant and noble face began to crack and his spirit collapsed several times.

There was no other way but to give him the medicine again.

However, the drug no longer has an aphrodisiac component, but more of a psychedelic effect.

After taking the medicine, Yan Chenzhou will return to being the noble and aloof Professor Yan that she once knew.

He would treat her as his wife, be gentle and considerate to her, and speak softly to her.

Xue Shaoyang was sober, and she certainly knew that these were all illusions caused by drugs.

However, she was addicted to it.

She enjoys this beautiful life of living day by day and staying with her lover.

In this paradise that needs to be maintained by drugs, she and he finally get married.

Three months later, she discovered she was pregnant.

When she told Yan Chenzhou the news, she could clearly see the joy on Yan Chenzhou's face.

He held her in his arms with trembling hands, kissed her hair and stroked her face.

Every night, he would carefully hold her to his chest and put his hands on her belly, calling it - holding both of you in the palm of his hand.

During that time, she was so happy that she didn't know what day it was.

She imagined over and over again, would the little life that carried her and Yan Chenzhou's blood look like her or him?

She named her Xue??.

Her surname, plus Yan Chenzhou's surname, together formed the name of the flesh and blood in her belly.

She didn't have the extravagant hope of keeping Yan Chenzhou by her side forever, nor did she have the heart to keep controlling him with drugs.

She was afraid that over time, the drugs would damage his body, erode his mind, and turn him into a complete fool.

She only hoped that after Yan Chenzhou left, she could keep the memory of him in her mind and raise him up well.

So that she won't feel lonely and desperate in the days without him.

This was her last insistence and also her biggest concession!

Who would have thought that Yan Chenzhou wouldn't even give her this last bit of warmth.

His body developed drug resistance under day-to-day drug control.

The same dose of hallucinogenic drugs could no longer completely control him, but she was so immersed in happiness that she didn't notice it.

The little life in my belly grew up little by little, and gradually there were fetal movements. During the color ultrasound, I could see the little guy's tiny hands and feet.

At that time, Xue Shaoyang felt that every day was like a dream.

Without the heavy schoolwork and no need to worry about the group affairs, she only needs to focus on taking care of her baby and be a cared-for little woman.

Later, she gave birth safely to a chubby, fair little girl.

As a new mother, she was filled with great joy and happiness. Holding her daughter, looking at her chubby little hands and feet, and watching her yawning softly, her heart melted.

Therefore, she ignored the coldness in Yan Chenzhou's eyes when he looked at her.

On the day when his daughter was one month old, Yan Chenzhou suggested going to the suburbs to relax.

He hugged her, his voice low and gentle: "I don't want outsiders to disturb us, is it okay for just the three of us?"

a family of three.

What warm words.

She was dazzled by this bubble-like happiness, and nodded hurriedly as if she had lost her mind: "Okay."

Then, like any ordinary couple in the world, they packed their bags, carried their infant daughter in their arms, and went to a farm outside Beijing.

The first two days after arriving at Zhuangzi were all normal.

Yan Chenzhou would hold his daughter and read poems to her in the corridor.

That beautiful scene is as warm as a painting.

However, on the third day, the gentle and elegant Professor Yan took off his disguise.

As she held her daughter and lovingly took her little hand from her mouth, he forcefully snatched the swaddling clothes from her hands.

Immersed in happiness, she looked at her empty arms like a fool, totally unable to predict what he was about to do.

Yan Chenzhou walked to the only well in the yard, lowered his eyes to look at the baby in the cradle who was babbling with his mouth open. There was a barely perceptible hesitation and tenderness in his cold eyes.

Xue Shaoyang reminded softly: "Chen Zhou, it's dangerous there, hurry up and carry... over here."

Hearing her voice, Yan Chenzhou put away the hesitation in his eyes, and when he looked back at her, his eyes were full of disgust:

"This child should not exist in this world. She is the witness of my infidelity to Mingxi. She is a stain that I will never be able to wash away in my lifetime."

"Only when she's gone can I give Mingxi an explanation."

After saying this, he turned his eyes away, hardened his heart and let go of the swaddling clothes in his hands.

Xue Shaoyang was stunned.

After realizing what happened, she let out a heart-wrenching cry: "No——"

His body was struck by overwhelming grief and collapsed to the ground.

She struggled to climb to the well, trying to save her child.

This is a mother's instinct. Even if she dies, she wants to die with her daughter.

Her daughter is so young and needs care the most. Who will take care of and protect her when she gets there?

Tears of blood flowed from her eyes, her world became blurry, and as the world spun around her, the only thing she could see was the well.

She had to crawl faster. Every second she crawled would increase her daughter's chance of survival.

"??......??......"

With a discordant whimper coming from her throat, she finally crawled to the edge of the well.

The dark well mouth was like the mouth of a wild beast, swallowing up her hope and her only warmth.

Without hesitation, she jumped into the well.

A pair of large hands suddenly reached out, grabbed her falling body, and dragged her back to the ground.

"Xue Shaoyang, you have to stay alive." A cold voice sounded in my ears.

Xue Shaoyang looked blankly at Yan Chenzhou, the man she loved to the core.

She couldn't understand. Even if Yan Chenzhou wanted to hate someone, he should hate her. Why...why was he taking his anger out on a child?

"Why?"

The trembling lips made no sound, only movement.

Yan Chenzhou understood her lip shape and smiled coldly.

"You ignored my true feelings and used despicable means to separate Xixi and me. Have you ever thought about how painful it would be for Xixi?"

"So, what qualifications do you have to die?"

She stared blankly at the man's thin lips opening and closing, spitting out cold words, forgetting to think, forgetting where she was and what she was supposed to do.

"Xue Shaoyang, you must remember what your daughter looks like, her soft and fragrant little body, and her adorable look when she relies on you wholeheartedly."

"I hope you will hate me for the rest of your life, just as I hate you."

Yan Chenzhou let go of her hand and let her body collapse to the ground.

A graceful figure slowly walked towards the courtyard. Xue Shaoyang, with his bloodshot and blurred vision, struggled to recognize that it was Qin Mingxi.

And when Yan Chenzhou turned to Qin Mingxi, the coldness in his eyes instantly dissipated, and they became as warm as the sun in winter.

Xue Shaoyang fell to the ground, feeling excruciating pain.

The pain was so intense that it felt like all the blood in my body had frozen, my hands and feet were numb, and my body was twitching uncontrollably.

Dust blurred her vision and her dry eyes could no longer shed tears.

"Xue Shaoyang, you can't die. If you die, no one in this world will remember that there was a little girl named ?? who once came into this world."

It was Qin Mingxi's voice.

She had approached her at some point, looking down at Miss Xue, who was curled up in the mud and twitching in pain, with a sarcastic voice.

"Xixi, let's go."

Yan Chenzhou stretched out his hand, a smile on his lips and gentle eyes.

Qin Mingxi nodded: "Okay."

As well-matched as their backs were as they walked away together, as miserable as Xue Shaoyang looked as he rolled in the dust.

She opened her scarlet eyes, and deep within them was a madness and hatred that could destroy the world.