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Chapter 61 Is it regret? Is it a dream?
Bai Xiaowei slept very deeply, as if she had slept for a century.
She had a long dream. In the dream, she was just a little child. She was not loved by her parents, had no clean clothes, and her hair was messy and smelled... Because she could not pay the tuition, she was pushed out of the classroom by the teacher. I was forced to stand in the corridor and was teased by my classmates for wearing shabby clothes...
She knew that these were all dreams, and she also knew that they were not dreams.
These are her real childhood experiences, but she knows very well that these have passed. Now she is a prosecutor with a decent job and a stable income. She will no longer be disliked and suffered as before. People roll their eyes.
However, she couldn't wake up.
She tried her best to tell herself, don't cry, don't cry, it's all over, it's all over... But the little self in the dream was still crying, her little body was shaking, and she was all alone. Standing in the corridor, listening to the sound of books in the classroom...
"Xiaowei..."
When she was most helpless, a kind old man walked towards her tremblingly and stretched out his hand: "Don't cry, come to grandma."
She ran towards the old man crying, threw herself into his warm arms, and burst into tears: "Grandma - grandma -"
The old man patted her head with his rough hands and murmured to comfort her... Gradually, she stopped crying and reached out to hug the old man's waist. However, she found that the touch was wrong. But it was Li Haoxuan's face.
The face with a green face was full of a doting smile: "Xiaowei, can you be my girlfriend? I love you, I am willing to give my life to you, I can't live without you... ..”
fraud! Don't agree, it's all a lie! Also, where is grandma? Where has grandma gone?
Bai Xiaowei shook her head in fear and looked around for the trembling figure, only to find that Bai Xiaowei in her dream nodded shyly.
She was anxious, but there was nothing she could do.
"Wow-wow-"
A baby cried. Bai Xiaowei followed the sound and found that at some point, she was no longer outside the classroom, and Li Haoxuan was no longer around.
Looking around, she was in a strange place, surrounded by fog, and a towering tree blocked the sky. Under the big tree, at the root of the tree, there was a white and tender baby crying loudly.
For some reason, Bai Xiaowei felt a heart-wrenching feeling when she heard the baby's cry, as if mother and child were connected. She trotted over and held the baby in her arms.
Bai Xiaowei had no experience in raising children and didn't know how to coax them. When she was worried, she saw that the crying baby slowly stopped crying as soon as it came into her arms. The big tears were still hanging on her face, but Suddenly a big smile broke out.
Bai Xiaowei's tightened brows relaxed, and she smiled when she looked at the baby's fair face.
"Mom——" A milky cry suddenly came from the baby's mouth.
Bai Xiaowei was stunned, who was he calling?
She reached out and touched the baby's smooth skin. It felt so good that she couldn't help but squeeze it again.
"Mom——" Seeing Bai Xiaowei ignoring him, the baby seemed a little unhappy, frowned, and suddenly jumped out of Bai Xiaowei's arms.
"Hey -" Bai Xiaowei was so anxious that she reached out to pick it up, but didn't catch it.
She saw the white and tender baby crawling into the tree hole in the blink of an eye, with only a small face looking at her: "I don't want you anymore."
After saying that, he was no longer seen.
"Don't-" Bai Xiaowei shouted with a cry.
She ran over, but the hole in the tree was only as big as a basketball, and Bai Xiaowei couldn't get in. She reached into the hole to dig out, but found nothing after searching for a long time. She lay down at the entrance of the tree hole and looked in, and saw something dark inside. Can't see it either.
It's over, she lost the child!
Bai Xiaowei sat dejectedly with her back against the big tree, feeling that she had really failed in her life. No matter how hard she tried, nothing could be saved in the end.
Tears fell like rain, and she just leaned against the tree, crying hysterically and heartbroken...
The misty songs are ringing in my ears, I knew it was just an old dream, don't sigh, my heart is as cold as water, winter is gone and spring is returning, and the hills are covered with flowers...
who? Who is singing?
Consciousness gradually returned, and Bai Xiaowei, who was in chaos, was slowly brought back to reality by the singing that floated in from the window.
When she opened her eyes, the room was dark and she couldn't see anything, but the smell in the room was unfamiliar. Although her mind was dizzy, she knew that this was not her home.
So where is she? And what’s with the coldness on your face? She reached out and touched her face. Her hands were wet and her hair was wet and uncomfortable. Was she crying?
With this understanding, Bai Xiaowei smiled bitterly. After waking up, everything in the dream was no longer real, and she couldn't remember it clearly. Only the touch of the baby in her arms and the way she cried bitterly at the end were still there. Remember deeply.
It turns out that only in dreams can she cry freely.
After a good sleep, she was still very tired and had no strength. Bai Xiaowei didn't know what time it was or how long she had slept.
After waking up, her headache was relieved a little, but her eyes were sore and painful. Thinking of having to go to work tomorrow, she hesitated to get up and tried to find a towel to apply to her eyes.
My hands were groping on the bed for a long time, but I couldn't find my phone, and I didn't know where I put it before going to bed.
At this time, Bai Xiaowei was completely awake and knew that she was renting a house. But the problem was that she was very unfamiliar with the layout of the house. She didn't even look at the layout of the room during the day and didn't even know where the light switch was.
In the darkness, Bai Xiaowei thought that when she had money to buy a house in the future, she would install voice-activated lights in the room, so that no matter when she shouted, the lights would turn on.
After sitting in the darkness for a while, her eyes gradually adapted to the darkness of the room. With the light coming through the gaps in the curtains, Bai Xiaowei slowly walked to the window and opened the curtains.
In an instant, all kinds of lights rushed in outside the window, illuminating the small room clearly. Bai Xiaowei also saw the switch on the wall as she wished.
She walked over and turned on the switch, and the room suddenly became brighter. She saw the mobile phone lying on the floor.
After closing the curtains again, Bai Xiaowei looked around. The room was very new and there was not much dust. The agency should have hired someone to clean it, which saved her a lot of trouble. She only needed to take out the gifts she brought and put them away.
It's just that she still doesn't have the strength, so don't worry yet.
She took off her sweat-soaked clothes, walked to the shower room and took a shower, then found clean clothes from the box and put them on.
After finishing cleaning, Bai Xiaowei leaned against the bed and picked up her phone.
The moment the phone screen turned on, Bai Xiaowei suddenly felt warm in her heart. Although she could not remember the scene in her dream clearly, the feeling of loneliness and helplessness was always with her, making her feel as if she had been abandoned by the whole world.
But now, she feels that she is too pessimistic. If you look at the missed calls and unread text messages on the screen, doesn't it mean that many people are caring about her?
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