Rebirth 95: The campus goddess is awesome!

Unfortunately, Ren Xuexin was right once again.

He went to Xia Yutong to explain the original misunderstanding.

But the past had hurt Xia Yutong too deeply.

In Xia Yutong's warm and bright world, Ren Xuexin and Wen Yan were like two evil abyss that people could not see the bottom of. Just thinking about them would make her shudder.

She didn't give Wen Yan any chance to explain. She only left a faint sentence: "Don't appear in front of me again! I hate you! I hate the endless hypocrisy and cunning hidden under your gentle appearance!"

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Since then, Wen Yan has indeed not appeared in front of Xia Yutong again.

But this does not mean that he has also let himself go.

He found out that Xia Yutong applied for the University of Finance and Economics in the provincial capital, so he went nearby and applied for the Normal University in the provincial capital.

In his spare time, he would always go to Xia Yutong's school. Even if he just glanced at her from a distance and gave her a cup of milk tea that she loved to drink, he was very content.

But gradually, he found that the girl seemed to have undergone a transformation, becoming more and more beautiful and dazzling.

Countless suitors gradually surrounded her.

But he could only watch helplessly, unable to do anything.

He didn't have the courage to walk up to her again and ask for her forgiveness.

Then, the number of times he went gradually became less and less, because he was afraid that at some point, he would see a scene that stung his eyeballs.

But one year has passed...

Two years have passed...

three years have past……

The girl never accepted anyone's pursuit.

Until she graduated from college, she never had a relationship.

His heart seemed to be alive again...

Could it be that...his girl...is also hiding him in her heart?

But, because of his "abandonment", he buried this feeling deeply?

He tried to walk in front of her again...

But before he could get closer, he heard the girl complaining to her best friend.

Best friend: "You are so busy working day and night that you don't even have time to eat well. Why don't you want to find a boyfriend and take good care of you?"

Xia Yutong: "Put it down! You also said that I am so busy with work that I have no time to fall in love! Now is the critical period of my internship, so how can I think about those things!"

Just because of her words, the courage he finally mustered up immediately disappeared.

He retreated back to a safe distance.

Apart from occasionally going to the cafe opposite her company, drinking a cup of coffee, and watching her get off work, he could do nothing.

Fortunately, later on, he finally found something he could do for her.

Seeing that she was so busy and often worked overtime, she didn't even have time to eat dinner.

He then found a close colleague of hers in the company and asked her to help deliver food, but he only said that he ordered too much takeout and threw it away...

In this way, year after year, the years are wasted in the long river of time...

Until he was thirty-two years old, his mother gave him an ultimatum. If he refused to have a girlfriend and get married, she would sever the relationship with him.

His mother was a very intellectual and elegant woman. For so many years, she allowed him to wander around alone and willfully.

Because she understands him, understands the pain of not being able to love him, and understands his original intention to find his love.

But as year after year passed, he still failed to bring home the girl he loved.

The mother really couldn't bear that her son was stuck in the past and couldn't extricate himself, so she wanted to give him a push.

So, she gave this ultimatum.

Or, just stand in front of the girl you love and express your feelings...

Or let go of the past and start over...

At this moment, Wen Yan was actually at a loss. He didn't even know if his girl still remembered him...

But he didn't want to give up just like that, so he chose to walk in front of her again.

He came to the familiar coffee shop again.

Unlike in the past, when he only dared to sit in a corner where she couldn't see, this time, he chose a location with an excellent view. As soon as the girl came in, he could see her at a glance.

The closer it was to the girl's time to get off work, the more nervous he became. The crazily beating heart in his chest made him seem to be back to that boyhood, that... moment when the girl suddenly approached him... his heart was beating wildly, but there was a thread leaking from the tip of his heart. A hint of sweetness...

Finally, he saw the girl again.

At this moment, she was confident and energetic, with a beauty that emanated from her bones, which fascinated his nerves.

But the girl didn't seem to see him.

She was chatting happily with her colleagues next to her.

He hesitated and didn't dare to step forward, and kept mentally building himself up...

He sat next to her and listened to her chatting with her colleagues through the partition.

Colleagues couldn't help but repeat the same old tricks to her, and persuaded her to find a boyfriend quickly.

But her answer made his hot heartbeat instantly cool down.

She said: "What kind of boyfriend are you looking for?! Are you looking for a burden to yourself?!

Look at me! What a wonderful life! If you have a car, a house, money and leisure, you can do whatever you want, why should you burden yourself? ! "

She said: "Look! How many married people either complain that their parents-in-law are unreasonable, or their husbands are inconsiderate, or their children are disobedient. I must have been so upset that I jumped into this abyss!"

She said: "I still have a lot of beautiful scenery to see and a lot of delicious food to eat. No one should come to ruin my wonderful life as a single noble! If anyone dares to come and ruin it, I will fight with them!"

She said: "I don't have a man in my heart, so I will be a god with my sword drawn! I have that time to fall in love, so I might as well work hard on my career. Our director is about to retire, and I still want to work hard to conquer this position." Come down!"

Listening to her words again and again, his heart slowly cooled down.

He has never understood so clearly at this moment: his girl doesn't need him!

Looking at the girl and her colleagues leaving, Wen Yan's eyes gradually became moist.

He drank the bitter coffee that had cooled down in one breath, letting the bitterness in his mouth gradually spread, hoping that the bitter coffee could alleviate the bitterness that spread from the bottom of his heart...

From then on, he accepted the blind date arranged by his mother, married a gentle and beautiful girl, and lived a happy life with her.

He never went back to the girl who occupied his entire youth, but he also buried her deeply in the most precious and softest place in his heart...

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When Wen Yan got up in the morning, he felt a splitting headache, as if his whole head had been run over by a car.

It should be a dream, but he felt as if he was actually there.

He even felt absurdly that this seemed to be his previous life...