Conan: I won’t clean up my innocence after joining the organization

In the study.

The curtains here were all drawn, leaving only a few faint rays of light.

The floor of the study room is covered with paper, with dense writing on it.

The rustling sound never stopped.

It sounds a little annoying.

Ai Tanihara is immersed in writing.

Every time I finish writing a piece of paper, there is one more piece of waste paper on the ground.

It's just that there are only three words written on those papers.

It was also a sentence she kept repeating.

"sorry."

[Host, don’t do this]

The pen in his hand fell instantly.

The moment she put pen to paper, Tanihara Ai's spirit was shaken and her body was trembling.

She covered her head and huddled up in the chair.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I don't want to do this either."

She didn't dare to read those words.

It's clearly written like a confession.

But it's more like a vengeful torture on myself.

At the end of the torture, she was the only one left in the world.

[Host, Matsuda is here]

Ben's words that just tried to bring back Tanihara Ai became a silver needle.

It sinks into the heart silently and makes people suffocate.

"Matsu...Tian?"

Ai Tanihara's gray eyes gained a glimmer of light, and in the next second, her originally pale lips became even paler.

Subconsciously, she didn't want that person to see her like this.

Too embarrassing.

Her arms were bent to cover her face.

The already thin body was now just a ball.

"I'm sorry, I didn't protect them well."

"I'm sorry, I hurt them."

"sorry Sorry."

"..."

The already dark room was even more depressing now.

In the huge study room, only Ai Tanihara's voice could be heard muttering to herself.

[Sorry, host, he is not here]

【I lied to you】

Tanihara Ai was still apologizing to herself.

There is no response to the system.

I remained immersed in the world of mental breakdown for several days until I was exhausted.

She fell to the ground and passed out.

Time has no meaning at the moment.

Continuous struggle will never lead to peace.

When Ai Tanihara woke up again, it was time to receive an organizational mission.

Tanihara Ai looked at the task on the text message and subconsciously wrote it down.

Her mood has become much more stable, much better than before.

At least he looks like a normal person now.

Ai Tanihara cleaned up the study and walked into the bathroom as if it had never happened.

Heat rises and water washes over the body.

She lost weight again in the mirror.

He slapped a handful of water on his face.

Ai Tanihara looked at herself in the mirror, looking a little haggard, and lowered her eyes.

After cleaning herself up, Ai Tanihara returned to her usual gentle state.

Go into the kitchen and open the refrigerator.

Take out the fruit inside and start eating.

She needs food to sustain her body.

If possible, she didn't want to die like this.

Over the years she has had her mood swings from time to time.

Such self-regulation is the norm.

[Host, why don’t we go out and play today? We can put the mission aside for a while]

Tanihara Ai shook her head and smiled.

"How can you give up so easily after taking on all the tasks?"

"It seems that you still like to be lazy, Xiaobai, and this is not okay."

【I'm not】

The system feels a little aggrieved. Its original intention is to care, but it also knows that the host always values ​​everything more important than itself.

This is true even for organizational tasks.

Ai Tanihara went out humming a song.

At this moment, there is no calendar in the entrance hall.

After realizing that the world's time was beginning to become chaotic, Ai Tanihara burned the calendar, out of sight.

As soon as he opened the door, he saw Gin leaning in front of the car.

Seeing Tanihara Ai going out, Gin also raised an eyebrow.

Years of cooperation allow the two to know what the other wants to do with just one look.

'This person will definitely try to trick me later and ask me what I have been doing these days. ｀

｀How disgusting. ｀

Tanihara Ai pouted and got into the car.

Gin put out his cigarette and got into the driver's seat.

Knowing that he would not answer seriously if asked, Gin simply chose not to ask this time.

After getting in the car, Ai Tanihara always paid attention to whether Gin was talking with her peripheral vision.

I don't know if it's her imagination, but it feels like Gin's hair is much whiter.

"Hey, Gin, I have other tasks now. It's not good to exploit my colleagues."

"Calling you will naturally help."

Ai Tanihara tilted her head, "Am I useful?"

Tanihara Ai pondered for a moment, but still couldn't figure out what was useful about herself.

On the contrary, the longer she stayed in the organization, the more she felt that Karasuma Renye's evaluation of her was correct.

This face is her best feature, among others.

Marksmanship, driving, reasoning, cooking...

A little bit but not much.

Even the most outstanding combat ability is only 50-50 equal to Kyogoku Shin.

"I think the vodka does more than me."

After all, he is better than me.

On the drive.

"Vodka is still on a business trip and has no time."

"Tch, I knew it."

"By the way, what's the mission this time?"

"Take a piece of that idiot's pie."

Tanihara Ai thought for a few seconds.

"The ones in Italy? I remember someone on the dark web wanted to clean those gold coins."

Gin raised his lips and smiled.

"It seems like your brain can work too."

"I'll just take it as your compliment."

Half an hour later, the car stopped in front of a club.

The two got out of the car.

Ai Tanihara, who was still a little dissatisfied at first, put on a smile and walked into the club with gin.

"Wait, please show me the invitation letter." The service boy at the door stopped the two of them.

Tanihara Ai's fingers were slightly pointed.

(Invitation letter, take it out)

(No)

(6)

Tanihara Ai just wanted to roll her eyes when she saw the information Gin gave.

Pretending to search in the bag, Tanihara Ai showed an apologetic smile.

"I'm really sorry. I accidentally forgot. It seems I won't have a chance to go in this time."

Ai Tanihara raised her eyes.

Her elegant and decent smile leaves no doubt about Tanihara Ai’s true condition.

"It's okay. Miss, you can give me a name and I'll register it."

"Miyano Shiho," Tanihara Ai smiled, "then I'll trouble you."

Gin who was on the side glanced at Ai Tanihara, who was lying and her face was not red, but her heart was not beating, and didn't say anything more.