I also heard Master Huijue say, "There will always be shortcomings in things in this world. Sometimes, no matter how gentle the rain is, it can't prevent all kinds of unsatisfactory occurrences."

"But does that mean we deny everything?"

"Regret and sadness are also the background of life. Accept it...look at it head-on...let it go...all the past will eventually disappear like clouds of smoke."

There were waves in Liu Xiujun's eyes, and her mood was ups and downs.

Huijue added, "To reach this point, you have been stubbornly dwelling on the past, feeling sorry for yourself, hurting yourself and others..."

"It's better to step out bravely and become a drop of nectar in this evil world of five turbidities, guarding a small pure land..."

"Everything is determined by your heart."

For a smart and stubborn person like Liu Xiujun, it is useless to talk to her about cause and effect, retribution, and mind cultivation...

It would be better to directly stimulate her inner thoughts and drive her to do more meaningful things.

When she returns to work, saving lives and healing the wounded day after day, she will understand the meaning of life again.

Find the value and meaning of her existence in the world again.

……

That night.

In another Zen room in the temple.

Fu Shaozhong raised his hand and personally poured a cup of hot tea for Master Huijue.

The scent of tea lingers, blending with the sandalwood in the Zen room, giving it a different flavor.

"Thank you so much, Master, for what happened today!"

Liu Xiujun avoided seeing him, so he could only take the wrong approach.

Use grandma to send her here.

I hope that this peaceful Buddhist place can resolve the sadness in her heart and allow her to find peace of mind.

Stand up again.

Huijue picked up the teacup without ceremony and drank it all in one gulp.

“Good tea!”

Fu Shaozhong also picked up the tea cup and drank it all in one gulp.

Then he laughed self-deprecatingly, why did this top-notch Dahongpao only taste bitter when he drank it?

Yusef jumped over the wall and blew up the research base and everyone inside.

This was something he had not expected beforehand.

In fact, it was only half a minute off.

The explosion-proof expert he sent in, as long as he was given half a minute more, he would be able to disarm the alarm and rescue everyone locked in the secret room.

In that operation, his men also suffered casualties.

Fu Shaozhong was also heartbroken.

He could understand Liu Xiujun's mood.

But she didn't even give him a chance to explain, and directly sentenced their relationship to death in her heart.

This was unacceptable to Fu Shaozhong no matter what.

The two of them have been entangled for half their lives and finally got to this point. No one can stop them from being together.

Unexpectedly, something like this happened again.

Could it be...is it really God's will?

Huijue put down the tea cup and started twisting the beads in his hand again.

"You and her have not yet finished their mortal bond in this life. If you want to be truly together, you need to go through a lot of practice and hardships."

"You have to believe that after the storm, you can see the rainbow."

Fu Shaozhong couldn't help but smile bitterly, "This wind and rain is too strong... it's been too long."

Huijue said with a smile, "Actually, you and her are both tough-minded and talented people. If you let go of your obsession, maybe you can both create a new world."

"That's not a bad thing."

Fu Shaozhong lowered his eyes and gave Master Huijue another cup of hot tea.

"The Buddha said that life is always accompanied by troubles, and the root of troubles lies in obsession."

"But in this life, if you don't have obsessions, what's the point of living?"

"For example, you love this tea soup. If I take away this jar of Dahongpao today, I'm afraid you will be thinking about me for a long time."

"..." Hui Jue smiled faintly as it was rare for someone to stop her.

He picked up the tea cup and took another sip of tea, feeling the rich tea fragrance lingering between his lips and teeth.

"You're right. Without a little obsession, this person's life would indeed be a lot less interesting."

He put down the tea cup and said calmly, "In this life, it is not uncommon to encounter setbacks and injuries. The most precious thing is to encounter understanding."

"She just suddenly hit a dead end. You have to give her time and she will figure it all out."

Fu Shaozhong sighed.

"Most of her frustrations and hurts were caused by me."

"Sometimes, I also think that it would be the greatest misfortune for her to meet me in this life."

"Originally, she could have lived a normal life, without any ups and downs, but with a smooth and stable life."

"It was me who pulled her into that dark vortex."

"If she hadn't met me, she might have lived a happier life."

Huijue slightly raised the corners of her lips and sighed, "Letting go is also a kind of practice."

"If you can figure it out, let go from now on, and have no worries, you will be able to achieve great heights."

In the eyes of everyone, this man should not be an ordinary man who indulges in the love of his children.

He was born to be an eagle, with a high vision... His energy should be spent in more meaningful places.

Fu Shaozhong smiled bitterly and shook his head.

"But every time I think about it like this, I feel reluctant to let it go..."

"I have not been close to my family since I was a child. Due to my status and occupation, I have very few close friends."

"Even most of the time, I'm not even allowed to have real emotions and expressions."

"The me in everyone's eyes may not be who I am."

He looked at the chessboard placed between the two of them, his thoughts flying far away, "In those years when I was on the mission, I was talented, arrogant, ambitious, arrogant and frivolous in front of others, but behind me I was always cautious, long-term, high-load work and extremely restrained life. , which made my mental state almost collapse."

"She, whom I have known since I was young, is the only place where I can be willful and take a breather."

"Only when I am with her, I feel like myself, and I feel like I am truly alive, able to feel happy, sad, angry, and hurt..."

After a pause, Fu Shaozhong emphasized again, "During those years with her, it's not like I didn't struggle, suffer, and despair... but I was also truly happy."

"It seems that flowers have really bloomed in this barren heart..."

Fu Shaozhong had never spoken these words to anyone.

Even Liu Xiujun herself may not understand the true significance of her role in Fu Shao Center.

At this moment, perhaps the long-term emotions have been suppressed in my heart, forming a barrier lake.

He couldn't hold himself any longer and needed a flood outlet to release some pressure.

Fu Shaozhong raised his eyes and looked at the abbot, "Can you understand? In this relationship, I need her more."

"I don't just love her, but she represents a part of relaxation and indulgence in my life."

"If I had to live my life again, I think I would still not want to let her go."

After saying that, he laughed at himself and said, "Hey, why am I telling you this?"

"As soon as you become a monk, you will lose everything. You cannot understand the love, hate, anger and ignorance of us ordinary people..."

Huijue didn't care about his complaints, and smiled enigmatically, "All dharmas are empty, and cause and effect are not empty."

"All blessings and misfortunes in life are manifestations of one's own cause and effect."

"You can't break up with her, just wait."

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