After being bound by the system, Bai Yueguang and I reunited

Before I was twenty, I grew up in a honeypot.

After that, I saw hell

At first, Xiao Jue only appeared by my side occasionally.

He is gentle and elegant, with the mature demeanor unique to an adult male.

There is a certain degree of advance and retreat, and the line is stuck, so that people will not have any objectionable thoughts.

Until that day, I accepted Zhuma’s proposal and kissed him happily.

That was my happiest moment.

Therefore, Xiao Jue's almost cannibalistic gaze was ignored.

Afterwards, he invited me to dinner on the pretext of thanking me for my help a long time ago.

During the meal, he opened a bottle of red wine.

I was wary. The waiter brought the red wine and opened it on the spot, but I only took a sip.

In less than ten minutes, his eyes were shrouded in countless white light spots.

It dawned on me almost instantly that I had been drugged.

So stupid, I'm really stupid.

I actually believed his fake face when facing the media, and I didn’t see the waiter’s slightly trembling hands.

When I woke up, I was handcuffed to the bedside by long chains.

She also changed into a white suspender skirt style pajamas.

He smiled like a devil and whispered that it was just because he loved me so much.

I begged, I screamed, I threatened.

I tried everything I could think of.

But he just looked at me calmly, and when I finished going crazy, he said lightly, "It doesn't matter, I love you, you can do anything, as long as you are by my side."

Disgusting, really disgusting.

When I heard him talk about love, I couldn't help feeling nauseated, but I could only spit out some stomach acid.

My resistance angered him, so he punished me by being naked without anything to hide my shame.

Finally, he pretended to turn up the air conditioner temperature.

"You're not feeling well, don't catch a cold."

At that moment, his nonchalant expression almost destroyed my self-esteem.

It was as if I had been deprived of my existence as a human being and could only become his toy, or accessory.

He controls everything about me, including my joys, sorrows, and fears, and even obliterates my sense of self.

All night long.

I almost cried all the tears in my life.

In the morning, Xiao Jue appeared. He covered me with a quilt and applied medicine to my worn wrists and ankles.

"I feel really sorry for you like this, but I'm even more afraid of you leaving me, Mingyue."

His face came closer little by little, "It doesn't matter even if you hate me, as long as you can be by my side."

And my response was to bite his cheek hard.

It bites him so hard that I want to eat him!

Xiao Jue didn't say a word and even laughed.

"Put your mark on me, and I will be yours, Mingyue."

My whole body trembled.

He is a madman!

Xiao Jue took care of all my affairs.

At first, he wouldn't even let me go to the toilet and take a shower by myself.

He took the towel and wiped my body inch by inch, then hugged me and put me on the toilet.

I wasn't allowed to do anything.

"Mingyue, I love you, I am willing to do anything for you."

Because of his disgusting thoughts, I turned into a large doll in his hands.

If the memories of the past twenty years or so were not still there, I would almost think that I was really just a doll.

I learned not to resist anymore, trying to make him think that I had submitted, so that Xiao Jue could relax his guard.

But facing him trying to get close, I couldn't pretend at all.

With my trembling body and fearful eyes, I couldn't deceive myself into having sex with him.

Whenever this happens, Xiao Jue will always hug me and comfort me, "It's okay, Mingyue, I will wait until you are willing to accept me."

Seeing his forbearing and serious expression, I actually felt a little guilty.

Like it was such a mistake for me not to accept his love.

I tried to raise my arms to hug him, but my hands kept shaking.

Reason and sensibility are pulling at each other, and I have a splitting headache.

I began to lose control of my emotions and told me to compromise so that I would not be tortured.

While telling me to be rational, I was just sick to have feelings for a criminal.

However, too much time has passed, how many weeks? Or a few months? Why hasn't anyone come to me yet?

Dad, Mom, dear? Where are you? I am really scared!

The emotions had been accumulated for too long, and I couldn't hold them back once I released them. I became moody and unleashed all my bad temper on Xiao Jue.

I even held him to be able to get tired of me, and then let go of my little thoughts.

Then I suffered retaliation from him.

For the first time, Xiao Jue showed his violent side in front of me. He pinched my chin and forced me to look at photos of my fiancé.

My sweetheart is the most handsome person.

He fell into a pool of blood, covered in filth, and one of his legs was twisted.

"You rejected me just because of him, right? Mingyue, it's just a leg now, but next time, it won't necessarily be the case."

Even his breath was terrifying, he came up to me and kissed my face gently.

I dare not disobey him.

I knelt down in embarrassment, crying and begging.

He said you have to love me.

I cried and said yes.

He said that I could no longer refuse him, otherwise my parents would not be able to survive.

I begged him, I could do anything.

But........

Xiao Jue was actually smiling.

The more I begged, the happier he smiled.

After struggling for so long, I finally lowered my head and used the most despicable gesture to please him.

Trying to get a little bit of free space.

Maybe he got me and satisfied his possessiveness, so the chain on my hand was taken off.

I can also take a shower and go to the toilet by myself.

Every day, I have to say many times, I love you, Xiao Jue.

I thought I could save my parents by being humble.

They had already paid the price for saving an unlucky daughter.

How do I know this?

When Xiao Jue came back that day, I carefully asked if I could meet with my parents. If not, video chat would be fine.

I said, I want to marry you, so you must meet my parents.

He became visibly happy, then suppressed this emotion and rejected me.

At that moment, I understood.

I have nothing left.

When I was taking a shower, he didn't stand outside the door and look at me.

Expressively, I smashed the mirror with the shower head, wrapped my hands in a towel, and took out the sharpest piece.

When Xiao Jue heard the sound and rushed into the bathroom, he stabbed him decisively.

I succeeded and failed.

The fragment only punctured his back, and it was just flesh. Xiao Jue was too vigilant.

This time, he dragged me to the basement.

Only then did I realize how many innocent people Xiao Jue had hurt in a place I couldn't see.

The dying girl was lying on the ground, blood stains almost covering the entire wall.

The punishment this time is powerlessness.

He looked ferocious and abused the girl mercilessly, while telling me that if I hadn't angered him, the girl would not have died.

This girl died for me.

And I am her murderer.