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Shen Yu couldn't stay in this house any longer, but it was impossible for her to run out and be self-reliant.

She began to look forward to school so she wouldn't have to go back to her suffocating home.

Although studying is hard, when he thinks that his future may be affected by his family if he does not study well, Shen Yu suddenly feels that it is important to study well.

In fact, Shen Yu was very conflicted. She was indeed disappointed with her mother, but she could not easily let go of her feelings for her family.

Even she still had some expectations in her heart, expecting her mother to tell her that Shen Yu was also their baby, and that Shen Yu was a part of the family just like Shen Sheng...

But Shen Yu knew subconsciously that her mother only regarded her as an 'outsider' to be married off.

Looking at the thoughts that her mother has instilled in her over the years, looking at them one by one, there are various signs that show that Shen Yu's mother never really regarded her daughter as her own from the beginning... or from the time she had a son.

Why? My brother is a boy and shouldn't do housework. You are a girl and must learn to do housework, otherwise no one will want you. '.

What? You are a sister who wants to take care of your younger brother. Your younger brother is not sensible. You have to be more sensible. '.

Also, I don't expect you to take care of me in the future. I am counting on your brother to support me in my old age. You are going to get married anyway. '.

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Thinking of this, Shen Yu's heart felt cold. It turned out that her mother had already expressed her disapproval and opinion of her in her words.

Girls...can't they just stay at home?

Girls... must marry, and then they are not human inside and out?

Shen Yu didn't think that after getting married, her husband's family would completely treat her as one of their own, just like after she got married, her mother felt that she was not one of their own.

She suddenly realized that she seemed to have no one she could count on.

Shen Yu's mood dropped visibly.

Her anxious friend Hu Han gestured wildly with sign language and asked her what happened.

Hu Han and Shen Yu have been classmates since elementary school. They entered junior high school together, and then entered the same high school and chose the same elective subject.

In Shen Yu's heart, Hu Han's ranking is actually much higher than that of her brother.

In order to communicate smoothly with Hu Han, Shen Yu even went to learn sign language.

Of course it was a one-to-one sign language class with Hu Han. Shen Yu's mother discovered it for a while and scolded Shen Yu, saying that Shen Yu didn't study hard and always put his mind on other things.

After that time, Shen Yu became cautious at home, fearing that his mother would scold him for mentioning Shen Yu learning sign language.

Shen Yu, like Hu Han, is a quiet girl.

However, Shen Yu believes that Hu Han is born like this, but Hu Han's parents have always encouraged Hu Han, so Hu Han's quietness is not quiet enough to communicate with more people.

But Shen Yu is different. Shen Yu is quiet and has low self-esteem. She obviously has the ability to communicate with more people, but she doesn't dare to do so.

I don’t want to talk to strangers, for fear of embarrassment, fear of not being able to chat, fear of many, many...

But without talking to strangers, it is impossible to turn strangers into adults and make new friends.

But Shen Yu doesn't care. As a friend, you don't have to be rich to be rich.

Shen Yu's grades rank in the middle of the class, and he is a typical student with a partial subject.

In fact, Shen Yu's liberal arts are not that good. She is only good at English and Chinese.

Mathematics that is so-so, history that can be read, politics that cannot be seen on the stage, and geography that is completely incomprehensible, this is her transcript.

My mother always looks at the transcripts and worries: "If you can't get into the undergraduate program then don't study. The family can't afford to support you and your brother as junior college students."

In my mother's mind, junior colleges are expensive to study, so only one of her and her brother can study.

In fact, an ordinary undergraduate degree is also very expensive, but Shen Yu did not tell his mother.

Mother is as good-looking as father. If Shen Yu is admitted to the undergraduate program, they will definitely let Shen Yu continue his studies.

As for his younger brother who is currently in fourth grade with poor grades, Shen Yu can already imagine what his younger brother will be like in the future.

His parents were too spoiled to his younger brother, so he didn't even realize what would happen if he got poor grades.

When Shen Yu was in first grade, he knew the consequences of poor grades.

To this day, she still remembers the beating she received for getting an 80% score in first-grade math.

See, that's the difference.

Some people will be beaten if their academic performance is not good at the beginning, while some people will be fine even if their academic performance is poor for many years.

That beating made Shen Yu realize the importance of good grades, so that now, even if she cannot do well in the exam, she will try her best not to fall into the middle of the pack.

Shen Yu found that he seemed to be able to work hard, memorize more knowledge points, review wrong questions more... there was still a lot of room to improve his performance.

She was really afraid that she would lose the qualification to study if she entered a junior college. She didn't want to join a factory after graduating from high school and get married when others were in college.

That would be terrible, such a life would be hopeless.

Hu Han's grades were very good. Shen Yu started to work hard and pulled Hu Han to ask questions every day.

Hu Han works hard enough and has to study with the tutor invited by her parents every day after school.

Many people in the class have tutors or after-school tutoring classes.

Shen Yu doesn't have these because his family doesn't have that much money.

The burden of raising two children is several times heavier than the burden of raising one. The family owes a lot of money because my father loved gambling in the past. Now it is not easy for my parents to earn enough money to support daily expenses and normal studies.

Besides, if Shen Yu wants to go to a cram school, his mother will definitely say: "You don't listen well in class and then you go to the after-school tutoring? Did the money come from the strong wind? If you love to learn, you will not learn! You will find something for me to do every day." !”

In the eyes of my mother, there is no such thing as not being able to learn, only not being able to learn well.

As a junior high school graduate, my mother only knew that studying hard would help her get ahead, but she never knew that knowledge points she couldn't understand needed guidance and guidance.

But when Shen Yu envied others for having cram schools with tutors, there were certainly people who envied her for not having cram schools and tutors.

When you are envious of me, am I not envious of you?