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There are so many ifs in life, but every if makes me regret deeply.

The first time was an accident, the second time was out of anger.

Every accident and choice... was so untimely.

Why should I be the only person alive and well?

The rest of my life filled with regret is a punishment. ——"Shen Yu's Diary"

……

Yang Tong jumped off the building.

It was mentioned by a girl who often asked Shen Yu questions.

"Okay, okay, I understand! Thank you!" The female classmate took the test paper and said casually: "I remember that Yang Tong has a good relationship with you, right?"

"Really?" Shen Yu raised his head and smiled, "Many people have said it."

"My condolences." There was some sympathy in the eyes of the female classmate.

Shen Yu asked uneasily: "What do you mean?"

"Didn't you read the news?" the female classmate said doubtfully, and then she looked suddenly enlightened, "Oh, that's right, you are so serious that you will definitely not look at your phone. Yang Tong jumped off the building."

"What did you say?" Shen Yu's lips turned pale, his lifeless eyes widened instantly, and he asked in disbelief: "Who jumped off the building?"

"Yang Tong." The female classmate said with a look of regret: "I jumped this morning. I jumped directly from the roof of the building. My flesh and blood were all bruised."

"...That's it." Shen Yu shook his head and suddenly remembered a series of messages he received last night.

That series of messages...is it actually Yang Tong's letter for help?

Not receiving a reply is like extending a hand for help before drowning but no one returns it, directly cutting off the last trace of begging for death.

"...What's wrong with you?" The female classmate said helplessly: "Don't cry... I'm sorry, I shouldn't have said it..."

Shen Yu looked at her female classmate in confusion until her face felt wet. The coolness made her realize belatedly: So I was crying...

There were a few people around who thought they were looking at each other cryptically. Shen Yu frowned and took the tissue that the kind-hearted female classmate took out, "Thank you... sorry for the trouble."

"It's okay, it's okay." The female classmate shook her head like a rattle, "Uh... thank you for your answer..."

Shen Yu had no memory of what the other party said next. She sat in her seat in trance, recalling Yang Tong's appearance in her mind.

The eldest lady is different just by looking at her back. She is elegant and generous, with thick black hair and a small and delicate face. She is as perfect as if she had been carefully carved... The most outstanding thing is her big eyes, which are full of energy and energy. The tiny starlight is incredibly bright...

Lively...hot...

As if turning back time, Shen Yu once again returned to the day when he lost Hu Han.

My heart felt like it was being clenched tightly by a pair of hands, and fine pains were constantly tormenting my nerves and chest.

It turns out that it's not that it won't hurt... it's just that the excessive blow makes people mistakenly think that there is no feeling, and then another excessive blow appears again. The two add up... and it hurts the heart.

The densely packed text in the textbook made people dizzy. Shen Yu breathed heavily, as if he was a dying fish jumping to the shore.

"What's up with her?"

"Teacher! Shen Yu seems to be feeling uncomfortable!"

……

Ten years later.

A woman in simple clothes stood quietly in front of the tomb, holding flowers.

In the soft daylight, the black and white photos on the tombstones seemed to glow.

The girl with dimples at the corners of her mouth smiled and said 'yeah'.

Shen Yu remembered that she and Hu Han took this photo together more than ten years ago.

She still has this photo in her rental house... On the other side of this photo on Hu Han's tombstone is her photo.

"My mother is getting older, and she has begun to fantasize about family harmony." Shen Yu raised the corner of his mouth, but the smile did not reach his eyes, "That's right, after all, my current income makes them jealous, so of course I hope for 'family harmony' ”

Shen Yu said nonchalantly: "But I am a lawyer. Even if they litigate with me for money, they can only get a small amount of child support, and they have to quarrel with me. They are not willing to let me go! Remember? You learn from Doctor, I’ll study Dharma and we’ll be bald together from now on.”

"It's a pity that I am the only one who can be bald now." Shen Yu choked and said, "You can stay young forever."

"...I sent those scum in again." Shen Yu said with a hint of regret: "It's a pity that they are almost adults, otherwise I would have given them the death penalty."

"...I miss you very much." Shen Yu whispered: "You don't even come to see me in my dreams...why? It's all my fault. I don't have the problem of getting up late anymore...it's just that I'm late... What did you do early?"

Shen Yu put the flowers in front of the tomb and said softly: "I don't know if you have met Yang Tong... I can't enter the Yang family's tomb. If you can hear and meet Yang Tong, say sorry for me. "

"It's so strange... people always start to regret after losing something." Shen Yu covered his face, "What did you do earlier?"

A gust of wind blew by, and the sharp spring breeze did not bring any chill, but seemed to be a silent comfort.

My parents' expectations for me were to get into a good university, find a good job, and marry a good man to help the family.

But I didn’t take the path my parents expected at all.

When I was admitted to the University of Political Science and Law, they cut off my living expenses and threatened to disown me if I didn't change my major. But in the end, they came to show me their affection after I became famous.

I tried committing suicide, cut my wrists, jumped into a river, jumped off a building... but I was caught cutting my wrists, fished out after jumping into a river, and stopped from jumping off a building...

In fact, you can choose a place with dense crowds because no one is watching those places.

But I don’t want to affect housing prices, and I don’t want to disturb other people’s lives…so forget it.

It's also possible that you don't want me to see you so soon, so I decided to continue to atone for my sins and live a good life.

I want to use my ability to help more people, children who are not paid attention to at home, children who are bullied in school...

I am helping others, and I am also trying to save ourselves from the deep trap.

The three of us... were once one of those kids.

The woman in a professional dress couldn't hide her tiredness on her haggard face, but her eyes were sharp and energetic.

……

"Mr. Ouyang..." The contact person of the Federal TV station seemed to have just read the script, and his voice was a little hoarse. "Isn't it bad to have so many children die? How about we change it?"

Ouyang Lan refused: "No life is my last conscience. In fact, my original plan was that Shen Yu also committed suicide..."

"Stop, stop, stop!" the contact person of the federal TV station shouted in horror: "Don't change it, don't change it! This is all we have! This is all!"

Ouyang Lan said with a smile: "Do you still think the ending is not good now?"

"It's not bad." The contact person of the Federal TV station said with a serious face: "But it's not good either."