Ji Yuan looked up and showed a blank look for the first time. Ji Jingchuan felt a pain in his heart. Ji Yuan had never shown this look since his wife died.

The doctor at the door took time to come in and help him treat the wound on his left hand. During this process, he remained motionless, more like a statue than a statue.

There was no sorrow in his eyes, or in other words, no emotion. He was as numb as stone.

"...You guys should go out too."

After the wound was treated, he drove the medical staff out, and the Ji family father and son were also invited out.

"But……"

"go out!!"

He suddenly let out a low roar from deep in his throat, his voice was hoarse and desperate.

Ji Hang didn't dare to say anything more and followed Ji Jingchuan out of the ward, but he stayed at the door because he was afraid that his brother would do something stupid.

"Dad...my brother won't be able to survive it..."

Ji Jingchuan's eyes were sad and he said nothing. He remembered that he was like this when his wife died... He almost wanted to leave with her, but their child was still there.

Two children held him back, but Ji Yuan and Shen Luoyan didn't even have a child.

This is too cruel to him!

In the ward, Ji Yuan recalled the dream in his mind

How could this happen... In the dream just now... she was obviously still smiling to herself, saying that they were having a baby.

When I woke up from the dream, the baby was gone, and so was she...

He covered his eyes with his hands and felt his temples beating suddenly and his heart being squeezed tightly. It hurt so much that he couldn't breathe.

It hurts so much. This kind of pain is a hundred times more painful than a gunshot wound. This kind of pain goes deep into the bone marrow and will never be forgotten.

-

Ji Jingchuan asked his younger son to guard his elder son. He still had many things on his hands.

About half a month has passed since this war. All that is left is to clean up the battlefield and commemorate the dead comrades. There is still a lot of follow-up work arrangements and transfers. His task is not easy at all.

The reason why he rushed over to the border was because he couldn't worry about his eldest son. He was among the first people to learn the news. When he was grieving, he thought of his own son.

He has endured the pain of losing his wife and knows how uncomfortable it feels.

He was afraid that Ji Yuan wouldn't be able to survive it

The paper could not contain the fire. The list of dead martyrs had already been sent back to the Northern Military Region. When Mr. Shen knew the news, he fainted and was sent to the hospital. At that time, only Shen Qin and Ji Jingchuan were around.

As the commander-in-chief, Shen Bin could not leave the border yet. Shen Yu, who rushed to the border after hearing the bad news, heard that the old man had been admitted to the hospital and immediately rushed back to the Northern Military Region. He was so busy that he even notified Shen Fuan, who was studying abroad, to come back.

The last time Shen Fu'an received news from home was the good news that his sister was getting married. This time it was such bad news that he rushed back overnight.

"grandfather……"

He rushed to the hospital immediately after he came back. Mr. Shen couldn't bear the blow for a while and fainted. After being sent to the hospital, the situation gradually stabilized. Thanks to Shen Luoyan for taking good care of his body in the past few years.

But this time the blow was so severe, I won’t be so energetic in the future.

Shen Yu's eyes were black and blue. He had not rested from the moment he learned the news until Shen Fu'an returned. First, he went to the headquarters to have a fight with Shen Bin, and then came back to stay by the old man's side.

He was so haggard that Shen Fu'an felt that his little uncle might not be able to hold on anymore.

"Little uncle, you should go back and rest first. I will guard you here."

"Well, I'll go back, take a shower and change clothes, and then I'll be back."

Shen Yu nodded. He didn't want to rest or go back. He had been subconsciously avoiding all this. It seemed that only in this way could he have a chance to breathe.

"Uncle, you'd better have a good rest..."

Shen Fu'an advised, but it obviously had no effect.

He has forgotten that in Shen Yu's place, only Shen Luoyan's words are the most effective.

"Sister... she doesn't want to see such a scene either."

"..." Shen Yu paused and his face sank into the shadows. After a moment, he replied with an um.

Shen Fu'an looked at the old man lying on the hospital bed. Qingjun's face showed confusion and sadness.

My sister's voice and appearance are still vivid in my mind, but she has been sleeping forever in the southern border area.

-

Shen Luoyan's funeral, on a rainy day

She died in the explosion, with no bones left, and only one piece of clothing she brought back. The Shen family decided to move the tombstone back to the Northern Military Region. Today is the final farewell ceremony.

It was raining, and there were many solemn-looking people in black Chinese tunic suits in the cemetery.

Mr. Shen insisted on sending his granddaughter off for the last time. He wore a dark suit and walked tremblingly to her grave with a cane. His face was filled with grooves and could not hide his grief.

The pain of a white-haired person sending a black-haired person away has been deeply rooted in the hearts of everyone in the Shen family.

He watched the girl grow up, the most proud girl, and left like this

The girl on the tombstone smiled wildly, but her life was forever fixed at the age of twenty.

When Ji Jingchuan's family arrived, it started to rain lightly. Ji Yuan was wearing a black tunic suit, with a white flower on his right arm, a black umbrella, and a bouquet of crabapple flowers in his hand.

How come there are begonia flowers at this time of year? !

He didn't know how much effort he had put into finding this crabapple, but he knew it because she liked it

so everything is worth it

He was much thinner and looked haggard. His handsome face had no expression. Only when he saw the photo on the tombstone did he flash a trace of emotion.

Fine raindrops fell on his hair and clothes, and fell on him every day of his life.

Shen Bin just came over from the border today. When he arrived, Shen Fu'an was supporting the agitated old man. When he saw his father coming, he called out

Shen Yu snorted when he saw his eldest brother, with a sneer on his lips. They had never spoken since they had a fight at the headquarters.

Yan Yan's funeral affairs were all taken care of by his little uncle, and all the affairs were placed on him. No wonder Shen Fu'an said that he has been walking like a baby these days.

Shen Bin knew that his brother was angry and resentful. He was angry with himself for sending Yan Yan to such a dangerous place to do a task, and he was angry with himself for not fulfilling his duties as a father.

When he faced this result, he was heartbroken. Although he could still react with his remaining rationality at the time, his hands were trembling when he returned to his desk.

The turbulent undercurrent between the two brothers was caught by the old man. He said in a deep voice, do you want to have a fight in front of Yan Yan, so that she will not be able to die peacefully?

As soon as these words came out, the arrogance of both of them was completely extinguished and they both fell silent.

Ji Yuan didn't speak. After he put down the flowers, he stood next to her and kept looking at her photo. His jade-like face was already stained with traces of rain, but he stood there blankly like an idiot.

"Captain...Condolences!"

When Xu Tianying came to say goodbye, he bowed deeply towards the tombstone. He remembered the last thing the other party said, the strange things he encountered on the joint battlefield, and he thought he needed to tell Ji Yuan about it.

Maybe... he still has the thought of living, and he won't be like this now, just an empty body, without sorrow, joy, or thoughts.

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