After rebirth, the little seductress coaxed him to kiss him and seduce him every day

When Sheng Qianzi saw Xiao Jue coming, she was excited but didn't know what to say.

Xiao Jue looked at Sheng Qianzi. She lowered her head, twiddling her fingers, and looked as helpless as a child who had made a mistake.

Sheng Qianzi has always been proud and never bows her head.

When they had argued before, she would apologize arrogantly even if she knew she was wrong.

[Jie, I've already apologized, why are you still angry? ]

[Do I have to accept your apology? ]

[Of course, you are my boyfriend, you have to give in to me! Hey, don't be so stingy, give me a kiss~]

[Okay, I lose to you, my girlfriend...]

"What do you want from me?" Xiao Jue spoke first in the end.

"Sorry……"

"I'm sorry?" Xiao Jue chewed on these three words and withdrew his gaze from Sheng Qianzi.

"I'm sorry..." Sheng Qianzi repeated it again. She lowered her head, tears rolling down her cheeks: "I'm sorry..."

But this time, Xiao Jue did not accept the apology.

He stood quietly and looked up at the sky...his eyes were cold and firm.

"Let's go back!"

Xiao Jue's voice was calm and low, yet it carried an unquestionable determination.

Sheng Qianzi's heart sank to the bottom in an instant. Tears blurred her vision. She opened her mouth, but it seemed difficult to speak.

"Don't come to me again."

The next second, Xiao Jue turned and left. He turned resolutely and left even more decisively.

"Jeez..."

Sheng Qianzi called Xiao Jue's name, her voice full of despair and helplessness. She immediately chased after him, trying to save the relationship with a final effort, but found that it was too late.

Xiao Jue stopped and slowly moved his gaze to the pair of small hands that were tightly holding him at his waist.

She hugged him so tightly that Xiao Jue could feel Sheng Qianzi's body trembling, hear her slight sobs, and even hear the fear and reluctance in her heart.

Xiao Jue slowly put his hands on those hands. Sheng Qianzi buried her head in Xiao Jue's back and sobbed softly: "Jue..."

After a moment of silence, Xiao Jue sighed softly, then he slowly pried open Sheng Qianzi's fingers.

Sheng Qianzi held on tightly and refused to let go. Xiao Jue turned around, with a hint of helplessness and sadness in his eyes.

"Actually, I don't hate you anymore..."

"Really, I don't hate you anymore..."

Xiao Jue's voice was very soft, but it deeply hurt Sheng Qianzi's heart.

She knew that they really couldn't go back.

Sheng Qianzi raised her head and looked at Xiao Jue with tearful eyes. She felt so heartbroken that she couldn't breathe: "Don't hate him anymore, and don't love him anymore?"

"You could say that."

Xiao Jue pried open Sheng Qianzi's hands again. This time, Sheng Qianzi was no longer persistent. She let Xiao Jue pry open her fingers one by one.

It was not until their hands were completely separated that Xiao Jue said, "In the past few years, I have hated you very much. I hate you every day... Even in nightmares, I hate you."

"Many times, I even thought about dragging you down with me to hell... We could die together and put an end to it all, so we wouldn't have to suffer so much."

"I even stalked you a few times. Seriously, I really wanted to do something to you."

"But every time I always can't bear to do it... I can't do it... I can't do it..."

"Every time this happens, I feel particularly painful... Why is it that even after all this... I still can't let you go?"

"Why am I so useless? Why should I love you?"

Sheng Qianzi's heart was bleeding with pain, she didn't even dare to listen any further.

"I feel sorry for myself, sorry for that girl... and even more sorry for being a doctor."

"So, I became more and more scared... I became even more scared when I saw those scalpels... I was so scared..."

"Jade..." Sheng Qianzi felt heartbroken.

"In the past few years, my family has been encouraging me and helping me..." Xiao Jue looked at Sheng Qianzi: "I feel at ease and comfortable around them."

"Because of them, I slowly started to pick up the scalpel again. Because of them, I started to make up my mind to practice again."

"I will work ten times, a hundred times harder than before..."

"So actually I have never given up on my medical skills. In the past few years, my medical skills have become more mature and sophisticated than before. But I am still afraid... When I was a rookie, I was not afraid."

"Now that he has become what everyone calls a miracle doctor or a ghost doctor, people are afraid of him..."

"But what can I do? I'm just scared! I can't control my fear at all..."

"Some time ago, Gu Nansheng had an accident. In fact, his condition was really serious... so serious that the so-called experts kept shirking their responsibilities and were afraid to perform a craniotomy on him."

"I was actually scared at the time, and I was terrified... even a second before entering the operating room, my hands were still shaking."

He said that he was not lying about trying to save Gu Nansheng. But he knew that there was nothing wrong with his skills, it was just his mental state that was wrong.

The operation that lasted for more than ten hours did not test his skills but his psychology... As soon as the operation was over, he collapsed.

He woke up later than Gu Nansheng.

But even though Gu Nansheng recovered and he really saved Gu Nansheng, he was still afraid and his psychological problems were still very serious.

"Until..." Xiao Jue looked at Sheng Qianzi: "Until Ye Jinchen told me that you were about to die..."

"He said a lot of things at the time, especially about your difficulties, your hardships, your helplessness, your agony... But I could only hear one sentence: you were about to die."

"Before he even asked me for help, I was already thinking about how to save you."

"My friends don't agree with me operating on you. They won't even let me go out."

"I came half a month in advance... During this half month, I went to all the places we had been to before."

"I slowly discovered that my memory of you has started to become blurred... In fact, it is me, not you, who can't let you go."

"I know you don't agree with me doing the surgery on you."

"So I asked Yu Xiaohan and Xi Weiyi to stop you."

"When I performed the operation on you, I didn't regard you as the woman I loved deeply. Nor did I regard you as the woman I would hate for the rest of my life."

"You are lying on my operating table. You are my patient, just my patient. There is no difference between you and my other patients."

Xiao Jue looked at his hands and smiled with satisfaction: "When I was very young, my master said that I have the steadiest hands in the world."

"I lived up to these words the moment I operated on you."

Sheng Qianzi wiped away her tears and forced a smile: "Congratulations, Doctor Xiao."

Xiao Jue said: "Congratulations to you too, for your new life."

"That's all thanks to your good medical skills."

"Qianzi, live for yourself from now on." Xiao Jue paused: "Don't live for your family, and don't live for me."

"Sheng Qianzi should have lived a life of many different forms."

"Okay..." Sheng Qianzi took a deep breath and smiled at Xiao Jue again: "Then I'll leave."

Xiao Jue nodded, turned around and left first.

He didn't look back, nor did he stop... Sheng Qianzi looked at his receding figure, feeling extremely heavy-hearted.

But her hands at her sides slowly clenched into fists.

She won't give up...

She had planned everything to pursue him...

She knew that the days ahead would be a long wait...but no matter how long it took, she would not give up.