I am a villain, why are there always people chasing me?

By the time Gu Xiyan came out of the operating room, Cheng Weibai already knew everything.

"Yanyan, let him let the past things go, okay? Don't be angry with me, even if we can't be lovers, we are still roommates and good friends, right? Your body is more important, be obedient, I will take you to see the best Great expert, okay?”

Cheng Yubai held Gu Xiyan's hand, who had just regained consciousness, tremblingly, with a pleading tone in his tone.

Gu Xiyan finally couldn't hold back his tears.

"Why? Why can you be so nice to me? Why should I..."

Gu Xiyan cried out of breath in Cheng Yubai's arms. Cheng Yubai patted Gu Xiyan's back gently.

"My words are worth every penny."

Cheng Weibai thought to himself, our love has never been about one party being unconditionally good to the other. He was really good to Gu Xiyan, but Gu Xiyan was also very good to him.

Gu Xiyan has always tried hard to respond to his love. Gu Xiyan has always been a very kind and gentle person.

Gu Xiyan was tired from crying and fell asleep in Cheng Weibai's arms.

When Gu Xiyan woke up again, they seemed to have really let go of their previous unhappiness.

Cheng Weibai still lived with Gu Xiyan, and Gu Xiyan also actively cooperated with the treatment. Every time Cheng Weibai vomited blood while he was at work, he would quietly dispose of it himself, trying not to worry him.

It seemed like they were really back in high school, and they could still laugh so purely.

When Cheng Linbai found out that Gu Xiyan was back, he looked at his love brother with an expression of hatred.

Forget it, how can I be better than him? The two of them live their lives better than anything else.

Gu Xiyan still called Lin Hong regularly, and Lin Hong always said not to give them any more money to buy gifts. They had enough to spend, and she wanted Gu Xiyan to come back and see them.

Gu Xiyan looked at Cheng Weibai behind him with some embarrassment, and Cheng Weibai responded with a smile.

"Mom misses you, let's go back and see."

Cheng Libai held Gu Xiyan's hand and gave him warmth and confidence.

Gu Xiyan had become extremely thin during this period, could not eat anything, and was always prone to vomiting blood.

Seeing Gu Xiyan trying to pretend that he was recovering, Cheng Yubai felt indescribably sad.

When Gu Xiyan came home, she put on light makeup to brighten her complexion. Lin Hong told Gu Xiyan to eat more and stop thinking about work every day. There was always so much work, but there was only one person, and it would not be good if he collapsed from exhaustion. .

Lin Hong said that Gu Xiyan had lost weight while giving Gu Xiyan some meat. Father Gu also "hummed" in agreement.

Gu Xiyan just smiled and endured the discomfort as he ate all the dishes Lin Hong put in one bite.

He knew that this was the concern of his father and mother. Even if he felt uncomfortable physically, at least his heart was still warm.

Cheng Bibai's eyes were full of worry, and Gu Xiyan patted the back of his hand under the table to comfort him.

As expected, Gu Xiyan was sent to the hospital by Cheng Weibai not long after he forced himself to finish dinner.

"Don't worry, I'm fine."

Gu Xiyan tried his best to comfort Cheng Bibai, but the fatigue in his eyes could no longer be hidden.

He knew that his time was running out, but he still selfishly wanted Cheng Weibai to remember him for the rest of his life.

Cheng Yubai knew that Gu Xiyan was trying to comfort him, so he forced a smile and said, "Well, it will be fine, everything will be fine."

Seeing Gu Xiyan in such pain, Cheng Yibai even doubted whether it was the right choice for him to let him support his body and survive in the world.

But he has made his choice and there is no way out.

What Cheng Yibai hopes most every day is to find a doctor who can cure Gu Xiyan, but he always treats the symptoms rather than the root cause.

Cheng Weibai invested all his salary in some projects related to cancer cell research. If it weren't for the fact that some things were confidential, he would have wanted to go into the laboratory and do it himself.

Finally, before Gu Xiyan died, a medical institution developed a treatment plan.

However, without practical in vivo experiments to prove its feasibility, Cheng Yibai did not dare to rashly treat Gu Xiyan according to this plan.

"Let me go." Gu Xiyan persuaded, "Pei Bai, I don't have much time anyway. Treat a dead horse as a living horse. If it is really feasible, it will not only allow me to steal a few more years." , it can also bring hope to more patients and families. Even if it fails, I will die well."

In the end, Cheng Weibai couldn't defeat Gu Xiyan and took him for treatment.

Fortunately, this time it was a success, and Gu Xiyan's health was actually getting better!

His face looked much brighter than before, and his smiles became more genuine.

"Don't look at me, I'm ugly." Gu Xiyan covered the eyes of Cheng Bibai who had been staring at him, "I'm no longer handsome."

"No." Cheng Bibai's voice was choked with sobs. "Yanyan has always been the most handsome boy in my family. Even when he dyed his hair red, he was still the most handsome boy in the school."

"Do you still remember?" Gu Xiyan smiled.

How could Cheng Weibai forget that the flamboyant young man with dyed red hair said to him in the light: "Hey, class is here."

After all, Gu Xiyan did not live to be old and could not grow old together with Cheng Yubai.

But his death was postponed for more than ten years than the originally scheduled time, and after so many years of coveting Cheng Yubai's warmth, Gu Xiyan was already very satisfied.

"Cheng Peibai...can you take me on a trip..." Gu Xiyan looked at the blooming flowers and free birds outside the window and suddenly said, "I want to take many, many photos with you..."

Since Gu Xiyan received treatment, he has never taken a photo.

"it is good……"

Cheng Yibai seemed to have predicted something and agreed with a smile.

The two traveled to every inch of the motherland. Although Gu Xiyan was drowsy for two-thirds of the time, photos of them were taken in every city.

"Cheng Peibai, if I am going to die soon, then I will definitely visit every city in our country before I die, and then send myself to the crematorium to be burned into ashes! I don't want to sleep in a cold coffin. , I want to fly to the sea with the wind of freedom, and flow to every inch of my home!"

The young man's red hair shone in the sun, and his smile was as hot as if he was the sun that lit up other people's world.

This scene made Cheng Weibai unforgettable for a long time.

Cheng Yubai held Gu Xiyan's cold body, wiped his body clean, changed his clothes and sent him to the crematorium.

It turns out that after death, people are nothing more than ashes the size of a small jar.

Cheng Yubai carried Gu Xiyan's urn to a cliff by the sea and released Gu Xiyan's ashes one by one.

Yanyan, look, I have helped you realize all your wishes, and I am also trying to follow your will.

I have helped many poor children study, and they have all made a different life through their own efforts, just like you.

Yanyan, I am thinking of you today. Do you miss me at all?

……

Cheng Yibai's philanthropic deeds made him a touching figure, but he did not accept any award, only saying that it was his lover's wish.

Cheng Yubai visits Gu Xiyan's grave every year, even though only some of his clothes are buried inside.

Cheng Peibai just watched his brother and his daughter survive, while he died alone.

But he left with peace of mind, because he was going to his house to talk...

Will you still wait for me in the next life?