The end of the world is coming: A female boss crawls out of the mountain of corpses
Chapter 121 Should I be a cat or a dog, or should I be myself?
Today, Xiao Fei gained a lot and returned to her small tree house happily.
After choosing a yellow crystal that was pleasing to the eye and absorbing it, I lay down and closed my eyes.
Huge energy was flowing uncontrollably in the body. Xiao Fei felt that it was very uncomfortable to breathe. She wanted to suppress it but was unable to do anything. In this hot weather, she finally broke out in a hot sweat.
She didn't remember when she fell asleep. She only knew that she had a long, long dream.
In the dream, she squatted in the tomato field and secretly wiped her tears.
The tomato vine was very thin, climbing up the bamboo frame built by my grandfather. It was not the harvest season yet, and not a single tomato was hanging on it, but the leaves were green and dazzling in the sunlight.
Lu Nanyang was always the first one to find her. Although he was tall, he was not strong. Under the scorching sun, I came over wearing the black peaked hat that was popular at that time and saw her squatting in the vegetable garden. She didn't care that she was wearing white canvas shoes and stepped into the muddy vegetable field in a few steps.
"Feifei! I'm sending you English notes!" He ran toward her enthusiastically as if he couldn't see the tears on Xiao Fei's face.
But Xiao Fei, who was crying, still couldn't stop her tears. When she looked up at him, her eyes were blurry with tears.
"My mother said it's useless for girls to read so many books because they have to get married anyway."
Lu Nanyang's expression turned into a look of disbelief.
"Your mother is wrong. Studying is for yourself. Whether you marry or not has nothing to do with whether you study or not!"
"But my mother said that even if I get into college, my family won't have enough money to support me..."
"When you go to college, you will be an adult. As long as adults have hands and feet, it is impossible not to make money."
Xiao Fei looked flustered, lowered his eyes slightly, and asked with a bit of disappointment, "I thought you would say... that you would help me..."
Thinking of what my mother said, I felt like my heart had been stabbed.
"I think you have been coaxed by that boy from the Lu family to the point where you don't know what the world is! If he really likes you, let him marry you back! Let him support you in college, let him provide for your food and clothing, and let him support you. I’m looking at you! I’ll suck blood at home, why don’t you think about having a younger brother at home! What a mindless loser!”
Xiao Fei was slightly startled.
In the past, she was only thinking about waiting for her younger brother to help her when he grew up. Now, is it possible that she wants to rely on Lu Nanyang and ask Lu Nanyang to help her in the future?
But Xiao Fei, who was trapped in darkness, could not refute her mother's words at all.
She is already in such a difficult situation. Lu Nanyang said that he likes her, so shouldn't he help her...
However, Lu Nanyang gently put his hand on Xiao Fei's shoulder, pulling Xiao Fei out of her mother's words.
"Of course I will help you, fool." Although he smiled, his eyes were very serious, "Although I am still young, as long as you need me, I will definitely help you."
"What can you help me with?" Xiao Fei asked blankly.
You are just an ordinary high school student, and even if you don’t spend a penny of your pocket money, it won’t cover your tuition for a year.
Xiao Fei suddenly felt ridiculous. How could she expect a high school student with no money to save herself?
But Lu Nanyang said proudly, "I can help you with your homework, I can help you get out of Xiaojiacun, I can help you get into college, and I can help you get a chance to choose!"
"What opportunity? It's so difficult for me now. I can't seize any opportunity..." Xiao Fei's words were full of frustration.
Lu Nanyang's mind flashed back to Xiao Fei, who had a determined look in his eyes and raised his butcher knife high to chop the pig's neck.
She is different among the crowd, she shines with a light that cannot be covered even if she is stained with pig blood.
"Don't you think you're brave?" he asked.
Xiao Fei met his eyes blankly.
"The first time I saw you, I thought how could there be such a powerful girl? You are so brave." After all, although he was a boy, he did not dare to kill a big fat pig that was kicking its legs with a knife!
Lu Nanyang said seriously, "How can such a brave person not have the courage to seize the future he wants?"
Xiao Fei was stunned for a while.
She didn't know what a brave person looked like.
And Lu Nanyang told her that brave people are like her.
Only then did Xiao Fei stop sobbing and fell into thinking.
"Then do you still want me to help you?" Lu Nanyang took out the English notes in his hand.
When he smiled, his eyes were crooked, as if all suffering was just a passer-by to him, and he waved his hand without taking away a single cloud.
Xiao Fei stared blankly at his silly face.
Unlike his inferiority complex, sensitive and cunning heart, Lu Nanyang was as clean as a piece of white paper.
Xiao Fei took the note and nodded, but still spoke tentatively.
"I was still thinking about supporting me when you make a lot of money in the future."
"But you are not some cat or dog."
Xiao Fei was stunned, yes, he is not a cat or a dog.
But the inferiority complex in her heart prevented her from bowing her head, "Am I not a cat or a dog, so can't you raise me?"
"No, when I marry you home in the future, I can raise you as long as you are willing." Lu Nanyang scratched his head in distress, "But Feifei, just like your character... you are not a cat or a dog. It’s like, if I say I support you, you’ll probably still not be happy!”
The steps were given, and it was difficult for Xiao Fei not to go down. She could only sniff, "Humph, of course I can support myself!"
Lu Nanyang accurately grasped Xiao Fei's temperament, the one who was a little thoughtful but not as courageous as a leopard. I obviously want to fight against the pedantic thoughts, but from time to time I am confused by the words of my parents.
Lu Nanyang really likes Xiao Fei.
But he said, if you like someone, don't you just help each other get better and better?
He saw the unnoticeable seeds of resistance in Xiao Fei's heart, and then subconsciously encouraged the seeds to germinate.
As a result, Xiao Fei's temperament became stronger and stronger, and at the same time, her heart became stronger and tougher.
If she was willing to accept her fate, she should have listened to her family and married an old man in the village early, had one or two children, and waited for the old man who was more than ten or twenty years old to pass away. Bet your life here. Then she was imprisoned in a small village for her long life and could not escape.
But she refused to accept her fate and didn't want to be treated like a cat or dog and given away casually, so she wanted to change her fate and become strong on her own without being constrained by her parents.
Lu Nanyang understood that her heart was fragile yet strong, timid yet brave.
The contradictory psychology is like a ball of wool that has been messed up by a cat. Lu Nanyang is happy to use patience and time to sort it out for her.
Do you want to be a cat or a dog, or do you want to be yourself?
And the answer to this question is the most precious gift Lu Nanyang gave himself.
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