The end of the world is coming: A female boss crawls out of the mountain of corpses
Chapter 145 She finally saw the dawn
At this moment, the sky was turning white. The shimmer was dazzling, and the sky was filled with a soft warm color like an ink painting.
The green in Xiao Fei's eyes gradually receded, and the warm color returned to her eyes.
Not long after, the sun, which was as round as a goose egg yolk, slowly began to show its head, slowly climbing upwards.
In that warm red light and shadow, Xiao Fei's eyes were stung and he couldn't help but close his eyes.
Lu Nanyang's figure appeared vaguely like this, from when he was a boy with a short haircut, to when he had an exquisite slightly parted hairstyle.
The sunny smile on his face seems to have not changed much since he was a child. Like the warm spring breeze, spring is everywhere he goes.
Until he turned into a zombie, into a low-level zombie that couldn't make any expressions...
Xiao Fei couldn't help but feel sad.
She was a very timid little girl when she was a child. Her parents favored her younger brother and always brainwashed her from childhood to adulthood. Only when her younger brother gets better can you, the older sister, have a good life...
For her younger brother, her hands had to do a lot of housework since she was a child. When she was older, she had to do a lot of handiwork. Her rough hands were covered in frostbite in the winter.
She always wears slippers on her feet. In the summer, when she steps in the rural fields, there are mud marks wherever she goes. In the winter, the dry and cracked skin of her feet can even hide sand.
When Xiao Fei was young, she never felt that she was good-looking because she was thin and never dressed up. While she knew that she was ugly, the seeds of her inferiority complex were slowly planted.
Until one day, the matchmaker came to see her, held her hand and said with a smile, "Oh, I have watched Feifei grow up since I was a child. The little girl who used to be dark and thin turned out to be so beautiful in the blink of an eye. ”
That was the first time she heard someone say she was beautiful, praising her like a fairy.
But he didn’t expect that the matchmaker’s promotion of him would be the first step to push him into the abyss...
"Why should I marry an old man when I am so beautiful?" she asked herself.
She wiped her tears in the room, listening to her parents drinking tea and joking with the matchmaker outside. The unwillingness and resentment in her heart suddenly broke through the constraints of many years.
Even though many years have passed, Xiao Fei still feels happy every time she thinks about it. She was so numb that she finally awakened her thoughts at the last critical moment!
By now, she already knew that she was not as beautiful as a fairy. She was just an ordinary girl among all living beings. But everyone was the protagonist in their own story, so how could they not have their own thoughts? !
This unhealthy family relationship is like an inflated balloon. When a needle pricks it, it is instantly torn into countless pieces in the explosion.
Every fragment reminds Xiao Fei.
Remind her that in this family, she is like an old hen that lays eggs. When there is no use for it, she kills and eats it to nourish her brother Xiao Lei, which is her last value!
But Xiao Fei is a living person, how can she be willing to be an old hen that can only survive by laying eggs?
Once the unwillingness was planted, it was already destined that Xiao Fei would not resign himself to fate.
Lu Nanyang's timely appearance added fire to Xiao Fei's personality awakening.
Lu Nanyang is a foreigner in the village, and his family's ideological education is more open. But Xiao Fei remembers that he grew up in Xiaojia Village. When he was a child, he was a naughty boy with a short haircut, wearing a vest and shorts, and touched snails in the creek with the children in the village.
He seemed to be no different from the children in the village. Even when he was young, he and Xiao Fei were strangers to each other.
A girl who is dedicated to her brother and family, and an innocent and romantic boy who strives for himself.
Perhaps, he should not be a person in the same world.
But he never expected that it would be someone with whom he had almost no contact as children who would reach out to Xiao Fei when he was most struggling and helpless.
Lu Nanyang said, "You can be whatever you want to be, because you have the right to choose the life you want."
The timid Xiao Fei wiped her tears and said in sobs, "I don't think I can do it... I can't do it at all..."
"As long as you believe you can do it, you will definitely be able to do it. You know? Miracles are created by yourself."
His eyes seemed to contain the sea of stars and the Milky Way.
The Xiao family's parents had spoken countless words to Xiao Fei since they were young, but Xiao Fei only remembered a few scattered words.
"We are still counting on Xiao Lei to provide for us in our old age. Is it possible that we still count on you, a little girl?"
"When your brother becomes prosperous in the future, you, the elder sister, won't you be able to get some of the credit?"
"In the future, when Xiao Lei grows up, the good days of our family will be behind us!"
Xiao Fei recalled these ridiculous words, and the ridicule and disdain in her heart became even stronger.
Although she didn't know Lu Nanyang for as long as her family, many of his words were deeply imprinted on her heart, like a slideshow that played over and over again from time to time.
He told her too much.
There were many ideas that she had never thought of, and many opinions that she had never heard of.
Xiao Fei's thoughts were completely burned by a fire called "Lu Nanyang".
As long as you work hard, you can become what you want. It turns out that you can control your destiny in your own hands.
After meeting Lu Nanyang, Xiao Fei was like a phoenix reborn from the ashes.
She finally saw the light of dawn.
Finally, I completely escaped the dark abyss of despair!
Xiao Fei held the window sill tightly with both hands.
The veins are exposed.
Breaking away from this unhealthy family relationship is not an easy thing at all.
In that most difficult stage, the most painful thing is to recognize the reality and admit that you are not important in this family at all, and it is impossible to get any love at all.
Her life completely changed.
He dedicated all his love, but in the end found that he was not worthy of any love in their eyes.
Xiao Fei's ideological awakening was basically gambling on the possibility of the second half of his life!
Just when she was vulnerable and helpless, Lu Nanyang appeared again, and he occupied a very important few years in her life.
Tell her repeatedly, seriously, and firmly.
"I will love you, I will always love you."
"However, even if I love you, don't forget to love yourself in the future. Remember?"
"Feifei."
The sun finally rose completely, and the dawn light fell on her rosy face, sending warmth all over her body.
She stared at the distant sky and never blinked again, because the wet mist in her eyes had blurred her vision.
Until she turned back, facing away from the increasingly dazzling light.
Warm tears finally slid down her cheeks.
She opened her lips lightly and murmured to herself.
"I remember."
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