The group gods who retired to fish in Genshin Impact

Okay, brothers, let me give you a little insight into this chapter, even though the word count is something you are already used to.

But I think there should be a distinction between water that usually has no ideas and water that is troubled.

For example, I usually just talk about things other than games, but this time I just have to do it because I have something to do.

As for what happened? It's because other people at home have something to do tomorrow, and then I have to go to the store for a whole day, starting from 6:30 in the morning to around or in the evening.

Then, strictly speaking, it is not impossible to code while looking at the store, but considering that I got up early, I have no energy, and tomorrow is almost all day because of me, so when it comes to coding tomorrow, I There are only a few options below.

The first is that I went to bed early tonight. Yes, you heard me right, I went to bed early tonight because I wrote this chapter yesterday, that is, on May 5th.

One of my choices is to go to bed before 5pm on May 9th. In this case, it’s not impossible to get up at 11:6am and sleep for seven hours. As for why I can’t fall asleep before 00pm, it’s because I woke up at 10:10am today. It was already o'clock when I came back in the evening.

Then this choice must be based on me going to bed early and ensuring that I have the energy to code again the next day. However, considering some of my current physical conditions, generally after getting up early like this, I I have no energy all day long, so I guess the coding effect will not be very good, so I gave up this option.

Then the second option is that I write part of it tonight, and then I can hold on and finish the remaining part tomorrow even if I am not energetic.

But I thought about it carefully. I wrote part of it tonight, and then my train of thought was interrupted at this point. Then I took a nap, and when I woke up the next morning and looked at the first part I had written, I still had it. To make up for the last part.

Then I guess I can’t even remember what I wrote last night. After all, I’m really lack of energy when I get up early.

And it is not that simple to continue the idea once it is interrupted, so I also gave up the option of writing part of it first and then another part.

Then I gave up both options here, so I am left with the following option.

I just stay up late and write out a chapter. In this case, although I will go to bed very late and feel lack of energy the next morning, because I don’t have to make up the word count the next day, it doesn’t matter even if I don’t have energy.

As long as I turn on the music in the store and rest there with my hands on my hands, as long as I can greet customers when they come, that's fine.

Then I comprehensively considered the three options. The first option was to go to bed early. This option has been eliminated because by the time I made up my mind, it was already past 11 o'clock.

And I’m not energetic when I get up early, so I can’t choose.

In the second article, I wrote part of it first, and then gave up even after writing part of it. The reason is the same as above. Then for the third article, I think I can consider it. It would be good to rush out a chapter first, and then wait until the next day to rest peacefully.

But I have to write the main text in one day, because my energy is not enough now, because my time is very full every day.

Let me tell you roughly what my daily routine is now.

Ah, I told you before that because of the disease on my head, I later invited an old Chinese doctor to see me. The old Chinese doctor said that the symptoms improved very quickly in the past few months, but the fire poison in the body was still there. It has not been completely removed. It is estimated that it may take more than two months at the fastest and about half a year at the slowest.

And because I have been following the doctor's instructions to take medicine on time and rest on time, my recent rest time is probably before 11 o'clock, and even if I occasionally stay up late, I will stay up until 12 o'clock at most.

Then in the morning, I get up around eight or nine o'clock, then go to wash up, go to the toilet, eat a cucumber or an apple or a pear, and finally heat the Chinese medicine and put it there.

I'm typing here, and when I'm about to finish, I'll heat up the Chinese medicine again, and then drink it, which will be around 12:30~1:00 noon.

I got dressed and went to the store, then started eating in the store at this time, and worked in the store until about eight or nine in the evening.

And because I went to a comic exhibition some time ago, what can I say about myself?

I am the kind of person who relies entirely on motivation to survive.

In the past ten years, my motivation has always come from myself, because I want to do something for this family and want to do something for myself.

Later, due to family reasons, including personal reasons, this psychological motivation pillar, which was myself, was shattered.

Then I fell into a long confusion during that period. Later, after I wrote the novel, I reluctantly created a new psychological support for myself, and then it was shattered by family conflicts not long after.

Then from then on, the novel gradually began to have more and more words, meaningless chapters, and various complaints.

Sometimes when I don’t want to write, I just leave it there and don’t want to write at all. Finally, thinking that I haven’t reached Kanria yet, I can’t break my promise, so I force myself to get up and write a chapter, and then lie back and follow a corpse. Same.

Then this situation continued. Didn't I tell you some time ago that I went to the first comic convention held in our hometown, and then I seemed to gain new motivation at that comic convention.

Although I personally have an extremely pessimistic and negative attitude towards the world, and believe that even if the world is completely destroyed, it doesn't matter. It would be great if human beings could become extinct.

But I don’t know why every time I see other people happy, I always feel a sense of relief, as if I have gained the vitality that can support my survival from other people’s smiles.

When I went to the Comic Exhibition, a lot of teachers were added to the list. Well, technically speaking, the list was expanded to two, but there were quite a lot of photos taken with the teachers.

Then during the exchange process with those teachers, including later sending a photo editing that I personally tried for the first time to one of the teachers who expanded the list, after receiving a thank you, I felt...how should I put it?

Although it's just a simple polite word, it's just my personal feeling.

If I were to describe my mood at that time, it would be like a corpse that had been lying in a grave for decades. Suddenly one day someone dug up the grave, lifted up the coffin board, and dragged my body away. A collar or a certain bone pulled me up, then stuffed a ball of life force into my body, and then told me, don't lie here dead, you still have fucking things to finish, hurry up and feel free.

Or a simpler description is that when an energy-driven robot loses its own energy and can only rely on a weak backup energy to maintain basic actions, it then relies on its remaining program to walk aimlessly.

Suddenly someone knocked you to the ground, then opened your energy storage place, dug out your energy device without energy, and stuffed you with an energy device full of energy.

It makes you revitalized, that's what I felt at that time, and I suddenly found that I had new motivation.