Siheyuan: Xu Damao corrects his evil ways

Life is probably like this. Many people's likes and dislikes of others will change due to changes in life.

It sounds nice to say that it is better to dissolve enemies than to make enemies, but in reality, no one knows why.

It's a helpless move that I hate that person but can't avoid.

Or maybe it’s because the other person has something you want.

Just like Li Yun's feelings towards Qin Huairu, they are sometimes good and sometimes bad. It is estimated that even Li Yun himself doesn't know whether she mostly likes or dislikes Qin Huairu.

It's just that as far as Li Yun is concerned, Qin Huairu is diligent and quick at work, but she is now lacking a worker.

That's all.

As for the rumors between Yi Zhonghai and Qin Huairu, Li Yun had also heard of some, which was one of the reasons why she hated Qin Huairu some time ago.

But Li Yun also knew that her body looked like this. As the saying goes, no filial son should be in bed for a long time, let alone a husband and wife.

Yi Zhonghai says he is not old, but he still has that desire, plus Yi Zhonghai can make money.

Instead of letting Yi Zhonghai go outside to find those half-open doors or find other good families, the tragedy of abandoning his family and abandoning his wife would happen. It would be better to turn a blind eye or close one eye to the matter between Qin Huairu and Yi Zhonghai, at least Qin Huairu would definitely not be able to see the light of day.

Li Yun's calculations should be said to be calmer than Yi Zhonghai. In order to survive, she can sacrifice anyone, including her own emotions.

Otherwise, it would be impossible for Yi Zhonghai to be so thoughtful, but for so many years, Li Yun had no children, but she had been by Yi Zhonghai's side.

Because for Yi Zhonghai, Li Yun is his fig leaf. Only Li Yun is willing to bear the reputation of being unable to give birth.

Yes, it was Yi Zhonghai who couldn't give birth. This was the couple's biggest secret.

For so many years, Li Yun pretended to make soup and take medicine, and was said to be a hen that could not lay eggs. Li Yun never complained, and sometimes even complained to himself in front of Yi Zhonghai that he had not given birth to a son or a half for Yi Zhonghai in recent years, leaving Yi Zhonghai with no one to rely on.

These words protected Yi Zhonghai's last face, otherwise Yi Zhonghai would have to bear the reputation of a "capon" like Xu Damao.

It's impossible to think about it. With Yi Zhonghai's coolness and obsession with old age care, if Li Yun really couldn't give birth, she would have been told to get out long ago.

No matter how many handles Li Yun had, it was useless. Before liberation, it was too easy to make a person disappear. The worst case scenario is that Yi Zhonghai hired a murderer to kill someone, then changed his appearance in another city, got married and had children.

How could he guard Li Yun and live a childless life?

So when Li Yun was still not pregnant after several years of marriage, he went to the hospital for a secret check-up and learned that she was fine.

Later, taking advantage of Yi Zhonghai's illness and falling asleep with a fever, he specially invited an old doctor to examine Yi Zhonghai.

There was no examination at all. The old doctor glanced at Yi Zhonghai, turned around and walked out.

When Li Yun chased him outside the door, the old doctor explained to Li Yun.

According to the old doctor, Yi Zhonghai had treated diseases at his place before, and he only treated diseases that should not occur. He also said that his medical skills were not good and asked Yi Zhonghai to visit another famous doctor. He also advised Li Yun to take care of himself.

The meaning of these words is very clear, that is, if Li Yun wants to be a mother, he should not count on Yi Zhonghai.

At that time, Li Yun thought about leaving Yi Zhonghai, but she no longer had a home. If Yi Zhonghai was gone, she might starve to death.

Li Yun persuaded Yi Zhonghai that the couple find a good hospital, check carefully, and treat any illness.

Li Yun will always remember the way Yi Zhonghai looked at her that time. He wanted to kill her and shut her up forever.

It was after that time that Li Yun got to know the man lying beside him and what was Yi Zhonghai's biggest secret. And he was willing to act with Yi Zhonghai, putting all the reputation of being unable to have children on himself.

Sure enough, from then on, Yi Zhonghai treated Li Yun with respect.

Therefore, Li Yun has no hope in Yi Zhonghai, nor in others.

For Li Yun, Yi Zhonghai is just the one she can't live without.

Li Yun told Yi Zhonghai all her plans for Qin Huairu. In fact, there was nothing more than asking Yi Zhonghai to negotiate with Qin Huairu in private first and let Qin Huairu take the initiative to help.

Then openly give a benefit to the Jia family, such as stick noodles or something. Give Qin Huairu another benefit in private, so that Qin Huairu can take care of the Yi family sincerely.

As for other things, Li Yun did not say anything clearly.

He just said to Yi Zhonghai with a tone of self-pity and self-pity: "Master, I may not be able to protect you forever. You should treat Huairu well. When I leave, maybe she can still take care of you. After so many years It's all my fault that I didn't give you a son and a half daughter, alas..."

Yi Zhonghai naturally understood what Li Yun said. That is to say, Li Yun does not object to him doing something to Qin Huairu, but at least he has to wait until Li Yun is dead.

Otherwise, Li Yun would not have brought up the matter of having children again. This was something both the couple knew well. That is to say, if Yi Zhonghai dares to abandon her, Li Yun will expose the matter.

Yi Zhonghai's eyes narrowed, but he didn't say anything. He just said calmly: "I'll take some time to talk to Huairu and see if she's willing."

Li Yun felt the displeasure in Yi Zhonghai's words, but she didn't care. As long as Yi Zhonghai could make her die with food and clothing, she wouldn't expect anything else in this life.

As far as Li Yun is concerned, she has traded her childlessness in this life for a relatively comfortable life. Whether it is worth it or not is unclear.

If he had left Yi Zhonghai, he might have been able to live a happy life. Maybe he died in some corner long ago. Of course, the more likely possibility is that he lives in a poor family, but struggles for freedom every day.

As for whether Li Yun has feelings for Yi Zhonghai, Li Yun himself doesn't know. Maybe it happened before, but as he got older, Li Yun regretted more and more that he didn't choose another life.

She also resented Yi Zhonghai for keeping her in the dark from the beginning and not making it clear to Li Yun that he could not give birth.

Love and hate, hate and love, gain and loss, things that no one can explain.

It should be said that the vast majority of people, faced with the hardships life brings, can only make various choices that wrong them.

Some people castrate their ideals, and some people castrate their souls.

Yi Zhonghai also remained calm after hearing Li Yun's plan. But the joy in my heart could not be suppressed.

He had already made his own plans for Qin Huairu. But just like taming an animal, one is to tame Qin Huairu, and the other is to get Li Yun's permission.

After all, as far as Yi Zhonghai is concerned, he has lived like this all his life and cannot lose his last reputation.

"Capon" is definitely not him, Yi Zhonghai.