Can the sadness that magic cannot take away be offset by love?

Aecilia thought for a while, withdrew her thoughts and looked at the girl next to her. She bought a box of tiger skin chicken feet from somewhere and ate them deliciously. After noticing Aecilia's gaze, she raised her head and looked at her. One eye is bent into a crescent:

"I won't disturb you when you are thinking about something. If you have any questions, you can ask me."

Aecilia also smiled and said:

"Okay."

In fact, there is nothing to think about anymore, but the girl is obviously immersed in the happiness brought to her by the tiger skin and chicken feet, so she should continue to "think about things".

The book brought from the other end of the teleportation array was placed on the table in front of her, and she opened a page at random.

This is a diary.

After knowing that there was a high probability of problems with her memory and mental state, would she, who had spent a lot of time pondering the contents of the diary left by her mother, not think of the simplest memory carrier, the diary?

When you are awake, go through it and write down all the latest things that happened. Forget it when you are not awake. Anyway, you may not even remember that you have a diary.

After writing the new content that had not yet been added, she closed the pen cap and quietly raised her eyes. The girl's chicken feet were less than half eaten, and her little feet were swinging leisurely under the table.

So she lowered her eyelashes again and flipped forward a few pages in her diary.

"Today is Tuesday of the second week of school. The elements in my body can hardly suppress those things. If this continues, my elemental operating system will completely collapse. I must reduce the burden on my poor elements.

"Actually, I have been slowly relaxing my suppression of those things since I left Lawrence, otherwise my body would not be able to hold on now. But the current situation is worse than I expected, and the degree of relaxation of the elements must be raised to another level. . I hate this feeling of things being out of control. Fortunately, this matter is not a big problem... right?

"Although... it's a pity... maybe starting from tomorrow, I will become the most conspicuous person in the academy (embarrassing) and the biggest thorn in the side of the Ramirez family (the most annoying fly). I don't want to, but I am alive. It's very important, there is no way around it.

"I have let some elements relax their suppression of those things... and I can already imagine how resentful and resentful the content I wrote after this page of the diary will become..."

Oh, she remembered this. The morning after writing this page in the diary, Professor Albinia took them to the back hill of the college for class. From that time on, her mental confusion increased to a higher level.

Not to mention the trivial matter of trying to choke poor Lucius to death several times.

When a classmate fights a monster, she climbs a tree to give herself some advice;

After choking with Ernest all the way and causing a memory rupture, it was most likely that he sent her back to the meeting point;

Hallucination of Lucius being stabbed to death by Ernest's sword...

In fact, her subconscious is quite evil.

The above are all just trivial matters.

The most tragic consequence of her disorder that day was that she actually accepted Olivia's invitation in front of Ernest.

What is the difference between this and surrendering to the enemy face to face.

So, Ernest, who was so angry that he didn't even manage his expression, turned around and knocked her out and took her away (an unknown member of the Aucetin family did it for her), coercing and coercing her into a one-stop service.

Regret, very much, but not completely.

At least she was able to hug Olivia. Well, this was her only comfort.

I flipped through a few more pages of the diary, and it was really terrible.

“...I actually jumped into the fountain in public.

"Remember, I saw some catfish in the fountain at that time. I suddenly wanted to eat grilled catfish, so I decided to jump in and catch it myself. But there were no catfish in the fountain.

“But it’s a good habit to be self-reliant, and I stick to this habit anytime and anywhere.

"I snatched a ball of wool from a passing classmate and made it into a snowman. I was treated as a mental illness (which may not be wrong) and I was coaxed for a long time. Finally, I was chased by the whole school... Oh my god..."

“During training, I put cockroaches in Ernest’s water glass in front of everyone, and he didn’t drink any water that afternoon.

"Insanity is not necessarily a bad thing. At least he won't care about me at that time."

"In front of Lucius, he pointed the scissors at the braid he had just tied on Angelia's head."

"I snatched Caleb Tweedy's sheep from the claw machine. The whole class saw it, and the professor who was waiting for class at the door of the classroom also saw it. After class, Lucius said he would give him one in return, but he didn't want it. , I picked up another one and gave it to me in the afternoon."

"Today was okay. I sang for Professor Albinia for half an hour, and asked the professors on that floor to write a thousand-word review each. The reason was that 'you can't listen to it in vain'. In the end, Albini Professor Ya helped all the professors write. Wrote.

"I will get full marks in the Potions exam this semester."

“I***——(elegant Kakkar native curse word)”

"I'm fine, really, I'm fine, nothing happened at all, haha."

Seeing this, she silently closed the diary.

It feels like a mental patient to look back at the monitoring of his illness after he has calmed down.

Take a deep breath and open it again.

But she deliberately turned to the earlier content.

"There is a problem with the big questions in the written test. The number of questions I remember is one more than the actual number of questions in the test paper."

It was the day of the written test for St. Ferguson's entrance exam, and because there was a lot going on, she was very impressed.

When she recalled the questions after the exam, she found that the number of big questions she remembered was one more than the number of questions in the test paper. It was normal for her to ignore this situation during the day. She had already I am used to turning a blind eye to unexpected and unreasonable things around me.

But the problem was that in order to ensure that there would be no mistakes in the entrance exam that was extremely important to her, she drank a certain amount of Loris potion the night before the exam. Should be awake.

In other words, the extra big question was not the product of her imagination.

In addition to the number of major questions in the test paper, the time when she finally arrived at the noodle shop outside the test center is also worth pondering.

It was known that the written test ended at two o'clock in the afternoon, and the time she arrived at the noodle shop was three o'clock in the afternoon.

That street was very lively, full of students who had finished their exams, and there were many police guards guarding students who fell asleep due to exhaustion - then, how far can that street be from the entrance of the examination center, far enough that it can take an hour to walk?

Something must have happened in the middle.

The memories she recovered after she woke up also confirmed this.