Can the sadness that magic cannot take away be offset by love?

The blood of the mage can be used for many things, such as setting up magic circles, refining potions, making dolls...

However, most of these methods consume a large amount of blood, and it is difficult to collect them all. The cost-effectiveness is not as good as rushing in and stabbing directly.

Therefore, a drop or two of blood is quietly transferred without attracting anyone's attention.

But in front of Ernest, who is so cautious, being careful is not a bad thing.

Her vision became blurry at some point, and when she realized it, she pinched her hand, and when she looked up, she saw Ernest looking at her with a half-smile.

She chose to remain silent.

He didn't speak again, but as if he didn't actually have a dagger stuck in his body - he started to treat her wounds again.

The coolness seeped into her skin, and the wound itched for a while, and then the pain slowly subsided, and finally - she didn't even need a bandage, her wound healed as before.

In fact, she couldn't understand the man in front of her who had very strange thoughts and behaviors. This confusion reached its peak after she witnessed Ernest pull out the octopus from the sack on the ground and take it away directly before leaving.

She couldn't understand how Ernest's neural network was constructed, it was very different from normal people.

She leaned back and sighed helplessly, but the corners of her mouth couldn't help but rise.

It's only a matter of time before he's discovered, and it doesn't matter if he's discovered sooner or later. But the Ramirez family is much more difficult to deal with than mom and dad described.

She originally thought that since she was alone and had difficulty disobeying any of their demands, they wouldn't push her too hard too soon. Or is this the Ramirez family's usual way of treating weak chess pieces?

Putting aside the above messy and not necessarily useful analysis, she determined this fact:

Ernest Ramirez has a degree of control that is beyond the normal range.

From the beginning, she was not allowed to hide anything, and she used coercion to ask her to think less, and confiscated the pocket watch that might bring uncertainty...

There was no need to be so hasty, and the method was a little out of the ordinary. He was really weird.

She knew that most guys like him who were born with the mission of leading a huge force would develop a strong desire for control in the process of learning to command the overall situation, and controlling everything would even become their instinct.

But she still sensed a secret dissonance in him—an intuition sharpened by past experience.

And not long after she rereads this page of the diary, this sense of dissonance will get an explanation that is enough to make her whole soul and flesh boil and burn.

At that time, Aecilia stood up slowly while thinking, dragging the sack and walking back. After arriving at the video game city, she changed direction and started walking back to the hotel from the video game city.

An old habit.

Memory problems are most likely to occur when you are stimulated. Being prepared in advance can ensure that you will not feel too panic when you wake up with memory loss.

For example:

Now, Aecilia walked to a certain street and was in a daze for a while. When she came back to her senses, she had completely forgotten what happened just now, only remembering that she just walked out of the video game city.

She had some unclear doubts about the current situation, as if she had forgotten something. But when she looked around and found that this was a very reasonable place at this time, she gently put aside this doubt and followed the instructions. The original plan continues to move forward.

Go forward, go forward, go forward, go forward, go forward, go forward, go forward, go forward, go forward, go forward, go forward, go forward, go forward. Go forward, go forward

*

At least she didn't lie about this sentence - whether she could recall her suddenly lost memory in the end depends entirely on luck.

In front of the diary, Aecilia rubbed her fingers on the flat paper in front of her.

She remembered the missing memory of the afternoon of July 20th within a few days. After that, when she saw Ernest at the Hearth Talk copy and the Cuscuta Wand Shop, she maintained a strangely peaceful state of mind. ——It seems that they don’t know each other, but when they need to communicate, they feel like old friends naturally——

Because she needs to face him with the most caution at all times, but she is not sure when she will forget any memories about him - this will be very troublesome, and the diary cannot ensure that she encounters him every time She remembers things she should remember - so she formed this weird behavior pattern of acting like she knew him or not.

Although she knew very well that Ernest understood her state, it was actually useless for her to do so, but it could bring her a fragile sense of security.

What else could she do? She often questioned whether she had made the wrong choice due to the loss of important memories - this "wrong choice" concern originally came from when she said the wrong thing when he probed her about the pocket watch on the 21st. The answer led to a series of negative consequences later - she hated herself for being so stupid, oh, it can't be said to be stupid, but she could have avoided this trap if her memory was normal - but it was just an if.

She knew very well that she could not give a better answer in that situation - and that was what made her suffer all the more. Just because she "forgot", she could have avoided it... but in fact she couldn't avoid it.

Of course she couldn't control when she forgot something and remembered something. This problem gave her a deep sense of panic that things were out of control.

It is difficult for her to predict what mistakes she has made or will make now or in the future due to memory problems. She hates and fears this.

And as just said, she is alone - alone in the true sense. No one can share her troubles and sorrows, joy or sadness. All things are hidden in her heart alone, and she can't even share it with herself. She can't control herself anymore - then, no outsider can save her, and she herself can't save her, what should she do?

She didn't know that she could only obey her instincts like a drowning man grasping at straws and let herself take countermeasures that made no sense.

She was awake in the first half of the copy of the night talk in the furnace, but not in the second half. The memory of the 21st was not completed until after school started. Thank God, the only purpose of this memory was to make her understand. She also has an octopus at Ernest's—

So why did he take her octopus? ? !