Can the sadness that magic cannot take away be offset by love?

"I picked her up on the lawn full of daisies on the outskirts of the college. She wasn't called Albinia at that time. She said her family and friends called her Daisy.

We chatted casually, and I soon discovered that she had good insights and knowledge about potions and wood magic. After briefly understanding her past, I brought her back to the academy - what kind of abduction? She volunteered to come to St. Ferguson to be a professor! I still took the initiative to apply!

She told me that she wanted to find someone, and she was very sure that person was in our college. At that time, I didn’t know why she was so sure, because based on the information she provided, I listed people in the college with names or even no surnames. She dug out all the professors' information, but none of them fully matched the characteristics of the person she was looking for.

There are professors at St. Ferguson who have short blond hair, some who speak politely and smile gently, some who have a black mole on their Adam's apple, and some who have clear and beautiful voices and love to sing, but there is no one who can combine all the above characteristics! Combined with the name of the papers and works written by the person she reported... I can't find any relevant information at all. I suspect that person does not exist at all. Either she made it up, or that person has completely changed his face and run away. He went abroad to work as an undercover agent—otherwise, why didn’t he leave any trace of his existence?

It wasn't until she told me the part she had hidden from me that I knew - I had picked up an alien, ah no, alien from the outside world! And this world is still a book written by people from this outside world!

To be honest, I was so shocked at that time that I almost sent her to a mental hospital...

People in the outside world say that the person she is looking for is her lover and the character in her writing. Of course she will know all the characteristics of that person and all the achievements he has made... However, there is really no proof that that person exists. I even suspected that she had found the wrong world. Maybe her real destination was another world?

But Daisy replied firmly that he must be here, and she simply stayed in the college and tried to find that solitary person among the huge number of professors in the college while teaching.

She searched and waited for many years in St. Ferguson, but she never found her lover.

In fact, even I don’t know how old Albinia is. She spent countless years in Daisy Land, wandering in the endless wilderness and the never-ending world of imagination for a long, long time, until her emotions broke the barriers of the world.

She came to this world that she should be very familiar with, but at first she didn't even have a complete name.

She also almost disappeared in this world that did not belong to her. Although I don't quite understand the principle behind her breaking the world's barriers, I know that such an approach violates the laws of nature - and the only thing that violates the laws of nature is forbidden magic.

She should not be a life in this world, there is no room for her here - this is not what I said, it is what the law says!

In short, she was obliterated by the laws of nature, and her figure faded so much that she almost disappeared completely - that day, my claws failed to touch her body as usual, but went straight through the space where she was, as if Passed through a shadow - that's when I truly believed everything she said.

I asked the chief of the mage tower to use magic to maintain her existence, but the cost of such magic is very high, and even I can't afford it - not even on credit, because the guy from Iscot doesn't have enough money of his own! Some of the materials that need to be consumed are not only expensive, but also so rare that you don’t even know where to buy them.

The last step is to make deals with big guys like the Ramirez family and the Aucetin family, who have money and channels. Among them, the Ramirez family is mainly responsible for using their private laboratories to make potions that can be used with magic. In terms of finding medicinal materials In fact, it is an intermediary. Those hard-to-find treasures have to rely on the Ascetin family, which specializes in the wood element. The Ramirez family also has deals with the Ascetin family. They give us things we don’t have, and we also give them what they need—oh, don’t ask, it’s very expensive stuff anyway! Over the years, Iscot and I have spent countless amounts of money and gifts to retain your respectable and lovely Professor Daisy.

I used soundproofing magic on these words - you must not tell Albinia these things, I only told her that this is a deal between me and her: she comes to work with me as a professor, and I help her Contact Iscot to renew her life.

If she knew the cost of extending her life was so high, her psychological burden would be even heavier.

But magic that can compete with the laws of nature will one day fail. Iscot's own research and use of that magic also suffered a lot of backlash from the laws. As compensation, the daisy flowers left behind after Albinia dissipates will be given to him - probably for research.

The name 'Albinia' was also given by Iscott because the experimental subject 'should have a complete name'.

Don't look at how meticulously that guy takes care of Albinia now. You haven't been to the Mage Tower to watch them do experiments... They all have that attitude towards valuable experiments.

And the value of Albinia’s ontology Daisy? Isn't a little daisy from another world valuable enough? You don't know how hard it took me to dissuade him from experimenting on Albinia who was still alive. Young people should not have too many illusions about such ethereal things as feelings.

'Because we made a deal with Albinia, we unscrupulously exploited her labor force'... What's the problem?

You have been with Albinia for so long, so you should know that she sometimes cuts herself with a knife without mercy - do you know why?

She left her hometown and came to a world that rejected her from the beginning. She still couldn't find the 'lover' who was her spiritual support and whose hair never flashed... Do you know how many years it has been since Albinia came to this world? ? Nearly two thousand years.

Such a long time was enough for her to completely forget about her 'lover' who never showed up, especially after she ran away from St. Ferguson and searched the entire continent without finding that person at the risk of disappearing at any time. , she should almost give up.

Eastcott said that the main force that supported her coming into this world was something closely related to 'emotion', which was inescapably related to what she called 'lover'. It can be said that 'lover' is her connection point with the world. Now, having lost this connection, she has spontaneously become separated from the world, as if she were wrapped in a layer of cling film and will never be able to touch the real world.

She will often feel that her surroundings are false, or that she herself is false. Only strong sensory experiences can make her feel her 'existence'. And self-mutilation is the most convenient and effective method for her.

If you want to reduce her self-injurious behavior, you must provide her with a sense of presence and reality from other aspects.

It is a good way to put her in the student group and get along with the students. It is also very effective to arrange for her to complete some things that can quickly see the results after completion-well, of course I know that she often delegates some troublesome things to Students do it, but this is also a way to 'get involved' with the students. "

Iris was stunned for a moment by the complex amount of information, then rubbed her chin with her fingertips and said slowly:

"In other words... the world we live in is a book written by her?"

Tasia nodded slightly:

"You can say that, but it's not important. You should still eat and drink."

Iris took out the book "Daisy Summer" and waved it in front of the cat:

"Then this book is equivalent to Professor Albinia's autobiography written to herself?"

Hearing this, the black cat looked at her strangely:

"This book was not written by Albinia. It was a work created by a fairy tale writer who lived thousands of years ago in his spare time. After that person finished writing, he kept it privately at home. Before it was unearthed, None of it has been spread.”