Ji Miao temporarily moved back to the castle-like house assigned to the royal family. Before she could finish packing, she heard a knock on the door.

"Please come in."

Ryan stuck his head out. He looked like an adult, but he was a little panicked and timid at the moment.

Ji Miao looked at him and waved him in. Ruian walked in timidly. Ji Miao watched him quietly and sat on his bed. How long had it been? The last time he saw Ruian like this was almost ten years ago. .

Ten years ago, Ruian was only a seven-year-old child. In addition to his lifespan in his previous life, he also had the accumulation of a blank world. Although he looked like he was only thirteen or fourteen years old, he was much more than that on the inside.

Everything she came into contact with after waking up made her realize that she was just an experimental subject, and the sudden terrorist attack in the laboratory also caused her to expose her power in advance.

She covered Ruian under her insect wings in a protective manner. It was out of her protection of children. After she was found to be too powerful to reach, she made a big fuss and could not be controlled by one place. , the Insect King had no choice but to push her to a very high position.

Ji Miao sought a chance of survival by being exposed to the eyes of the insect people. At that time, Ruian stood behind her, a little lower than Ji Miao, with a look of timidity on his face.

A child with no sense of security, he would come to the only person he had a relationship with every night. He didn't know how to express the fear he faced in those scenes. He didn't know how to describe it. When he opened his eyes, only blood was left. Ruian only knew that Ji Miao would leave a light for him every night.

Perhaps for Ruian at that time, going into Ji Miao's room every night and watching Ji Miao sitting in front of the bedside lamp searching for world knowledge was much more reassuring than training by himself.

Before Ji Miao could stand still, she stumbled and held on to her younger brother who she felt needed protection.

Ruian hadn't set foot in Ji Miao's house for several years. Ruian looked at the unchanged decoration and slowly walked in. Everything here was too familiar to him, but at this time he felt strange.

He sat on the bed and looked at the figure sitting by the window, turning on the light and flipping through a thick paper document. It seemed that nothing had changed.

Ryan's tears wet the sheets, followed by another, and gradually became uncontrollable. He cried and said, "I feel so weak and incompetent. I have no choice but to be sad and sad."

In the past few days since he came back, he has been writing reports and re-engaging in identity authentication. A lot of things have filled up Ryan's life these days like straw filling a barn. All this busyness has prevented him from recalling the tragic and lifeless disappearance. , the passing of life in an instant.

But he began to relax. He closed his eyes, and even the figure who was handing him candy a second ago flashed before his eyes. He panicked, he was at a loss, and he fell into deep self-blame and fear. He stepped into Ji Miao's house again, a place that had given him peace of mind a long time ago.

"Have you experienced too much and become numb..." Ruian said with a heavy voice, and Ji Miao closed the book she was reading with a bang.

Ji Miao's eyes stopped on Ruian, and his voice was plain and gurgling: "Ruian, you are wrong, never be numb to life, never."

Ji Miao still remembers that when she first came to this world, her body almost controlled her soul to make decisions. Her body acted one step ahead of her mind. When she was thinking about what to do, he had already unfolded her thoughts. Worm silk.

Her soul had just escaped from the pure white world. According to the words of the rescue members at the time, her eyes were cold, indifferent to life and death, and she was like a god overlooking from above.

It was not until Ji Miao gradually adapted to this body that she began to use her own thinking to think about it all. She regained her admiration for life. At that time, Ji Miao felt that she was really alive. A life of feelings, not a weapon.

"Ryan, never lose your respect for life. That is proof that you have feelings. If you lose your respect for life, then you are a monster."

Ryan blinked, and with his movement, crystal tears rolled down and shattered on the blanket.

"At least I don't want you to exist as a cold weapon. You are flesh and blood, and you are truly alive."

Ji Miao took a deep breath, and the night air was just cool. "Indeed, I am protecting you in my own self-righteous way. It means starting from me. I did not consider whether you would accept it, nor whether you would face it in the future. This is my problem, I won’t continue like this, you should go out and take a look.”

Ji Miao's voice didn't change much. It was as gentle and gentle as when Ruian begged her to tell him a story a long time ago.

"Sometimes I forget that you are no longer the child hiding under my insect bones."

Ji Miao felt that he hadn't said so many words for a long time. He had always maintained a state of non-concern. It was not that he was aloof, but that he was a bystander to Ji Miao.

Because Ji Miao knew very well that if she had no connection with this world, she could withdraw at any time, but she was wrong, and Ji Miao gradually realized her mistake.

No matter what she did, she came to this world. From that moment on, she was connected with this world, and that was a connection that she could not break away from.

Ruian lowered his head, and for a long time he looked at the figure by the window again. Maybe from today on, Ruian Zunjun will maintain his respect for life and understand the world in Ruian's way.

"Ding"

Some sharp and ear-piercing sounds. After interrupting the silence of the two nobles, Ji Miao looked down at the news, her expression, which had always been calm, now cracked.

"What's wrong? It's so late?"

"General Du You, he went to the rescue room again." Ji Miao used the word "again" correctly. Since he came back, Du You went to the rescue room twice in three days, each time for several hours. Ji Miao was asked to enter the stable room at any time. His spiritual sea.

Ji Miao has also seen Doyle lose his mind several times. Her information sources are diverse and messy. She can know all locations and regions. Therefore, she has also heard some stories about Doyle and Du You, but she does not want to stand in any angle. To think about it, she has no experience, so naturally she cannot understand empathy.

"Do you want to go over now?" Ji Miao nodded and put on her coat in her pajamas. Ruian followed her out of the door. The moment the door opened, the three insects took a step back. Senter was wearing a blanket and his face was pale. He curled up and leaned against the door, preparing to knock on the door.

Ji Miao lowered his eyes and said, "Good evening, Your Highness Nineteenth Prince"

Senter's smile was a little apologetic, "I...I came to see Lord Ruian. He is not in the room. I guess he is with Lord Mayfly."

Ji Miao just nodded lightly, "Sorry, the military department has special circumstances, so I can't entertain you. I'm sorry."

After saying that, he didn't wait for Sent's reply and walked forward on his own. Sent looked at the figure disappearing in the corridor. Ryan shrugged, walked out of the room and closed the door.

"Let's go to my house."

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