Host, stop: You are cannon fodder, not a villain.

He knew that it wasn't that he didn't like Lin Shuangchen, but that he was afraid.

He was afraid that he would make the same mistakes again, that Lin Shuangchen would care more about the sealed past, that if he was moved, Lin Shuangchen would turn around and leave without hesitation.

Even if he holds Lin Shuangchen's soul and can easily kill Lin Shuangchen, the fear still cannot go away.

They all have unforgettable pasts, like abandoned people who meet each other when they need companionship the most.

Cherish each other and accompany each other, but how long can such companionship last?

Su Wujing closed his eyes and felt the hot breath coming from his neck, as well as Lin Shuangchen's low voice.

"But I can't stop, I can't give up on my promise, and I can't let down the people who are waiting for me."

Lin Shuangchen took a deep breath, and then smiled with relief, "I don't know who is more important, you or the past that I am obsessed with. I forgot it and can't remember it at all. But Your Highness, I love you more than I love myself. I I know that you are always wronged and feel that I have restricted you a lot. I am reflecting on that.

I have been to too many worlds. I want to accumulate enough merit quickly, but I always have to be cautious. I will slowly change over and give you the most freedom, so Your Highness, don’t leave me behind, okay?

Life is too long, and it is endless. I am really afraid that one day in the future I will become crazy and forget the way back, and I will not be able to see the future, and I will always be able to wander in the same place. Even if you just treat me as a substitute? Think of me as him, as long as His Highness is by my side, I am willing to be his shadow, as long as he does not leave me behind. "

Su Wujing slowly opened his eyes, and the moisture on his neck clearly told him that Lin Shuangchen was crying.

It must have been that he had worked hard for too long. After being lost countless times, Lin Shuangchen also lost his original intention and became fragile.

All the rules and patience are to achieve the goal better and faster and end everything completely.

Lin Shuangchen was also abandoned here like him, unable to look back and unable to see the future.

The only difference was that Lin Shuangchen could still shed tears to vent his endless pain, but he had forgotten how to cry.

He lowered his eyes, turned his head and kissed Lin Shuangchen's hair. If they were both destined to be abandoned, then they would hug each other and comfort each other.

Lin Shuangchen felt the kiss and left gently.

He raised his head blankly and looked into Su Wujing's eyes. They were not as cold as usual, but looked at him with a glimmer of hope.

Lin Shuangchen knew that Su Wujing had agreed. He smiled happily, his eyelashes were wet, and he felt relaxed as never before.

He hugged Su Wujing tightly, pressed his face against Su Wujing's, and asked him happily, "Are you hungry? I asked someone to prepare breakfast."

"It's a little weird, I don't want to move." Su Wujing said awkwardly. He had never done this kind of thing before. He was uncomfortable last time, but he basically spent it sleeping.

This time I was fully awake again, and the strange feeling was even greater.

"Then you lie down for a while and I'll bring it up. Let you try my handiwork for lunch."

Su Wujing hummed and watched Lin Shuangchen stand up. There were several teeth marks on his arms, neck and shoulders, which were all caused by his bites. Some of them were broken, and many others had faded away and were no longer visible.

Lin Shuangchen got dressed and quickly went downstairs to get breakfast. After filling his stomach, he soaked honey water and placed it beside the bed. He hugged Su Wujing and continued to rest.

Su Wujing couldn't sleep well, and he didn't want to dwell on the discomfort there. He could only stare at Lin Shuangchen with his eyes. He felt that Lin Shuangchen couldn't sleep.

Lin Shuangchen was stared at by Su Wujing and felt like a beast again. He held the back of Su Wujing's head and pressed it towards him, "Let me tell you a story."

"Yeah." Su Wujing responded softly, pricking up his ears to listen to Lin Shuangchen's words.

Lin Shuangchen talked about a lot, starting from the solemn vow of having his soul and memory sealed, to the confusion and chaos of having visited more than a dozen worlds. Lin Shuangchen began to establish relationships with people in the small world and was sincere. He wanted to change, but he lost everything.

I have encountered betrayal, I have been questioned, I have gained sincerity, and I have lost everything.

Slowly, Lin Shuangchen became numb. Everything was done to obtain merit, but in the constantly changing small world and the merit that could never be achieved, Lin Shuangchen still collapsed.

He gave up on himself and stayed in a certain world for many years, but he still persisted.

He began to carefully choose the world and identity, and made Yunyun into a partner. He had been the master of the world, and also became one of the ordinary people.

He had seen many people and many things, but he no longer smiled. It seemed that the world had lost its color in front of him, making him lose his emotions.

So Lin Shuangchen began to create a character for himself, smiling hard, talking to the deaf, performing in front of the blind, treating Yun Yun as a little princess who was raised in a game, and gave her krypton gold to buy equipment.

Lin Shuangchen gave Su Wujing a mouthful of honey water, and he also took a big sip. He hugged Su Wujing and continued talking, "Actually, I refused when they asked me to be your supervisor at first. I thought it was troublesome. I even couldn't do it myself. If you are not happy, how can I have the patience to enlighten you?

But it's strange, I have an indescribable feeling towards you. It's like it's destined that as long as I see you, I'll be happy. No matter if I'm angry or indifferent, I'll be happy even if you slap me in the face and treat me like a servant.

Sometimes I wonder if I have any special hobbies. I like to be beaten and trample on my dignity. "

Lin Shuangchen couldn't help laughing as he said this, "But I also know that this is only possible for you, and certainly not for others."

"Why?" Su Wujing didn't understand. Lin Shuangchen himself said that he had a bad temper. Who likes to seek abuse?

Lin Shuangchen rubbed Su Wujing's cheek and sighed, "I don't know why, but I just recognized you. Maybe it's fate, or maybe we met a long time ago."

Su Wujing frowned and rummaged through his memory, but couldn't find any information about Lin Shuangchen. As for the seven years he had forgotten, he really didn't want to touch them.

Besides, it wasn't just Lin Shuangchen who was like this. He also had an inexplicable feeling. He couldn't hate Lin Shuangchen, and he was willing to listen to Lin Shuangchen's words occasionally to restrain himself.

Lin Shuangchen didn't think too much about it, after all, that memory was really untouchable to him.

He said, "No matter what the reason is, I don't want to care. I just want to be with you now. I want to go back to your past, take you home, raise you with my own hands, and give you the best. There is no darkness, There is no pain to kill. I want you and that person never to meet, I just want you to belong to me alone."

"But I am..."

"I don't care what you are, I only know that you are my sweetheart, that's all."