Live broadcast: My courtyard is a treasure chest

The end of September in Beijing actually doesn’t feel like autumn. It's not yet the time when ginkgo leaves turn into golden leaves and are sprinkled all over the streets, including the "Ginkgo Avenue" where Internet celebrities check in, and even make the surrounding area smell strange.

It also goes without saying that the red leaves of Xiangshan Mountain are only slightly mottled at present, and it is impossible to dye the whole mountain red...

I really want to say when did BJ cool down. Before going to college, Zhang Ruixuan might have said it was the day of the autumn sports meeting. Later, Zhang Ruixuan, who went to college, would only say one thing: the day when he suddenly caught a cold!

But the current BJ days are cold and hot and have little to do with Zhang Ruixuan. After all, in the past few months, Zhang Ruixuan has either been studying at home or traveling around the country, wanting to see the mountains and rivers that he once thought he didn't care about so much.

Maybe it's like what Zhang Ruixuan and Fa Xiao'er summed up: People only know how to cherish after losing something.

Although he has not lost anything in real life, just like Zhang Ruixuan will subconsciously stay away from the water now, everything he experienced in the simulator world left a deep mark on Zhang Ruixuan's heart.

So for Zhang Ruixuan during this period, he was either at home or wandering around the world.

It's finally time to catch up with the National Day. Zhang Ruixuan doesn't want to go out and be cheated out of money by a hotel that has doubled the price. He doesn't want to go to a place where all the people are looking at. This kind of thing has been inevitable in BJ since he was a child. too many times.

Just idle at home, Zhang Ruixuan, who should have been studying hard, has been very upset these two days: I have registered for the postgraduate examination, and I guess it will be good if I can get three hundred in the exam.

"You said you didn't plan to go anywhere, but now you're taking other exams?" Yesterday, Zhang's mother scolded Zhang Ruixuan again for his virtue, "You can't think about picking up all this for more than half a year, otherwise Do you think that what you have learned for so long has been in vain?"

"If you say that you just review this one time and plan to pass the exam directly, are you being fair to others?"

"If you are a genius that day, and you know how much you weigh, there is no need to force yourself to pass the exam in the first year!"

Mother Zhang's words are not adulterated at all. In fact, except for Zhang Ruixuan's own little "self-esteem" that is not worth mentioning, it can be called an enlightenment!

But Zhang Ruixuan still felt uncomfortable.

If the postgraduate entrance examination was more about saving face before, this time I really cared about it - I have no excuse to say that I missed success because I 'just gave it a try' or 'didn't try my best'.

What Zhang Ruixuan is even more worried about is whether he can still have the patience to continue if he has to take the postgraduate entrance examination three times again?

In addition, Zhang Ruixuan is also afraid that if he loses his enthusiasm for this matter one day after passing the exam, will he be really interested in this and become worse than himself because of his "hot head"? Young children taking a different life path as a result?

[My son has been thinking well recently: Brother, did you have these struggles when you were taking the postgraduate entrance examination? 】

[My son has been thinking well recently: The key is that I am worried about not being able to pass the exam, and I am also worried that if I pass the exam, I am also a parallel importer, which is of no use at all, and it will also affect someone else’s quota...]

[The eldest grandson that grandpa misses the most: To be honest, I really don’t have one]

[The eldest grandson that grandpa misses the most: Although I have worried about both of these, I have never worried about these two problems at the same time as you. To be honest, I don’t know how you did it]

[The eldest grandson that grandpa misses the most: For me, before my first-exam results came out, I was always worried about whether my results were good enough and whether I would have to take the exam for another year after graduation]

[The eldest grandson that grandpa misses the most: As for worrying about whether I have any value, it was because I saw people talking freely during the re-examination interview. As a result, I felt that I, the best one, actually got in with the first score in the re-examination. ...]

Zhang Ruixuan felt that he had every reason to doubt whether his child was simply in Versailles, but the only thing that comforted Zhang Ruixuan was: these confusions are common to every ordinary person.

In other words, Zhang Ruixuan does not need to deny his efforts during this period just because of the "confusion" at this moment.

【13:52】

[The eldest grandson that grandpa misses the most: In fact, I think you shouldn’t put too much pressure on yourself in many cases. You are interested in this now anyway... Besides, everything is the best arrangement]

[The eldest grandson that grandpa misses the most: If you had passed the postgraduate entrance examination before, it wouldn’t be your turn to think about this major now]

Of course, what Fa Xiao'er said is reasonable, but in Zhang Ruixuan's view, these "fatalistic" comforts are still a bit illusory.

Putting down his phone, Zhang Ruixuan realized that he couldn't read any books in his current state.

I forced myself to read a short section and take notes, but then I went crazy because my handwriting was so unreadable.

I pulled my hair, trying to avoid the 'annoyance' of the clock hands by adjusting the music louder, but found that the music I usually used to focus on had also become a kind of noise.

I changed countless postures, playing songs, being absolutely quiet, changing a pen that I was more familiar with, changing to a brand new notebook, or simply changing the note-taking notebook to a tablet - everything worked, but for the longest time None lasted more than five minutes.

"Ah..." Zhang Ruixuan knew that if he continued like this, he would be unable to do anything except compete with himself today.

Zhang Ruixuan, who was helpless, finally decided to grab the mobile phone that he thought had the most impact on his study, chat with friends, and relieve his inner feelings.

【14:30】

[The eldest grandson that grandpa misses the most: Actually, I was thinking about it later, how can you be sure that you will have no value in the future? Since you can pass the exam, it means that you have this ability, whether it is due to luck or relying solely on your own strength]

[The eldest grandson that grandpa misses the most: Don’t many scientific research projects rely on ‘luck’ to achieve the most critical breakthrough? Don't many things in life rely on a little bit of 'little luck' to turn the whole thing around? 】

[The eldest grandson that grandpa misses the most: As long as you want to do something, you don’t care whether it succeeds or not, whether you are useful or not, just do it first and then talk about it. Don’t hesitate and not put in all your energy when the time comes. Explain it to yourself. , you make excuses when others want to go]

[The eldest grandson that grandpa misses the most: To be honest, if I could figure this out earlier, I’m afraid I could go to a school that I’m more satisfied with when I’m in college. So as a friend, I don’t want you to regret it in the future. 】

Fa'er is indeed Fa'er, and I'm afraid he knows Zhang Ruixuan's thoughts better than Zhang Ruixuan himself. Under the premise that Zhang Ruixuan did not continue to say anything, the other party did not choose to end the topic, but sent several messages in succession.

【14:35】

[The eldest grandson who Grandpa misses the most: I guess you are struggling with yourself again now. I can understand it, but I think it is unnecessary. I hope you can calm down when you see me sending you these.】