Hogwarts: Atypical Slytherin

Once you have a certain target time, the waiting days will become longer. Clowney learned these words deeply during the months he waited for the possible sunny day of the full moon.

Since Christmas, Mr. Green has become even more abnormal than when we first met: this abnormality does not mean that he has become as aggressive and aggressive as when we first met, but that he has become extra urgent. The progress of his teaching was too fast. He almost finished explaining how to use a certain magic tonight, and tomorrow night he would go directly through the half-baked concepts and content and enter the next stage.

Clooney felt that she slept very poorly almost every night. Even though she went to bed early and got up early every day and insisted on sleeping for eight hours, she still felt that her spirit was tightly broken into a thread, unlike at the beginning. They met occasionally, and now she would appear in that shabby little room every night.

"I think you'll be overdrawn like this, Green." On this day, she finally couldn't help but put forward her idea, "Are you a little too anxious lately?"

Green's condition is getting worse, especially because this kind of continuous teaching has made his daily life almost tied to Clowney. In his world, it was as if Clooney had just disappeared and then reappeared - which made him spend almost all the time mobilizing his thoughts.

"I don't think so!" Green's tone was still high, "I don't think I'm too anxious."

"We don't have much time," he said. "You must mark my words!"

Green has said too much, and it is too difficult for an ordinary person to remember his fragmentary ideas and magic theories, as well as the spells that are almost unusable at the moment. It is precisely because of this that for the first time since birth, Claudine wanted to be grateful for her extraordinary memory.

"I will really remember! Sir!" she shouted loudly, trying to make the stubborn old man listen to her words, "but you will be exhausted!"

"I won't!" The old man's tone also increased, but then he calmed down again, and the initial impatience and urgency quickly disappeared from his face. He turned to a very soft tone and continued, "Lawley, my girl, you don't have to worry about me. You have to trust an old man's understanding of his situation."

"If you want to master more powerful power, without the guidance of predecessors, you need to work a hundred times more than you are now. I just want to see the results of my efforts as soon as possible." His expression also softened, "You If you inherit my mantle, you can realize the dream I once wanted to realize, which is exactly what I want."

"But I don't need any war magic." Crowney said with a wry smile.

"Change requires force, you already know this." Green guided patiently, "I know you don't want to face it yet, but you should always understand the reality and your heart. If you want to realize your grand dream, bleed, Sacrifice and strength are essential. You should rejoice in learning the War Curse: a curse that I never teach."

"You expect too much from me," she said. "I am just a second-year student at Hogwarts - I am naive, childish and shallow, and may even be completely impossible to be what you want me to be. people…"

"But you have the ability." Green said, "With great ability comes great responsibility. I don't want you to be the initiator of war, nor do I advocate violence."

"But often when you need to shake the foundation of interest groups, 'violence does not come from you,' but from others. You must first have the power to control the situation before you can talk about how to layout it."

Clooney felt that two thoughts were holding on to each other in her head, and she instinctively felt that something was wrong, but Greene's words revealed all the fears and obsessions deep in her heart. Her starting point from beginning to end was to protect herself, her family, and her friends. She believed that her ability was not enough to change the world, so she kept emphasizing to herself her original intention to change, but now she is not sure—— Her original intention was not enough to give her enough vision and strength to achieve the results she wanted.

"In the beginning, I just wanted everyone to live happily." She said to herself in a daze, "I never thought that I would have to shoulder such a responsibility."

"Everyone's original intention is to live a happy life for the people around them." Green sat there steadily, not commenting on her thoughts, "But mediocre people have no ability to guide themselves and others to the right path. Lawley, they need a guide."

"We and our comrades are all brothers and sisters. One day in the future, they may even go through life and death for you for this idea. Even for them, you have to make all possible preparations."

"Trust me, my girl, for the 'greater good'."

"For the greater good." Clowney repeated, following Green's voice.

The old man showed a pure smile: "For the greater good."

"Mediocre people will make the stupidest decisions and end up making things messy." He whispered softly in her ear, "If you are smarter than them, you have to take this responsibility. "

"If mediocre people have malicious conditioned reflexes because of their different ideas, what is a faster and more effective way than to completely control and suppress them?"

"You are my student." He said, "You should not disappoint my expectations."

"do not let me down."

Green's last words were almost inaudible, leaving only the sound of breathing, but Clooney still listened to his words clearly and completely. For this old man who had been with her day and night for nearly a year, she did develop an incomparable sense of dependence: this sense of dependence was particularly strong, like the first time a duckling had just hatched its shell. A person or thing, even if they are separated by two places or even two time and space, she still can't extricate herself from this relationship - naturally she can't bear to let this old man down.

"I'm sorry." She felt that she suddenly understood the old man's good intentions. For the first time, she gave in to her own ideas and obeyed others. "I'm sorry, sir. I let go of my personal worries to satisfy my feelings." I have selfish desires, but I don’t consider your thoughts. But I am really worried about you..."

"Why do you and I need to apologize?" Green made a stop gesture. "Of course I can feel your worry, but you shouldn't question my estimate of myself, my girl."

"I am very grateful to you and love you very much, so I want you to understand me even more."

"Don't question me, okay?"

Clooney nodded obediently and lowered her head with some disappointment. At this time, she felt that she had done something wrong. A feeling of shame swept through her mind, but Green's soft and smiling expression occupied most of her vision. : "Keep your head up, Lawley, I don't blame you."

"Our time is so precious - and this posture makes me miserable," he said with a smile.

"!Okay sir!" Clooney immediately raised his head and suppressed the tears that surged up, "I'm fine."

"Good boy!" Green said.