Don’t be a licking dog when you are reborn.

clown……

Hearing Bian Jiani call herself such a derogatory way, Nuan Nuan suddenly had a headache.

Is Miss Rabbit in the same situation as in late autumn?

Silent secret love? Having a crush on someone who has no results?

Or is it a foreign love? And then be abandoned by the person you once loved?

Either way, it's really sad.

"Is it because of the long-distance relationship?"

Miss Rabbit was silent for a moment, then nodded:

"Is it a long-distance relationship? Haha, it is indeed a long-distance relationship..."

"Didn't you hold on?"

"Perhaps that's what long-distance relationships are like. It's a petri dish of suspicion, suspicion, and jealousy. The sense of security falls apart at the long distance."

Nuan Nuan can handle her own feelings well, but her relationship with Ji Feng is hot and clumsy, so she is really not good at comforting others.

What kind of emotional comfort is she good at?

He probably used Rabbit to comfort Ji Feng, but comforting Ji Feng was similar to coaxing a child, and it was definitely different from the situation of Miss Rabbit in front of him.

Looking at Bian Jiani with her back turned, Nuan Nuan still felt that she should say something, even if it was awkward:

"Sister Rabbit really doesn't need to belittle herself like this..."

"It's not to belittle, I am just a voyeur, lying in the crack of the door and carefully watching other people's happiness, just like you and Ji Feng's happiness."

"Ah?" Wen Nuan was a little surprised.

But Miss Rabbit’s story continued:

"I save those videos of other people being happy every day and look at them over and over again. When I see others being so happy, it feels like I am being treated in the same way."

Bian Jiani turned around. Although there was no light in the room, Nuan still saw the twinkling crystals from the corners of her eyes.

Did you cry?

The autistic girl pursed her lips and decided to reach out and hug the other person.

This was the first time she took the initiative to hug someone other than Ji Feng.

To be honest, it feels weird. Even if the other person is a woman, she still feels weird because she has never been an enthusiastic person...

Bian Jiani did not respond to the hug, but remained silent for a while in the warm embrace.

"Thank you."

"You're welcome."

At this point, there was silence between the two of them. Seeing that Miss Rabbit had no intention of continuing, Wen Xiaonuan stopped talking.

She was a little tired from the busy day, and now that Ji Feng was not around, she couldn't do much else. (uu)

Then...the only option is to sleep.

Wen Xiaonuan gradually fell into sleep.

Generally speaking, people who are indifferent on the outside have an extremely rich inner world, and warmth is probably such a person.

It’s just that the dreams before were very monotonous, about mom, dad, doing questions, taking exams...

But after being with Ji Feng, dreams become more colorful.

In addition to the sweet relationship with Ji Feng, the autistic girl always has some strange dreams.

For example, Medicine King Gu Xueting!

That nightmare always lingers, and there is even an advanced fantasy version of cultivating immortality...

In addition, she will also do some things that she dare not do in daily life. It seems that dreams can make her shy even more bold...

Just like now, in the dream, she and Ji Feng returned to the school infirmary, that scorching scene, that scorching monsoon, the 39.5-degree monsoon...

They actually had an affair there (uu)!

Well, it might not be considered an affair between lovers, and she didn't know how to describe it, but it was just a bit intoxicating.

It's just that the heat in the dream seemed to be too much, as if it was burning.

wrong! No, no!

Wen Wen frowned in her sleep. She really smelled the smell. It was very clear that something was burning...

Realizing something was wrong, Wen Nuan suddenly opened his eyes.

The firelight in the darkness was too clear, so it was not an illusion just now, there was really something burning!

The autistic girl stared at the woman next to the fire, feeling a little distracted for a moment.

Miss Rabbit had one leg crossed, one leg bowed, her chin resting on her knee, one hand holding a thick notebook, and the other hand delivering something towards the firelight.

It's a piece of paper.

There was a circle around the fire, and then a pattern similar to a six-pointed star, with some ashes inside that looked like burned paper.

Judging from the amount and traces of ashes, more than one sheet should have been burned.

As if she felt the movement behind her, before Nuan Nuan could speak, Miss Rabbit took the initiative and spoke in a faint tone:

"Did you dream?"

"Ah."

"I must be dreaming about the monsoon. Your lover is so happy."

"um, yes."

Nuan Nuan responded passively. She wanted to ask something, but Miss Rabbit did not give her a chance and continued to talk to herself:

“When you dream about someone, it’s not that he is missing you or that he is forgetting you, but that your body feels your longing and allows you to see the person you have longed for.

It also reminds you that you are thinking of him and have never forgotten him. "

Nuan Nuan frowned again. She felt that Bian Jiani's words had something to say, but she couldn't quite figure out what Miss Rabbit wanted to express.

Her side face hidden in the firelight made Nuan Nuan feel a little cold, but this was obviously the weather in July...

"Is the pattern on the ground, the firelight, some kind of ritual?"

Bian Jiani nodded and continued to burn her notes, but her voice was trembling:

"Yes, this ritual is called summoning. Every time I turn around after summoning, he will appear behind me..."

"Summoning? Him?"

Staring at Bian Jiani's back, the warm discomfort became more intense.

Until Miss Rabbit burned another piece of paper, then slowly turned around and stared at the warmth sitting on the bed.

The ceremony, the fire, and Miss Rabbit wearing a hat on a hot day, even though she is warm and courageous, this moment is also a bit creepy...

Her body shrank back subconsciously, she had already grasped the phone tightly, and pressed a number at random. There was only one last step left. As long as she pressed dial, she would call Ji Feng.

But Nuan Nuan was not pressed in the end because Bian Jiani did not make any additional moves.

Wen Nuan can only see her tears, tears like thread beads...

"Sister Rabbit, are you okay?"

Miss Rabbit spoke softly again, but her voice was filled with mourning:

"I just want to see him, but why is he not there every time I come here?"

At this moment, Nuan Nuan felt that Bian Jiani was about to break.

Advise her to let it go?

Better not.

There is no point in trying to persuade someone who is emotionally hurt by acting like a winner and someone who has experienced it...

"Sister Rabbit, cheer up."

"Sorry, I lost my temper." Bian Jiani wiped away her tears, then tore out another page from the note and continued to burn.