As the empress who breaks off her engagement at the beginning, I choose the evil little black lotus.
Chapter 192 No love or hate, the starting point is the end point 4 words (page 12)
"Is that so?" Su Yan stared at her eyes, confirming that the Shen Xiaoxue in her previous life would never have such eyes, and then began to believe her explanation.
"Su Yan, I, I saw that in my previous life, I did a lot of things that were sorry for you, and I also did a lot of stupid things, which caused you to suffer a lot. I'm sorry for you!"
Shen Xiaoxue felt at this moment that looking directly into his eyes was more dazzling than looking directly into the sun.
He couldn't help but lower his head and lower his eyes.
But she wanted to look into Su Yan's eyes and finish the words buried in her heart.
So, I raised my head and lowered my head several times before finally finishing that paragraph.
When it was over, my palms were already covered with fragrant sweat.
"You said, you saw some fragments of the past life, but I guess you must not have seen them all, right?" Su Yan heard this, but his eyes did not fluctuate much, and he just smiled and asked.
Shen Xiaoxue was startled and nodded: "Well, it is true, it is not complete yet. But, but I already know a lot. I have seen everything you did for me silently, whether you said it or not! "
Shen Xiaoxue didn't know how Su Yan could tell at a glance that he had never seen the entire past life.
She wanted to ask, but for a moment, she didn't know how to ask.
"Sorry, I……"
Now Shen Xiaoxue seems to have nothing else to say except apologizing.
All the sorry times she had said in her life, plus one, were definitely not as many as tonight.
Su Yan shook his head: "Actually, you don't need to apologize."
"Since you are not a reborn person and have only seen some fragments of past lives. There is no need to carry those past lives."
He cast his eyes on the moon in the sky: "It's just like the moon in the sky, which has illuminated two generations of people."
"But in fact, this month is not the same as yesterday, and today's person is not the same as before!"
"The same goes for you. Our love, hatred, and hatred belong to us, to me and you in the previous life, and have nothing to do with you now."
Shen Xiaoxue thought that Su Yan would say bad words, or even turn around and leave. She thought about his various reactions, but she never expected that he would answer like this.
He actually doesn't hate himself!
"You, you, don't hate me?" Shen Xiaoxue asked with trembling lips.
Su Yan shook his head: "When I was first reborn, I used to express my anger, but now I don't."
Shen Xiaoxue felt that her heart seemed to melt, but looking at the other party's still eyes, it condensed little by little. After opening her mouth several times, she asked softly: "Then why?" , you don’t treat me like you did before you were reborn?”
Su Yan lowered his eyebrows: "Because there is no love anymore."
There is no love or hate, the starting point is the end.
At this moment, the system prompt sounded in Shen Xiaoxue's ears.
"Ding, congratulations, Su Yan's favorability towards you has increased by one thousand, and the current favorability towards you is 110."
Shen Xiaoxue: "..."
She looked at the zero, and for a moment, she felt it was even more dazzling than when it was minus a thousand.
Shen Xiaoxue also realized it at this time.
Su Yan's dislike for her, and his favorability score of minus one thousand, may be the last red line between the two.
If this thread is also untied by him, then there will really be nothing between them.
Otherwise, why do those infatuated villains or fallen saints always say: I would rather you hate me than forget me.
"No!" Shen Xiaoxue shook her head violently. The system AI analyzed the scene and put away the provided props and the veil part of the suit, revealing her pretty face.
The cold wind blew on her face, but Shen Xiaoxue felt nothing at this moment.
Instinctively, he reached out and grabbed Su Yan's hand.
Afraid that he would not like it, she tightened her grip on his sleeves and said, "You can think of me as hers. I have seen most of her memories. In fact, they are similar to those of a reborn person."
"What she owes you, I am willing to repay for her!"
Su Yan's voice turned cold: "Are you sure? She and I have a sworn hatred. Are you sure you want me to treat you as her?"
"Ding! System prompt: Warning, Su Yan's favorability towards you has dropped by one thousand, and the current favorability is minus one thousand."
System: "Host, please be careful in your words and deeds."
"I……"
After hearing the system prompts and facing Su Yan's eyes that seemed to have been hardened to ice, Shen Xiaoxue turned pale.
Bewildered, like a lost child in the vast wilderness.
It's just that the hand that tightly grasped Su Yan's sleeve refused to let go. Instead, it became tighter and tighter.
"Ding, congratulations. Su Yan's favorability towards you has increased by one thousand. The current favorability towards you is zero."
……
Su Yan looked at her, sighed, and said leisurely: "Actually, if you want me to treat you as her, it's impossible."
"In the past, I always heard about the reincarnation of three lives. Although I don't know whether it is true or not, I still wonder, if it is true, will the me without memory still be me?"
"No matter how close you are, you will think that if I have memory, it is me. If I die, if those great emperors and saints have great supernatural powers and copy my memory into a puppet, then the puppet is me?"
Shen Xiaoxue blinked slightly with tears. She didn't understand something, so she just whispered: "You always have such different ideas from others."
Including herself, in this world, most mortals are busy making a living, while warriors are focused on becoming stronger.
There are very few people like Su Yan who always think about messy things.
In the past, she was always impatient to listen, but over time, Su Yan stopped telling her these things.
But now, she hopes that he can talk more and say anything.
But Su Yan just concluded: "In short, don't say that you are not the same person in the previous life. I am not sure whether I am still the same me in the previous life."
"Perhaps, I have just been stuffed with a memory that does not belong to me, and the Su Yan in the previous life was buried in the previous life."
Shen Xiaoxue bit her lip and asked: "Well, as you said, can't we start over? Even if we put aside the previous life, in this life, we are still childhood sweethearts?"
Su Yan: "Impossible!"
"Yes, is it because of Xiao Nan, Nan Yi? If you hadn't met her, would it have been possible?" Shen Xiaoxue almost said something like a beggar, but she reluctantly changed her words at the last moment.
When she said those two words, she had already cultivated her stomach to be clean and flawless, and acidic water began to rise in her throat.
I feel sick.
Su Yan wanted to say that he couldn't do it even without her.
But looking at her beautiful eyes that seemed to be on the verge of being broken, his heart finally softened and he just said: "I have already met her."
Shen Xiaoxue wanted to say: Do you know that your meeting was just a trick set up by the devil?
But the reminders from the system still seemed to ring in my ears.
"You want to be the heroine, stop being a passerby and cannon fodder."
Shen Xiaoxue knew that Su Yan was at the peak of his poisoning at this time.
If she hits the wall now, she will be pure cannon fodder.
If growth means being able to endure it, Shen Xiaoxue feels that she has grown a lot.
"From now on, you and I should cherish each other."
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