After being reincarnated, he joined a top boy band and then lost it

"Is there any special meaning?" Song Shengshi asked.

Hearing this, Hong Zhixiu glanced at Song Shengshi, smiled, and said, "No, I used to cough a lot when I was a kid. My mother is a Korean doctor, and she often boiled dried Platycodon grandiflorum leaves and petals for me to drink."

"Oh?!" Song Shengshi looked incredulous, "So your mother likes gentian flowers?"

"Haha, she has always liked it. Most of the lisianthus flowers were bought by my dad for my mom during the holidays. Haha. Then my mom would cut up all the flowers in front of my dad and put them in the drying box to dry. Finally, she would store them in the jars."

"They say that this is the only way to preserve love forever."

"Hahaha, please tell me the psychological shadow area of ​​uncle."

"My dad is used to it."

"Mom, why does Dad always give you pink lisianthus?" asked young Joshua as he helped his mother peel the dried leaves off the oil paper and put them on the metal tray next to her.

"Haha," Joshua's mother laughed as if she remembered something, "These were some of the slick little tricks your dad used when he was pursuing me."

"The pink eustoma flower means eternal love and hopeless love, which means he liked me at that time but he hadn't caught up with me yet."

"Later, when we confirmed our relationship, he gave me a bouquet of purple lisianthus, which represented that the promise of love would never change." When Joshua's mother recalled these past events, a happy smile unconsciously appeared on her face, as if she had returned to that time when young men and women met on the streets of a foreign country, fell in love at first sight, and met the other half with whom they would spend the rest of their lives.

"The green lisianthus he often gives me now is the most suitable variety for medicinal use, and it also represents 'strength, confidence, and charm'"

When she said this, Joshua's mother seemed to suddenly think of something. She touched Joshua's head and ruffled his soft hair.

"Joshua, if you ever meet a beautiful lady that you are willing to entrust the rest of your life to, bring a bunch of eustoma flowers with her to see mom. Mom will help you~"

"Huh?" Joshua, who has not yet fallen in love, tilted his head in confusion.

"Hahaha, you'll understand later..."

Mom, I understand now.

Hong Zhixiu looked at Song Shengshi, who was walking briskly in front of her, holding a light green gentian flower and taking pictures in the sun. When she turned around, the light shone through her soft and fluffy hair.

Strong, confident and charismatic.

When he first came to the practice room, Hong Zhixiu knew that among all the trainees, this young man from China was the most confident.

It's the kind of feeling that comes from deep in his bones, the feeling that everything is under control. Others are still confused about the future, but he seems to know everything in advance. He doesn't complain at all and just quietly does his own thing every day.

He has a very good relationship with some of the kids in the practice room and will take the initiative to take care of them. His maturity seems a bit out of place among a group of trainees who are still in middle school and high school.

But even though he is so confident and calm, he would freeze in place when Kim Min-kyu jumped on him and hugged him and said "I love you Shengshi", not knowing how to put his hands. He was also stunned and didn't know how to react when everyone celebrated his birthday in the practice room for the first time.

He seems to be quite bad at accepting love from others.

He will calmly deal with all his own and others' emotions, whether it is joy, gratitude, or panic. Even if it is anger from others, he can pass it by and deal with it in an appropriate way. It will not leave any traces on him and will not have any impact on him.

Only love is like accidentally stepping into a puddle on a rainy day and getting your trouser legs wet, which makes Song Shengshi feel a little helpless. Although it is not a big deal, but being between the dormitory and the practice room, he either has to go back to change his pants and be scolded for being late, or practice with wet pants for a whole day.

It's disturbing.

Unlike Zhixun, who says he doesn't like it but actually longs for everyone's closeness.

As for Song Shengshi, it seemed like he had no expectations from the beginning to the end. He never expected the members to show love to him, and he never expected any feedback or thanks after helping others.

He just wanted to do it, so he did it.

Is it because you have no expectations that you are so surprised when you receive love?

But why not look forward to it?

Isn't it a human nature to expect love and care from birth?

Just like a neglected baby will cry to attract the attention of his parents, when Song Shengshi was ignored, he would just lower his head and continue doing his own things. He never got angry or lost his temper because of these things.

The Lord is full of mercy and favor,

His miraculous deeds are unforgettable.

Hong Zhixiu's mind flashed through the "Hymns" that she sang every week when she was a member of the community church choir when she was a child. A smile appeared on her face, and she walked quickly up to Song Shengshi and held his hand.

When his hand was held, Song Shengshi's eyes flashed with surprise. He turned his head to look at Hong Zhixiu, and seeing that he was still smiling and didn't seem to be abnormal, he let him hold his hand.

When Joshua was alone in a foreign country, who was the Jehovah in his heart?

When they arrived at Hong Zhixiu's house, the two walked up the steps together. Hong Zhixiu knocked on the door. Before the door opened, Song Shengshi broke free from Hong Zhixiu's hand.

His palms were a little sweaty, so Song Shengshi wiped them casually on his body. Then he held the flowers in both hands, put on a decent smile, and waited for Hong's mother to open the door.

There were footsteps behind the door. Song Shengshi felt inexplicably nervous for some reason and licked his dry lips.

The last time he saw Hong Ji-soo's mother was two years ago. Hong Ji-soo rarely shared photos of her family. Song Shengshi's memory was a little fuzzy. He vaguely remembered that Hong's mother, like Hong Ji-soo, had a pair of particularly beautiful eyes that looked like a deer when she smiled.

"Oh!" The door opened. When the gray-haired mother Hong saw the flowers in Joshua and Song Shengshi's hands, she stood there for a while, then covered her mouth in surprise.

"Mom, you won't let us in?" Hong Zhixiu naturally knew why her mother was surprised, and said with a smile.

"Oh, excuse me. Please come in." Mother Hong immediately stepped aside and invited them into the house.

"What? Didn't you tell your mother that I was coming too?" Seeing that he was a short distance away from Hong's mother, Song Shengshi poked Hong Zhixiu's waist and said dissatisfiedly.

"Oh, I told you, maybe it's because you're too good-looking, Shengshi, so my mother was scared~" Hong Zhixiu poked him back.

"Ahem," Hong's mother coughed twice in the restaurant. Song Shengshi didn't make a fuss with Hong Zhixiu and pulled him to walk two steps faster.

As soon as he entered the restaurant, Song Shengshi couldn't help but exclaimed "Wow".