After being reincarnated, he joined a top boy band and then lost it

"elder brother."

As soon as Song Shengshi called him brother, Yoon Jeonghan put away his playful smile.

"Let's talk." Song Shengshi said as he walked forward and tried to open the bottle of soju.

Yoon Jeonghan took two steps forward, stopped Song Shengshi, and took the bottle of wine from Song Shengshi.

"Kim Min-kyu said that he usually drinks when chatting with you." Song Shengshi complained directly.

Hearing this, Yoon Jeonghan smiled. He put the bottle of wine in the empty space on the bookshelf and then closed the glass cabinet.

"With him, with you, I hope to stay sane."

This sentence was like a small stone thrown into a calm lake, causing a thousand waves. Song Shengshi forgot the speech he had prepared for a moment, and was hugged by Jinghan in a daze.

Yoon Jeonghan took a deep puff like he was sucking the liquid from a cat, then raised his head and looked at Song Shengshi with a bitter expression.

“For the last time… Is your scent still Ji-soo’s…”

"What do you mean the last time?" Song Shengshi became alert.

"This is the last time I'll hug you like this." Yoon Jeonghan let go of Song Shengshi, turned and walked towards his bed against the wall. He spread out on the bed wearing a loose T-shirt and shorts, and stretched comfortably.

"What do you mean?" Song Shengshi felt a little uncomfortable and took two steps forward.

"This trip to Los Angeles is really...meaningful." Yoon Jeonghan lay on the bed, looking at Song Shengshi with his dark eyes.

Song Shengshi walked over and pinched his thigh.

His muscles are firm, and although they are slightly inferior to Kim Min-kyu's muscular type, he is in a relatively healthy state.

Unlike his previous life before military service, when he was almost skin and bones.

"Why do you still look tired?" Song Shengshi asked nonsensically.

"Pfft," as if amused by Song Shengshi's words, Yoon Jeonghan turned sideways and gently grabbed his wrist, rubbing his thumb on the pulse point on the inside of his wrist. Feeling Song Shengshi's blood vessels beating under his thumb, he resisted the urge to clench his fist.

"Because I feel a little tired." Although Song Shengshi's question was nonsensical, Yoon Jeonghan still answered him well.

"When I first started playing with you, it was just because I was too curious and I thought you were fun."

"Are you talking about the time at Lirui Island? I was really scared. It's like his personality changed suddenly." Although Song Shengshi heard some bad words from Yoon Jeonghan, he was not too upset or dissatisfied. To him, Jeonghan's behavior was more like a sexual exploration, which was normal for boys of this age.

It's just that he is the object of exploration.

The problem is that he is not annoying, and it would be fine if the object of exploration is him, but it would be bad if it is someone else.

He can handle it all calmly, but others may not be able to.

Glancing at Song Shengshi's reaction, Yoon Jeonghan found that it was not beyond his expectations. He smiled and continued, "That was the first time I touched you. Actually, I felt conflicted and uncomfortable for a long time afterwards."

"Later, I was relieved to see that you didn't mind and were still willing to contact me."

"Later... the closer I was to you, the more I found myself unable to control myself."

Growing up, he was considered a relatively well-behaved kid by his family and friends, although his acquaintances would say he was a bit cautious, and his sister even described him as "cunning and treacherous."

He is well behaved not because he has a good character, but because he will not get into trouble.

Before he does anything, he will preset the results and then make decisions carefully.

Before he met Song Shengshi, he was always like this, carefully restraining himself.

The time Li Ruidao and Song Shengshi hid in a closet in an abandoned school was the first time he did not consider the consequences.

The tremors that occurred that night and the tiny electric currents that flashed through the bones were carefully preserved.

Whenever he couldn't sleep at night, the image of Song Shengshi kneeling between his legs that day, looking at him with earnest eyes and begging him, would appear in his mind.

The shudder returned.

The cautious and restrained Yoon Jeonghan is actually the excitement-seeking Yoon Jeonghan.

When facing Song Shengshi, he can temporarily let go of some of his restraint and vent his emotions on Song Shengshi.

"But..." Yoon Jeonghan let go of Song Shengshi's wrist, "This is too dangerous."

He chose to take a step back and retreat back into the iron wall.

"The closer I am to you, the more I can't control myself. I want to monopolize you, treat you roughly, and make you stay by my side forever..."

"I've hurt you too much by being like this." Yoon Jeonghan looked at Song Shengshi gently and raised his hand to touch his cheek.

"Compared to those, I hope you can be healthy and happy, have a healthy relationship, and live a free life."

As he spoke, he withdrew his hand from Song Shengshi's face and gently wiped his cheek with his fingertips.

Suddenly, Yoon Jeonghan's hand was held, and he looked up in surprise at Song Shengshi who was holding his hand.

“No need to control.”

Song Shengshi said, pulling Yoon Jeonghan's hand back and rubbing it gently with his soft cheek.

"Don't be patient."

As an ordinary person, Song Shengshi's life ended in his previous life.

Now he is the idol Song Shengshi. As an idol, his job is to accept the emotional needs of fans.

Then he must be able to respond to the emotional needs of his teammates in a timely manner.

Ah... this is what a professional idol should do.

Now, Jeonghan needed him, and he knew what he should do.