After being reincarnated, he joined a top boy band and then lost it

"What? I want to see!"

Song Shengshi was dissatisfied and wanted to pull Cui Hanshu's hand down, but stopped after hearing Cui Hanshu's slightly trembling voice.

"No, you can't look."

"You are only one month older than me..." Song Shengshi closed his eyes and rubbed Cui Hanshu's palm with his forehead.

I don’t know whether it was because of Song Shengshi’s words or his actions. Cui Hansu froze for a moment, but still said harshly: “It’s not suitable for people younger than me.”

After a short while, Cui Hanshu took his hand off. At this time, the plot had returned to the seaside city.

During this time, the city no longer had the fragrance of birds and flowers, and the war had spread to nearby areas. The young mother lived with her children in the original small house, but they evaded the soldiers on patrol when they went out.

Song Shengshi noticed that the military uniforms worn by the patrolling soldiers were different from the military uniforms worn by her husband.

Already occupied?

There were not many pedestrians on the road, but the child needed to be fed. The girl wrapped herself tightly in a black scarf and kept circling to avoid people. When she reached the mountainside, she peeled off the branches and vines to reveal the hidden things. It was a sheep pen, and the ewe inside had just given birth to a calf. She was looking for the ewe to borrow milk to feed her baby.

Later, the plot became very miserable. When the girl went to the mountainside for the second time to peel off the cane, there was not a ewe inside, but a soldier holding a gun. He was taken to the military camp at gunpoint. The child was taken away, the girl was pushed into a room, and then...

Then the vision went dark again.

"I knew I wouldn't let you see it." Cui Hansu's depressed voice came from his ear.

Song Shengshi was completely paralyzed in Cui Hanshu's arms at this time. He had one hand around his body and held down his arms. He covered his eyes with one hand and simply stopped struggling.

He just said speechlessly: "Why can you see it but I can't?"

Choi Hansol said: "I have watched more movies than you have ever eaten."

It's really... that's right. Song Sheng has never had the habit of watching movies in his life, and he doesn't watch them very much. Maybe he doesn't watch as many movies as he does.

"It's so tragic..." Cui Hanshu sighed while watching. Maybe it was because the plot behind it was too tragic, or maybe Cui Hanshu simply forgot and never took off the hand covering Song Shengshi's eyes.

The palm of his hand was warm, and Song Shengshi even felt a little wet.

After a long time, Song Shengshi patted Cui Hanshu's arm to remind him, and he said "Oh" as if he had just woken up from a dream, moved his arm down, and then tightly clasped Song Shengshi's other arm, locking him tightly. In arms.

Song Shengshi: "?"

Looking up at Cui Hansu's expression, I found that he was completely immersed in it, staring at the screen intently, seemingly unaware of what he had done.

At this time, both of them were wearing loose pajamas and nestled on the sofa with the same blanket.

Cui Hanshu's shoulders were wider than Song Shengshi's, and Song Shengshi leaned back just enough to rest her head on his shoulders.

The black and white screen shone on the faces of the two people. The indoor air conditioner was turned on a little high and the temperature was a little low. Behind them was a warm body, covered with a soft blanket. Although neither of the two people spoke, the CD was spinning. The sound inexplicably made Song Shengshi feel relaxed and comfortable.

The movie ended inadvertently, and it was almost three o'clock in the morning.

In the movie, the heroine lost her husband and child, and all her neighbors and friends died, leaving her alone in the world.

So while kissing the black and white photos taken before the war, she jumped off the cliff and stayed in the ocean forever.

When the movie ended, there was a click, and only ordinary black and white noise remained on the TV.

Song Shengshi turned around and wanted to ask Cui Hanshu to let go of him and let him get up, but he heard Cui Hanshu sniffing heavily.

He cried?

Song Shengshi hurriedly stood up and turned around, and saw Cui Hanshu's lowered head. His bangs covered his eyes, and he could only see the red tip of his nose and the tears on his cheeks.

"It's so rare..." Song Shengshi hugged him and wiped him with the sleeve of his pajamas, "This is the first time I see you cry."

"It's easy for me to be a substitute when watching a movie." Cui Hansu did not defend himself. He gently pressed Song Shengshi's hand that was moving around, and asked Song Shengshi with eyes that were even more beautiful because of moisture to confirm the feeling of watching the movie: "Don't you feel uncomfortable? ?”

"The most tragic scenes were all covered up by you. I didn't watch anything. I can only say that I feel sorry for them. They were a happy family and this coastal city is also very beautiful."

Song Shengshi unexpectedly found that he liked this kind of small town life full of sunshine and beaches. He knelt down beside Cui Hanshu and wandered around for a while, then he choked out his last feeling: "It would be great if I could live in a city like that in the future. Of course, there must be no war."

"This movie is an anti-war theme. No wonder it wasn't released at that time." Cui Hanshui saw that Song Shengshi was a little sleepy and said with a smile: "Fortunately you didn't watch those, and you can still have an impression of the beautiful city. I feel like I'm here tonight It’s going to be a nightmare.”

"So serious? Do you need me to sleep with you?" Song Shengshi just joked, but he got up from the sofa, folded the blanket and put it on the back of the sofa, preparing to go back to his room to sleep.

Cui Hansu laughed. Song Shengshi's joke slightly diluted the deep depression in his heart due to the movie just now. Sure enough, it was a good thing that he wasn't allowed to watch it just now.

Song Shengshi didn't know what he was thinking. The picture of the heroine kissing in a bloody white dress kept replaying in his mind. That feeling of despair, but the moment she jumped, she suddenly laughed.

There were tears in the corners of his eyes.

Are those tears the same as those of my mother in her previous life?

"Cui Hanshu," Song Shengshi suddenly stopped before entering the room and asked out of nowhere.

"If I die, will you cry for me too?"

Cui Hanshu turned around in confusion. The moment he saw Song Shengshi, the word "hui" that he could have hurriedly spit out in his mouth suddenly couldn't be said.

Song Shengshi stood deep in the corridor. The moonlight coming from the window could only illuminate his ankles and a small part of his arms, forming a clear boundary between light and dark on his body. His expression was also obscured by the darkness.

"I will feel sorry, but not to the point of crying."

Cui Hanshu carefully considered his words and expressed his true thoughts. However, he saw that the man in the darkness seemed to just smile, but at that moment all the fragility was covered up. The moonlight seemed to be moving, slowly illuminating Song Shengshi. Bright.

"Ah, that's enough, thank you, and good night."

As soon as he finished speaking, the moonlight illuminated Song Shengshi's face. At that moment, the world seemed to slow down. Song Shengshi lowered his head slightly, his hair swayed lightly on his forehead, his eyebrows were curved with a smile, and he seemed to be satisfied with Cui Hanshu's answer. .

Cui Hansui's heart skipped a beat.

Is this... enough?

Since then, the two of them would occasionally go to the movies together, or play burned movie CDs directly on the TV in the dormitory.