Douluo: Humans in this world are fake gods

The vast yellow sand is deserted.

Su Luoheng is the only one here.

Suddenly being in a strange place, there was only a flash of fluctuation in his eyes.

After that, there was no change, as if he accepted the situation calmly.

"..."

Su Luoheng seemed to have lost all his strength.

From the moment he appeared, he lay on his back like this, looking up at the sky quietly.

I do not know how long it has been.

Suddenly, he grabbed a handful of yellow sand.

Even though I have held it hard, the gravel will still flow from the fingers, flying in all directions.

They are like gravel...

I don't have the ability to keep them all.

At the same time, the conversation between brother and sister Yang Guang seemed to be heard in his ears.

"In this world, the weak eat the strong, and it is difficult for people without strength to survive in this world."

"The gathering place is now overcrowded. Although this is cruel, the fact is that we can only save some people."

"And even if we rescue them today, when the news is sent back, what awaits them will still be revenged by the evil soul master."

"We can't save them."

"..."

Suddenly, Su Luoheng laughed out loud at himself.

"Yeah... you're right."

"How could I have thought that?"

"It's really...ridiculous..."

After saying this, Su Luoheng scattered the yellow sand in his hand to the earth.

"..."

After a long silence, the smile gradually faded from his face.

Su Luoheng looked into the distance and murmured.

"Facing the attack of the evil soul master, it is simply impossible to do so without sacrificing any innocent person."

"To save some people means sacrificing others."

"And a perfect ending like saving everyone can only exist in fairy tales."

"Everything you said is correct, everything is correct..."

"..."

"So there are many things that I can't do no matter what. If I insist on saving everyone, I may not be able to save anyone in the end."

"But……"

"The truth is obvious, why do you still insist on it..."

Su Luoheng put the back of his hand on his forehead and murmured in a low voice.

It's like asking yourself, but also like asking others.

In fact, by reaching this point, Su Luoheng had already broken down his mental barrier.

Although the method he adopted was not what he wanted, he would not be obsessed with it in the future.

He knew very well that as long as he let go of his obsession now and accepted all this, he could end this strange state and leave here.

The bottleneck disappears and we will no longer be troubled by similar things in the future.

but……

Knowing that this outcome is inevitable;

Knowing clearly that happy endings for everyone only exist in fairy tales;

He has obviously accepted their [justice]. He even followed their way and "personally" solved these villagers.

But why do I still choose to stay here?

In other words, why are you still unwilling to accept all this?

"..."

Su Luoheng curled his lips bitterly.

Is it because I'm still unwilling?

Yes!

Why do I always feel that I am still a little unwilling...

"..."

I do not know how long it has been.

When Su Luoheng raised his head again, there seemed to be a subtle change in his eyes.

He stood up with his hands on the ground, looked ahead, patted the dust on his body, and walked forward aimlessly.

There are obviously no signs or information around.

But he had one direction in mind.

It's like knowing where you should go.

"yes……"

"A world where no one gets hurt simply cannot exist."

"The idea of ​​making more people happy is very naive."

"There will always be some people that I can't save no matter what. There will always be some things that I can't do no matter what."

Su Luoheng murmured in his mouth.

After countless restart choices, he saw this clearly.

but!

This desire to not let any innocent people die is absolutely real and beautiful. Questioning and denial are also absolutely not allowed.

Saving everyone is hypocritical, but the original intention of wanting more people to be happy is unmistakable!

Otherwise, I wouldn’t seek solutions again and again!

"Although, I accept this [justice] and accept the reality that someone will sacrifice no matter what."

"But, I still want to stick to the original beauty."

"..."

【Be it compassion or tenderness】

【It’s okay to give up everything】

[If the lost thing can be found]

……

……

The vast desert is endless.

Su Luoheng was walking forward step by step in the yellow sand.

"Hey!"

Suddenly, a voice sounded from behind.

I don't know who it was, but he called me from behind.

"This road never ends."

"Although you know what you want to pursue, you won't get the answer until the end."

"Do you really want to keep going?"

"..."

The voice sounded familiar.

It's like Yang Guang possessed by himself, but also like another himself.

But... none of this matters...

"maybe."

Su Luoheng paused and spoke calmly.

"Maybe your answer is right, or maybe your answer is wrong."

"Still, I still want to find the answers I want."

"Perhaps...my thoughts are naive, stupid, and stubborn."

"But, this is my own path, and I will stick to it no matter what. It doesn't matter even if I make mistakes every step of the way."

"Maybe this will be meaningless, but...that's all I need in my life."

"..."

Su Luoheng stepped forward firmly again.

The voice behind him slowly disappeared like a sigh.

When you want to do justice, you will inevitably be stained with the blood of innocent people.

He understood all these cruel facts.

But such methods and results are not what I want!

What Su Luoheng wants is to find [justice] that does not require the sacrifice of innocent people.

It doesn’t matter even if your pursuit is meaningless;

It doesn’t matter if you can’t find the method in your lifetime;

Even if this life has no meaning, it still doesn't matter!