Marvel's Journey Begins with Psychosis

Having crossed the endless distance, spanning life and death, Loki felt that he could leave everything behind.

The so-called dignity, the so-called pride, the so-called family and family... everything is so insignificant.

But he still has some obsession.

He wanted to prove something to someone.

The vast Nine Realms should not be left to be managed by a fool who only knows how to fight, even though that fool is his brother.

Loki has always felt that he is more suitable to be a king. At least when the candidates were only him and his stupid brother, he was almost the only choice.

But the final result was not like this.

Once upon a time, Loki always thought that it was because Thor was favored more, and he was not as favored as Thor, that's all.

Later, he realized that there was no such thing as preference. Thor was his only son, and Loki himself was really a picked-up child.

It turns out that for the great priest Odin, my life was just a bargaining chip in a plan many years ago.

At that moment, Loki really felt that his life was so ridiculous.

So, when Odin grew old and fell asleep on the ground, Loki started the craziest prank in his life.

He wants to take advantage of Thor's absence and ascend the throne directly! To become the God-King of Asgard, to be the King of Thor, to be... the pride of the man he once called his father.

But Loki's dream was shattered.

This is really not my intention. I will really learn to be a king. I am really more suitable than Thor. I really... just want to get your approval, and recognize me just like you recognize Sol, father. …

However, Loki did not say these words.

When Thor returned to Asgard, he immediately transformed from a demoted criminal into the prince of Asgard.

Is this fair?

The idiot Heimdall guarding the Rainbow Gate always talked about his duties and his loyalty to Asgard when facing him, but Thor refused to obey the king's orders and asked him to open the door to the ice giant's territory, and then How?

He opened it.

Now let’s stop talking about that stupid thing about loyalty and responsibility?

What a flexible morality.

Heimdall is like this, and all of Asgard is like this! This place is full of deception and utilitarianism, weaving Loki's entire life into a huge lie!

Even...even Odin's sleep is the same.

It's a coincidence that he fell asleep, isn't it?

Just when Loki discovered the secret of his life experience and confronted him, he fell into a coma.

It's quite a coincidence to wake up, isn't it?

He woke up just as Thor was about to fall under the Bifrost.

You have been watching, Lord Odin, the God King of Asgard.

You look at me sitting on the throne like a clown, watching your biological son who is far away learning and experiencing things that you have never experienced before. You look forward to his growth and celebrate your choice with joy. The foolish heir became wise and loving, awakened to responsibility and kindness.

But you are indifferent to me, the child you picked up, even though I am obviously right next to you...

But you never thought of picking me up, and you never thought of treating me like you did to him.

Okay, I think, I get it.

Loki figured it out, saw through it, and was completely heartbroken.

He let go of Thor's hand holding his, and drifted into the eternal darkness alone and as if he were dead.

Odin could have saved him. But, he didn't.

Loki just floated into the endless depths of space, disappearing from the sight of the Asgardians forever and ever.

How ridiculous, this was not what Loki had ever thought about, the eyes that were looking at him.

Just die, just die. Maybe as early as that day many years ago, when Odin, who was fighting bloody battles, found him as a baby next to the ice giant's palace, he should have died in Odin's hands.

Maybe then, there wouldn't be so much pain and unwillingness.

There would be no such indescribable things today.

……

The body became cold, life was gradually passing by, and the five senses were disappearing bit by bit, but Loki's consciousness was still there, and he was as awake as ever.

So is this what approaching death feels like?

If I were still an Asgardian, as a descendant of the ice giant family, would I be sent to the Hall of Valor?

Haha, I’m still thinking about this, how pitiful it is...

Loki thought like this, waiting for his death calmly.

But, he's not dead.

Still not dead.

During the long wait, Loki even had a strange illusion. He felt that he might live like this forever.

Afterwards, his consciousness began to gradually fade. He vaguely saw lights, heard sounds, and felt some unknown fear for no reason.

After an unknown amount of time in this chaotic and unclear state, Loki opened his eyes.

He found himself lying on a large and complex half-metal, half-stone platform, surrounded by strange machines.

Asgard, where Loki grew up, was a place where technology was regarded as magic and magic was used as technology. Loki could naturally tell at a glance that he seemed to be attracted by someone who also developed magic and technology, and whose technology was better than Asgard's. Gard's further civilization was saved.

At first, Loki's instinctive reaction was that this was a cell and he was imprisoned.

But the things on your hands can be ripped off in one go, and the door doesn't look sealed at all.

Loki hesitated, and after thinking for a moment, he sat back on the stone bed and chose to wait.

It didn't take even a second for Loki to have this idea. When he turned around, he saw an ugly skinny monkey standing behind him in the room that was empty just now. .

"Wise choice. Now that you're awake, come with me to meet the most powerful emperor in the universe."

universe? emperor?

The good news is that he is still in a known field. The bad news is that guys who call themselves emperors are generally not kind and good people.

With this idea in mind, Loki really felt that this skinny monkey was annoying and ugly at first sight. He was also arrogant and always spoke in a commanding tone with that downward gaze.

Without giving a second thought, Loki pulled out two small daggers and rushed towards the skinny monkey who had his back turned to him.

result……

The result was of course extremely miserable.

Loki was completely unable to fight back in the hands of the guy who claimed to be Ebony Maw. He was tied up with cables controlled by telekinesis. Like a floating hydrogen balloon, he was dragged all the way to an extremely empty hall, and suddenly He lost the power to float and fell heavily to the ground.

"I come to report back to you, great king."

Loki heard the sound of an ebony throat.

"I have brought the prisoner here."

Then he heard another low, slow sound.

"Yeah. Let him go."

"Yes."

The rope around his body was automatically untied, and Loki stood up slowly, looking forward sinisterly.

On the scattered high steps, he saw a man wearing golden armor and purple skin, sitting high on the throne.

"Asgardian, answer me, are you Odin's son? Odin, is he still alive?"

"who are you!"

"Ah."

The man on the throne laughed.

"Thanos."